Friday, February 22, 2008

Well...Tayvee's real mom and step-dad don't like me and they are about to file charges against me because she is too young to have a boyfriend. I got wrote up for hugging her in the hall, apparently a hug (even non-sexual between friends) is PDA (Public Display of Affection). It's bullshit..

Anyways I can no longer be around her and her mom has taken away her cell phone and I'm just going to tell her I'm not her boyfriend anymore because If I'm even near her BAM! Alternative school. So at the end of the year...I don't want to because I'll miss a couple people but then...I remember that they make cracks about me. Point is I'm moving to a new school. I just want to leave everything I held dear and drown it to create a new life and nurture and care for it.

God doesn't like me anymore TT-TT He gave me my New Years Resolutions only to say "PSYCHE! Oh my me...You almost fell for that one~! I can't believe you even thought I would do something like that! JEEZ!" Yeah that's my vision of God right there x.x

Indesicion is not my friend...But it's for my own damned good. So I'll leave this place to create a better place for me. I just have to wait 'til the end of the year. Then I'm high tailing it.

Questions:
1) Was that smart?
2) Should I feel bad that someone I've been telling I love them is leaving me/me leaving them? (Because I don't even feel bad.) If so why?
3) Should I move to a new school?

Call me a coward, call me a bastard, I don't care. I'm just Reostes Warwynd aka Matt. Learn the name, remember the name, forget the name. That's the routine.
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