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Monday, April 10, 2006


   Depressed today... (mood: depressed
*sigh* i'm such a whiner lol. today i was thinkin' about... well, my past girlfriends i've had... and i got to thinkin' to myself. "wow, i'm probably gonna stay this way for awhile." it was depressing lol, just one of my days i guess. Then while searching through the net and i came across my close friend's Gaia online journal. I feel so guilty that i don't type in a journal all that much x.x;; i really should get into the habit of makin' my sites better lol. but i was lookin' around on her site, and i came across a picture of her and her boyfriends alts holding each other, and the saying was, "all i need is a fire, warm cup of hot chocolate... and you." i was touched by this, but then i thought to myself, "if only i had someone who thought of me like that all the time." i was crushed that my previous relationships have hurt me so badly, and i'm trying to look for another... i may have found one, but i think she's starting to dislike me now... so i...yes, i know, i cried myself to sleep -.-;; it hurt so bad... i just couldn't hold back... but hey, maybe i was destined to live this way... i'm fine with that...

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