alright ^^ The crush, Wesley, member him? He's this one's bf now ^^ Screw the other guy whom never tried to contact me >.>;;; *huffs* Nvm ^^ Well this one shall put up a poem ^^
Madness Through Your Own Mind
Seeing through that blood stained curtain,
A child hood you once had,
But to no aval you can not find it no matter how hard you try.
You are stuck in an endless cycle
Yes... you ponder through the trainings of your youth, you had no child hood , you tell your self this over and over. You are no child you are the Leader of the Oniwabanshuu.
But wait.. so many clsoe friends have died because of me you think to your self on those lonely steps to the Aoi-Ya.
The almost killing of your former master plays tricks in your mind.
The yelling, the spinning.. everything so clear and crisp.
He was so proud of you, being a protogy, the one that beat him at the young age of 15...
So young he thought of you to take your first kill...
Spinning spinning down down down.... fall.....
You have reached the bottom, you can not move.. your mind so clear... What is this feeling? A feeling of new beginings?
"What is happening to me? You think... I cant reach out anymore..... but I still think... Its like a new beginning.... They are waiting... she is waiting.. must move......." You try and try to stand up... but still you can not move...
But... The faces of them.. still haunt you.... each soul still burns and teres at your heart... your tears still frozen in your cold heart....
"But what ever happens now.. I will fight for them.. the right way... forever after.. I must..."
-Reoku-
Auther Note: sorry it was so long and full of pictures ^^ This one thought of sending a real message threw the eyes of Aoshi's pain. ^^;;;; Well this one might do one of Seijuro Hiko tomorrow ^^
