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• Gothic. NOT Satanist. I just like to wear black, which is my faivorite colour. Thats it.
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• Johanna
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Sunday, March 6, 2005
This cant happen....
Oh god no no no no!!!
No this cant be true, my very, VERY good friend is aboute to do suicide.... No this cant happen shes like, really important to me, I could say I even love her, I dunno even myself what way I do love her, Im bi, it can be anything but shes so important to me and I dunno if she has done suicide already! It can be, she cant kill herself, I will die if she dies!! I need her! She always does things that cheer me up and Oh god.... No shes not in MyO before you ask! God No..... This is going too bad anyways, so bad that I cant take if I loose her! last weekend my other friend already made suicide, I cant take if she does it too! She tried it already but it failed because of something and oh no..... I have said 'no' enough many times so do you get shes fucking important to me!? If she does it: I do it too! I cant live without another friend, I already have only few friends, if she dies I will too! This cant happen, not anymore! Guys, just know that Im crying, again, and I will till my eyes are red and they hurt like hell, for my one of dearest friends, because life is unfair, and I wanna just be with my friends the whole eternity, with friends who mean alot to me, with my most beloved friends and with the one that is meant to me... I cant take another lose... Not now...
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