Saturday, January 19, 2008

Creative Writing for G/T English

Rosa Reyes

1-14-08


Creative Writing


In the Darkness and into some light


Cry out for help. Hollow screams in the air, which pierce the human mind indicating insanity. Trapped in your own hole of darkness without any known escape in the dark. Since you have fallen into this we as human need help to get out. At times you can help yourself but this is rarely. The worlds cruel grasps has now have a hold of the person I use to be, a person that was so hollow that she was confused in her eyes. Its dark and don't know where I am supposed to go. A girl who is lost in her mind and confused, frustrated and has a clouded mind because of the words that speak out of people's mouth and the low knowledge she has. The feeling of emptiness obscures my vision confusing me with the feelings I get. For so long I have only known what pain and sadness has felt that it is not a big shock or something I come to see when, it comes to me. Since time has passed and the difficulties have gone since I have solved what I have come across I just feel content and not unhappy. The feeling of frustration is still in me but I let not that feeling show.

It has been long since I have known what happiness has felt. I have only remember one time that I was truly happy every other time you have seen me smile were only times I have been shown and given glimpses of happiness and joy. Because of this I have not fully grasp the feeling of what people call joy. I am content or is this satisfactory that I feel. This feeling seems to make me feel so dull, empty maybe or just waiting for a chance until the day comes until I am brought out of complete bored ness and given sheer happiness. The darkness has gone away, I have come to the end of the dark tunnel and now staring at the light up ahead. Confusion still arouses me but that is ok with me as long as I do not feel sad. There is still something vaguely missing in my heart. Like an enormous piece of me is still out and about.

As quick as lightning that feeling had disappeared from before. I did not know why this happened. I have never actually known what joy was because it has been so long. Therefore it gave me an electrical shock when it came. The stress I had not known that had been there is gone and the emptiness has gone away. I realize now that someone that suddenly appeared in my life had done this. We had just never completely emerged from our hidden places and spoken heart to heart. I feel not emptiness or sadness, quite the opposite. Taken by the hand by this mysteries friend I had always had but never really spoken to I hold on tightly for the upcoming events. I feel a sprout of power that I had known yet have kept hidden arise. Encouragement you could say was all I needed and the truth and more knowledge was all I needed but by the right person. Words are a powerful thing in the world and so are actions. He has proven me these things. I have guessed that the hidden me was only waiting for that to happen. I am very pleased that I have gotten to meet such a unique person as myself. Even though he is still at some point mysterious, I will trust his words and actions because he has earned my trustworthiness. My trust is something that is hard to come by which makes it hard for me to completely depend on every one so freely like many others do. Some part of my mind is still kept away safely so when the time comes for someone to unlock these powerful thoughts in which I held from mostly everyone it will be kept in me until people which it to be heard. I still let many things out but if you do it right you will be able to capture my saying and know they exist in some way.

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