Saturday, April 2, 2005

Farewell
The knife is in my neck

Okay, today, I heard a bad news aboute one I love. WHY THE FUCK DO EVERYONE BETRAY ME!!!???

Im gonna do it, Im gonna fucking do it, Im never gonna see my bro again, I am so ugly that everyone hates me, This life is so FUCKED UP!!! GOD, you already took Christian!!! What did I do to deserve this!? What the FUCK did I do to you!? What the fusk do you want!?! YES, peoples, Im crying, Im not fucking gonna cope this anymore I so hate this fucking world and life and all the assholes in it!!! Im so alone, everyone I love has been taken away way or another!! I dont wanna live!!! I want to die and this fucking knife is gonna give the freedom to me!!! Tell me one fucking reason why I wouldnt do it!?! Fuck that hug, fuck the two euros, FUCK the 'private person' at least Im with Christian when Im dead!!! At least THEN I got someone who really loves me! Fuck to you all! Even if I stay alive, tell me what do I have to live for!? These are the last words of the real me, Johanna, who lives in me. I will throw the knife away.... I have other way from this. Goodbye, friends. I will miss specially Telk27, AwesomeDude898, Khillah Goku, Adylia, Amerill, Lord Darsha, Lingo, Wekoronshei, Kayago, scage, Panda Net, f7chick. And f7chick, thank you.
My every friend out of MyO: Ryoka, Miyu, Chi, Nadja, Heidi.... Im so sorry. Just try to understand me. I just cant do this. Im not as strong as everyone thinks I am.
This body will be Angelicas for now. She knows how to live. I love you all.... I just dont wanna live like this. In pain. Goodbye, Johanna. Welcome, Angelica.
Dont worrie. I wont let her hurt any of you. Well. One of you.

So, welcome me!! Yes, I am Angelica. One of Johannas demons. That poor girly is now chained inside me, and Im gonna put Cedric and Mr. Nameless after everyone who had hurted her. Its still her body and heart, you know. So. If you have anything to say to Johanna, I will be pleasured to tell it to her. You gotta get used to my forever sarcasm, and know that Jo isnt coming back. If this is what you peoples wanted by hurting her, congratulations, you made it. And all friend of Jo - she really did love you. MyO was her life. Since today, Im starting new life, in this body. And dont worrie. Jo is happily in inside of this body, and now more free to be with Christian, so shes correctly fine. Congrats for her. So. If your not interested to make friendship with a demon, you can delet me from your friendlist. Its fine for me, I dont actually know the heck of you, so I dont care. If you REALLY want to talk to her, PM me. I will let her be free herself by times. As I already said, This is still her body, not mine. Even if Im in the head control of it now. So.... Hello, new friends of mine. Lets have fun together, shall we? Good.
Note for Adylia: Jo said that when you call, she wants to talk, so you dont have any problem with this. Oh yeah, and Milessanne says 'hi'.
Oh yeah: Its bad if you dont belive what this post is saying. It is all damn true.

Jo wanted to say one thing, so I'll let her:
I am sorry. Aboute everything. Go on on your lifes. Thats all I want.

Thats it. Now nicely say goodbye to suffering Jo, as she leaves this world for me to worrie aboute. And as she said: Live your lifes. Its not the end of the world.... Yet.
Oh yeah! We still can change places, if she has a reason good enough for it. So peoples, you want her back? Then try harder.

Hello world. Prepare, mortals, Angelica the demon is here.




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