Monday, April 11, 2005

I have never needed a hug more than I do right now. I've never felt so alone. I have a lot of friends, but they're far away. They're not around right this instant. All I need is someone who can give me a big hug and tell me it will be all right, and let me cry it out. Why does even that seem like too much to ask? I hate feeling vunerable. I hate it. I hate feeling weak, I hate feeling cowardly, and most of all, I hate being pitied. I hate sympathy. And yet I crave it. I want... I don't know what I want. All I know is right now, I could use a good shoulder to cry on. At the moment I don't even have that.

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I *hate* mornings...

Merrrg. *stares blearily at computer* Need coffee, stat. Wow, three hours of sleep do not a happy Catie make. Nope, no sir. Had weird dreams, too. Gah, I was Ed again in one of my dreams, sneaking around and looking for something. I don't know what, exactly, but it was really important and I was on a narrow timeframe before they did something to Al. Wonder if I found it? *can't remember* Gah, also? When submitting fanart; quantity =/= quality. Really, really it doesn't. Useage of sparkly stuff is also interesting, but does not necessarily make your picture better. If you want a website that automatically accepts any artwork, go over to DeviantArt or Sheezyart. *scratches back of head, yawns hugely* Mou, I dun' wanna go to class... I could always g back to bed but I'd miss the review for our final test in Performance, and that's... really important. Also, I have to get my final Performance lab done. And, get to the post office and find out the shipping prices of DVDs so I can get some e-bay items listed. Wak, and get over too Billings and Collections, because I apparently owe the University my immortal soul as well. 9.9 Why can't I just go back to bed? Stupid taisa, I blame you.

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This is only a test!!!

This is a test of a new blog style-type thing. Or something. I've been fiddling, and you know how I am with fiddling around. Whee! This will look cool, I guess, if can make it work the way I want it too. *has been fiddling for way. too. long.* Whee! Look, it's Indiana Ed! *snickers* The quote is from Raiders of the Lost Ark, too ... I think it describes the Elric-kyoudai pretty well. It's definitely true in their case, it's not the years, it's the mileage. What do you guys think?

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Sunday, April 10, 2005

Mou
I'm behind on my work, haven't finished coloring the new comic (eep), and haven't drawn recently. Plus, this room is a mess.

The good news is, I have a handful of new anime episodes to watch and rip apart mercilesslyenjoy; Tsubasa episode 1 should be out any day now, and chapter 46 of FMA just came out. *starts looking for it*

Also, a good friend of mine offered to loan me money for ACen. So, worlds of WHOOT. Now, the only problem is telling my parents that I'll be going out of town in the middle of May. >.> Gah, I'm 22 years old, I shouldn't be afraid of my parents like I am.

Meep, two papers due next week and I've only done a little reading for one.

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Saa, my roommate decided last night that I was Envy. Or something strange. That's what I get for locking myself in the bathroom for an extended amount of time. So she took all of my alchemy books and wouldn't give them back!

Sadly, the way I convinced her I wasn't Envy was by griping about Flamel. In a way that apparently Ed would. 9.9 I'm torn. On one hand, it's really cool that my friends associate me with an anime character. On the other hand, I'm me. I'm a girl. *pokes chest* See? Distinct lack of dangly man-bits.

*sighs*

Okay, now I'm hungry. *goes to make food.


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Saturday, April 9, 2005

Ack
Man, the library is comfortably stuffy. It's bad when I've surrounded myself with books (both for my paper and some for pleasure) and fall asleep on them.

I had print from "Mirror of Alchemy" on my nose. ;_;

Someone turn on the AC? Please? This can't be good for the books.

In other news, I feel like Ed. Falling asleep face-first in an alchemy book. 9.9 Back to work!
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Friday, April 8, 2005

*stretches*
One of these days I'm going to have to sit down and make an actual layout for this site. I like the calmness of my page; it's so plain and easy to read. All the same, after a while I get bored of it.

