Tuesday, April 12, 2005

   ooookay then! i hate you too!
not really. i'm just still sicker than shit and i hate my life! ahhh! yesterday i had a fever: 101.6! ahhh! i'm suprised i'm not dead now. oh and my mommy sent me to schoo saying*you can't stay home two days in a row unless you have strep!* and it's just allergies. but guess what else? i'm thinking i have an ear infection(again dammit all!) and i'll soon be writhing in severer pain than i already suffer now. oh and i slept on my head wrong so i can't turn it to the right very well....slowly is the key. that doesn't really work when i'm driving. you should have seen it. when i was trying to pass that slow old guy on the freeway this morning on my way to school, i about had an accident because i whipped my head to the left and it ripped off (metaphorically of course, or i would be dead!)

i love the lord of the rings. i'm rereading it now. i'm on "at the sign of the prancing pony" now. oh and did you watch darma and greg last night ( i know, i know, it's old and gay but i don't have satelite right now because the cat got on the roof and knocked something over and it's broke and i'm too lazy to fix it or nag my daddy into fixing it yet)?? it was hilarious. her dad is a dumbass...kinda like mine! gah i have to go! i have no fourth or fifth hour today because i'm lucky....sortof...instead of sitting through poop i get to sit through the school play. gahhhh! tah!



oh and these are lyrics. not written by me but from a cool song that i love and everbody knows it unless they're stupid!

how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)
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