Monday, April 4, 2005

   *ish in pain....*
my neck hurts because i slept on it funny all night and woke up with my legs all scrunched up because the stupid smelly dog decided to sleep in my room on my bed. and stupid little me decided to leave my door partway open to let the air conditioning circulate and i wouldn't freeze and i wouldn't melt like a popcicle in the microwave. *deep sigh*

we got our prom pictures back on thursday. hurrah...except seth wasn't looking at the camera when they took the picture. definitely not worth twenty bucks. so i'll just send him all of the pictures because i don't want one. or i'll burn them in remembrance of the stupid prom which i hated and it will always be a black memory.

ok. i've started reading the name of the rose by umberto eco just for fun. and it's not fun because that guy is really hard to understand. big words and long sentences that are supposed to have a deeper meaning. maybe i'll just read something else. like the library has all of their starwars stuff on display. i think that would be easier. except for the fact that I HATE STARWARS! argh. there is something over there on the shelf that looks like it's about dragons.

maybe i should start over. i'm not very popular under this psuedonym. only 50 gb signings and about 120 visits. pitiful compared to when i was blackblossom. maybe it was because i was really ditzy then...still am but i have fallen into the pit of dispair. and what is the point of blabbing online if nobody reads it?

poem:
Just like a phantom flowing away
Until I broke through the Milky Way filled of cheering
You were by my side at all times.
My tears today is an eternal glory.

Because farewell is painful,
I'll stop time that can't be shaked.

Believing in the power of dreaming,
Reach out your hands and grasp an incalculable future...

Certainly I'll never forget your radiant look
Even the voice you choosed with awkward words

Without telling anyone,
Just letting my tears brim over...

There is no dream that can't come true,
As long as you embrace the memories in your heart.

Even if the world is covered with darkness,
I'll hold in my heart the shining seven colors of rainbow.

Believing in the power of dreaming
Reach out your hands and grasp an incalculable future...

There is no dream that can't come true
Even if we are far apart, I'll gaze at you
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