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Saturday, August 26, 2006


   People are Fickle
And I am one of them. I can't believe how panicky I get sometimes. I am still here at college and it is getting waaaay better. I've met some guys and made some close friends...at least, as close as one can be to someone they only met a week ago. I almost feel like I've lived here my entire life because I've had to adapt so quickly. Weird, huh?
The only reason why I would still enjoy dropping out is the fact that I'm in Math 1010. That's Intermediate Algebra, people! And the hardest math I ever took in high school was Algebra 1. AND I BARELY PASSED IT!
My roommate says that if I tell myself I can do something, it's true. She likes to say that I just developed a thought pattern when I was a child that tells me that I can't do math. I think it might be true, but it just seems a lot simpler to say that my mind does not cope well with abstract thinking. Hmmm...But that would mean I can't do music, either, and I've been classically trained on the piano...

...maybe she's right.

Oh, screw it. I don't know. I'm just going to relax this weekend and try to stop worrying about monday morning. I have most of my math homework done and my music history and american history homework consists of reading and listening to ancient greek epitaphs.

I stil miss my family, but I'm glad to be away from all that screwiness. I just wish I lived closer so that I could go home on the weekends like my roommates do. It's depressing being here in a six person apartment by your lonesome little self. I might call one of the guys tonight. I don't know. Maybe I'll just watch Napoleon Dynamite and eat some more easy mac.

I want real food!!!!!! o_0.

I really do.

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