|
myOtaku.com
• Join Today!
My Pages
• Home
• Portfolio
• Guestbook
• Quiz Results
Contact Me
E-mail
• Click Here
Vitals
Gender
•
Female
Location
• Finland
Member Since
• 2005-01-07
Occupation
• Gothic. NOT Satanist. I just like to wear black, which is my faivorite colour. Thats it.
Real Name
• Johanna
Personal
Achievements
• Uh, dont have any.
Anime Fan Since
• ....When DBZ came up....?
Favorite Anime
• Neon Genesis Evangelion, Naruto, Dragonball Z, Sailor Moon, Inuyasha, Ranma ½, Saiyuki, Gundam Wing, Vampire Princess Miyu, etc.
Goals
• To have a life...
Hobbies
• Anime, Drawing, writing, music, dreaming, making peoples mad...
Talents
• Non.....
|
|
|
Monday, July 11, 2005
The stars
I wish I was just like Ayanami
Without any kinda feelings. All my friends have betrayed me. It feels like it would be better if I gave up....
But I cant.... I gess I still have something to stand up for. I dont know what it is..... I wish someone could tell me....
Am I standing here for nothing? Just for nothing? Without anykinda meaning?
I feel like I am. Every each night I just stare at the stars, remembering the gone, good moments with my friends. Amerill, Heero, Darsha.... And now its all gone. All memories, everything that I thought would happen has just vanished from my dreams. The dreams have been replaced with nightmares. And once again, Im alone.
Now theres no stars showing me the way.
There were no us, no feelings, no true wishes. Im destined to walk threw this life alone, as I see....
Maybe I should trust more the great sister moon..... If she would just show up out here at summers.
Maybe I am more like Ayanami that I thought.....
Take care.
Comments
(4)
« Home |
|
