Sunday, March 13, 2005

'kay....
Its me....

Okay, first of all, It WAS a little harsh I said las post. E he he.... Oh well I was a little pissed. Just a little. SO. *krhm* To this days post.
Today morning I could've said 'Welcome depress' Because I really felt depressed. after five happy days. Yippee. My dad have been an ass, my mom says that I cause all the problems in this damn house, and for last: I hate racists. I mean, like GRRR to them. I'll kill next racist that I see. *sigh* Have to kill my whole class. I and Heidi would be last ones left. *grunt* I wouldnt mind. I hate them all. Im gonna get a good assasin and make him murder them. *yawns* Actually I already know one.
Wellm anyways, my problems are gone: My best friend is coming back from Florida. ^^ She said that guys over there are crazy. Some guy started touching her bigsisters ass in the pool. Nice. Crazy guy. *sigh* Still, I want the hell outta here. To somewhere else than this 'world of racists' *growls* I hate this place!! You get it? Good!
Well. Its monday tomorrow.... My friend can skan few pics for me... No waite.... she has balet. darn. Well shes free at wednesday... No, waite. she has French excams. Darn. well maybe she can scan them next week. *sigh*

These are few things that my best friend has said(shes greate thinker ^^;;; Yeah. Sure):
"Somewhere is someone who loves you, but its better if he doesent know you"
"Life is like a lantern - its light has to die too"
"If someone would tell me that they love me, I wouldnt hate myself. I hate myself because I know anyone doesent mean it"
"Why cant I be just me?"
"Why my heart is closed, and I cant open it to anyone?"
"Its better to be alone, so no-one cant hurt you"
"Peoples are like goldcoins. By time, they rust and tarnish"
"Why cant I Be little star among the big ones, so no-one wont notice me?"
"Close your mind and make your world better"
My personal faivorites:
"We dont go to hell. We are already there"
"Why everyone I love dies before me, so when I die theres no-one who will miss me?"

By me:
"When I look at the mirror, my eyes are lost. They dont even know what colour they should be..."
Thats true. My eyes colour changes by mood.
Happy: Blue
sad: Grey-blue
angry: Green
normal: grey-blue-green
depressed: blue-green
They change by daytime too. In night they'r just little more yellow. yellow-greenish.
Its true. Come check 'em someday. *grins*
So. I havent heard anything from my friend. Meaning that one whos mom is a bitch. *sigh* Hope that shes allright....
"You love me but you dont know who Im am, so let me go" - Three doors down, let me go.
Guys should take that as a clue. I havent showed my real self to anyone yet.... Actually, my best and only friend is the only one who knows my darker side, my deepest seacrets and the real me. To all else - Im just a girl. Yes, any of you havent seen the real me. *grunt* And dont try to find out. you would run away.
Okay. Heres the chorus of one of my faivorite songs - Hey, doesent mean its my faivorite song. Its ONE OF THEM. Get it? Good.
"You keep watching from your picket fence
You keep talking but it makes no sense
You say we're not responsible
But we are, we are
You wash your hands and come out clean,
Fail to recognise the enemies within,
You say we're not responsible
But we are, we are, We are" Ana Johnsson, We are

Okay. Im going now. I see you sometimes then.... B'bye.
Oh, yeah. I wont be on this week. my vacation is over and I have no chance to get to the comp this week. So dont worrie aboute me. See you next weekend, then...




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