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Tuesday, March 22, 2005


Frigging awesome
Okay, this day has gone fucking awesome. For the start of the day: Panic attack! I got totally bad panic attack, I was like horrifited, I falled on the ground and I couldnt breathe! It was horrible, I was scared to death! I mean geez, I have stress but THIS much!? Okay those medicines my sist is getting makes me stressed and mom whos pushing me with homeworks and schoolmates and that my friend just made suicide (cutted he throat open, isnt it GREATE!?) and all but hey, STILL! I never knew I had that much stress, they said I should get rest but what the hell how CAN I take rest, if Im off from the school even few more days Im gonna get lost in every subject!
Oh yeah: I just get it, animals and babies are afraid of me. Ha ha ha, Thats so fucking greate. My halfbro has a son, and hes afraid of me too. Only animal that isnt afraid of me is our dog Manu. and its soon 10 years old so its gonna die soo. ;__; Then WHO am I gonna trust?!
By the way, visit Khillah Goku, hes going to kill himself and Im SO fucked up if he does! EVen the doctor said that even a little more stress will cause an ulcer! And that boughts me even more stress! Okay, I just have to calm down now, I dont want an ulcer, do I?.... Yes I do, it would mean release from this world! I miss you so Christian!
Okay.... So..... If I have an ulcer Its a good change to die and then.... Im again with Christian.... Christian.....

Oh yeah: This goese even better. I JUST got news that HeeroYuy77 was on car accident, but hes luckily fine. Just fucking awesome Im SO sure Im doing this, I mean, I have ALWAYS SO bad luck, and ALL MY FRIENDS have got troguht something like this! Like, my best friend had a cancer! YEAH, a cancer! Well shes alive but we we scraed like then! Hell! Is hould fucking kill myself so anyone wouldnt be in danger!!




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