Monday, April 4, 2005

   *ish in pain....*
my neck hurts because i slept on it funny all night and woke up with my legs all scrunched up because the stupid smelly dog decided to sleep in my room on my bed. and stupid little me decided to leave my door partway open to let the air conditioning circulate and i wouldn't freeze and i wouldn't melt like a popcicle in the microwave. *deep sigh*

we got our prom pictures back on thursday. hurrah...except seth wasn't looking at the camera when they took the picture. definitely not worth twenty bucks. so i'll just send him all of the pictures because i don't want one. or i'll burn them in remembrance of the stupid prom which i hated and it will always be a black memory.

ok. i've started reading the name of the rose by umberto eco just for fun. and it's not fun because that guy is really hard to understand. big words and long sentences that are supposed to have a deeper meaning. maybe i'll just read something else. like the library has all of their starwars stuff on display. i think that would be easier. except for the fact that I HATE STARWARS! argh. there is something over there on the shelf that looks like it's about dragons.

maybe i should start over. i'm not very popular under this psuedonym. only 50 gb signings and about 120 visits. pitiful compared to when i was blackblossom. maybe it was because i was really ditzy then...still am but i have fallen into the pit of dispair. and what is the point of blabbing online if nobody reads it?

poem:
Just like a phantom flowing away
Until I broke through the Milky Way filled of cheering
You were by my side at all times.
My tears today is an eternal glory.

Because farewell is painful,
I'll stop time that can't be shaked.

Believing in the power of dreaming,
Reach out your hands and grasp an incalculable future...

Certainly I'll never forget your radiant look
Even the voice you choosed with awkward words

Without telling anyone,
Just letting my tears brim over...

There is no dream that can't come true,
As long as you embrace the memories in your heart.

Even if the world is covered with darkness,
I'll hold in my heart the shining seven colors of rainbow.

Believing in the power of dreaming
Reach out your hands and grasp an incalculable future...

There is no dream that can't come true
Even if we are far apart, I'll gaze at you
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Friday, April 1, 2005

the curse of direct linking...gaah!
ok i'm royally screwed! and i'm thinking about killing this identity and starting fresh again. i hate it! gaah!
oh and i just decided to put a blinkie thing on my site and it screwed up everything and now my posts link to seraphlight.com. darn thing.



I once was here
But now I'm gone
Gone crazy
And to light my bong
Those who knew me
Knew me well
And those who didn't
Can go to hell!
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Animes-sins.com
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   la la la la....she's back! you don't like me because i'm black!
It was beautiful all day
The sweet voices by my side
And beauty without dispair everywhere
Joy in my heart forever

If I walk from the alive days
The sun and the moon behind me
I'll only need thoughts from my life
Tears sorrowfully on my heart



ok. my weekend sucked ass. and i'm tired. but other than that i'm fine i guess. my contacts are burning because of my tiredness though...oh and i forgot to take them out last night! *wacks herself!*

ok so i got together with seth this weekend but it was shitty. the first thing we did was watched fear factor like a bunch of losers for four hours and then the second time we watched sam chase the kitty around. sam is seriously the horniest guy i've ever met. it's friggin awesome. at least in the sense that there's never a dull moment.

i'm reading angela's ashes for english. does that count as a biography? it was kinda an autobiography....in the sense that frank mccourt is talking about growing up in limerick. hmmm....i want to go to ireland. not really as much as japan though. japan is my homeland and i've NEVER BEEN THERE! hurrah! lalalala! i'm back from my god forsaken vacation(which i could live without for the rest of my damned life!!!!) and you all have to live with me again. DOOOM!

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Thursday, March 24, 2005

   goodbye. farewell. go away! get the picture?
so anyway. i'm too totally gone to say anything interesting. oh well. i love everybody. probably because i'm next to high from all the excedrin i have officially taken for my migraine. too much caffiene makes the little one ditzy and hyper. *deep breath* ok. i'm going to have to hang out with seth this weekend since i'll be on spring break (hrm....the term is actually GAY BREAK since i'm spending it all with my family at a reunion*gag*) where he lives...almost. what's a thirty minute drive? ok i'm going to put my little story i wrote for a tabloid issue of the school newspaper. i don't care if you like it, i'm just putting a lot of crap on the internet because i can! muahahahahahahaha!

It Came From Within the Lab
Early on Saturday morning, a creature emerged from the science lab. It was a creation of the Underground Mad Scientist Club (UMSC), advised by Mr. Staley, one that was meant for world takeover. Fortunately, for the citizens of North Summit High, the math team used their gargantuan intellects to defeat the monster before its diabolical mission could be implemented.
The monster Godzillian in proportion, weighing in at fifteen tons and measuring approximately eight-feet tall and thirty feet long. Its abilities included laser-beam vision, a French accent, and a stench that could make the strongest man weak in the knees. The student chairman of the UMSC, Cade Richins, dubbed the monster Sheila. It is not certain as to whether Sheila was a male or female, but Australians might guess at femininity by its name.
The math team attacked Sheila with a giant model of the pie sign and a stick of apple-flavored gum. Sheila, it turns out, was deathly afraid of apple pie. Witnesses attest that Sheila shot itself in the foot with its laser vision in a wild panic, the pain of which cleared its congested nose. Once Sheila got a whiff of itself, it writhed in agony before finally giving up the ghost. Environmentalists have yet to respond to this malicious attack on the gentle giant.
The math team has been awarded a medal of honor for preserving the community. Their advisor was extremely proud of them for their accomplishments. “I have always tried to impress the power of pie on the minds of my students,” he said with a simple shrug. Mr. Staley, on the other hand, has been taken to the Mad Scientist Penitentiary in Kamas. He seemed very upset when he was asked about his actions. “I would have gotten away with it,” he could be heard screaming, “if it weren’t for those meddling kids!”

have fun and ta!




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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

decidedly stupid
my whole life is revolving around this mindless, dark, friggin hideous abyss called school. at least spring break is this weekend. four days to rebel against the parentals and run off like a dumbass(which i am!) and have a little fun and make a little mischeif. unless the whole damned family goes on vacation and gary brings his million little ankle biters and i get stuck babysitting. if that is the case, then i'm commiting suicide(or at least staging my own death). good luck to you all!!!!!



Alone for a while I've been searching through the dark
For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart
To weave by picking up the pieces that remain
Melodies of life--love's lost refrain

Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye
And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold
In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me
Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my name

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying birds--forever and beyond

So far and away, see the bird as it flies by
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky
I've laid my memories and dreams upon those wings
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings

In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?
Was it fate that brought us close and now leaves me behind?

If I should leave this lonely world behind
Your voice will still remember our melody
Now I know we'll carry on
Melodies of life
Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts
As long as we remember
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adore my vampirenessishsness

You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."

Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

   yeah....
like i needed a quiz to tell me that!


You want a sweet guy. Who'ld take you anywhere.
Like Japan!!! Wow I would like a guy like that
too:) Also he looks so cute in japanese
clothing:)


Who's Perfect For You??? (Cute Anime Pics)
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   duuuuh



.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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perhaps it's because i'm a depressed child eh?
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