Some sort of creeping sickness is upon me... so not fair. I had a bowl of cereal and now I feel... well, super-hungry AND like I wanna die. Auuugh, stomach, I hate you toooooo.

I have so much to accomplish in a short amount of time... I love being up to my elbows in work. It keeps me motivated to do things.

I'm trying to raise money so that I can go to Anime Central in May. My goal (at the moment) is $200 -- I'm selling off several anime DVDs and probably some other assorted memoriablia ... if anyone is interested, leave me a comment and I'll get back to you. When the stuff goes up on e-bay I'll post the listings here. You want to support me going to ACen! I'm just a poooooor college student! ;_;

:D

I've got a drabble!fic I gotta do for Sannin-no-Renkinjutsushi... comparing Kirin to Mustang. :D My roommate really does unconciously act like Roy, which is really very funny... our little group fits our characters very well. I'm Ed; Kirin's Roy and Marin's Hughes. SO VERY AMUSED.

Speaking of, I have to get my sewing machine back today so I can work on my cosplay. *writes that down as well*

I've got a lab to do (eck, Performance!); and two papers to write this weekend. *claps hands together authoritatively* I love having lots to do!
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Thursday, April 7, 2005

...*facepalm*

What kind of idiotmoronperson submits a doujinshi cover to the Fan Art portion of a site?

To make matters all the more amusing, I have that doujin. Mmmm, Yamiguchirow...
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Anime, or something like it...
Saa, a new season of anime is about to start, and I'm downloading some new series to watch. I'm excited about the Tsubasa anime, Syaoran is one of my favorite CLAMP characters. It'll be great to see what's gonna go on there.

I sadly haven't been watching much that I haven't already seen. HOWEVER. I have been introducing some good friends of mine to some very, very good anime.

Marin and I just finished up FMA, and she's in absolute love with the series. She's the artist for our Sannin-no-Renkinjutsushi series; she's in love with the show. Currently we're indoctrinating her in both Weiss Kreuz and Rurouni Kenshin.

Cindy and Merlin, an interesting pair, are watching Rurouni Kenshin with us, as well as Wolf's Rain. All of these series I've already seen through to completion, but it's nice to kick back and rewatch them all.

It does mean I look forward to the new season of anime, that includes stuff no one's seen before. My favorite part of fandom is figuring out "where we go from here." How does the plot unravel, et cetera. Fun stuff.

Okay, this entry isn't all that long. :p But, I have to head to bed, as tomorrow is my Cinema History class and some labs. Plus, more work than I feel like doing. Woe. Ah well, I like to keep busy.
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Wednesday, April 6, 2005

Waahaa, I am back!
I am back, after having quite some difficulties logging into the site. Whee! Expect a handful of longer posts, as I have some review-type stuff and San-nin no Renkinjutsushi-type blatherings to go through.

Never mind my trials and tribulations and my first wallpaper, like, ever! ^_^x;

But, today is Lostnesday. So, there will be Lostness. Then, updates.
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

San-nin no Renkinjutsushi
Wheee, I'm kinda-back! ^_^x;

So, lots of stuff have been going on recently. I haven't been watching much in the way of anime, the few random episodes here and there. I've been... "enlightening" a few friends to the glory that is FMA, and some madness that is entirely not my fault has spun from it.

Over our Spring Break last week, teh Kate came up with a brilliant idea. She decided that she, my roommate Saitou and I all should get our alchemy certification and because National Alchemists. She came up with titles and all, and doodled a few pictures.

It's gone downhill from there. There's a handful of comics now, and it's hysterically silly. A lot of it is just the interaction, and all of our IRL friends are rather frightened because of how true to life they are. If you're interested in seeing the comics (so far they're all drawn by teh Kate, but I'm warming up a few to throw into the mix), you can meander over to DeviantArt,, the group has their own page. The Three Alchemists.

Yeah, we're a bunch of goofs, but it's so much fun. Self-inserts always are, but when you combine it with the fact that there's three of us wreaking havoc, well ... it's just entertaining. XD
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