Wednesday, January 24, 2007

only like 3 days until my FTAC graduation.. which is good cuz im about tired of it. i have to wear my blues tomarrow morning though.. have to do a "core values test" in front of a board of senior non- commissioned officers.. and theyre going to see how well rounded I am as an airman, and my ability to apply the core values to myself. sweet huh...
im hoping to start learning german soon.. so that will be cool once that starts. other that that ive got no new really.. im bored here and ppl back home have been really busy lately so i dont get to talk to them much, so one or two of them have been getting better about it, which im glad for. anyway, i'll talk to ya guys later
-brian
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Til' I Collapse
Only two more weeks of this class I'm in. Its not so much a class, just a gathering where we get alot of briefings about whatever they deem important. Pretty simple really, there's just really harsh consequences for any mishaps, even if they were a mistake. which is trouble for me, if I get nailed for a penalty for something, it will hurt my goals for the future, i plan to try and get senior airman below the zone, as well as the congressional award in upcoming years, but an LOC (letter of correction) or LOR (letter of reprimend) really hurt getting awards in the future. And its not just me that could get me in trouble, I have to watch out for another guy in class (my wingman) and he has to watch out for me, if either of us messes up, the other gets in trouble with him. and the guy i got has been really stressed lately and tends to forget things if it gets bad, so im really nervous about that. im looking to do alot of community service acts and other things while im here to make myself look really good to those in higher ranks. the better i look, th better my career will do, though im only staying in until my 4 year enlistment is over, and ive already been in for 10 months.

o well, lunch break is almost done, so i should get going. hope you guys have been doing well, sorry i havent been on much lately, ill try to get to ppl's sites alittle later, cya
-brian
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Thursday, January 11, 2007

no subjekt
this class im in is really building up stress. a guy im in class with that i went to tech school with is having sum really big problems with his girl friend back in Texas. im doing my best to make sure he doesnt lose it and do something hurtful to himself, but i know what boat he's in cuz the class itself needs alot of character to deal with the stress, but his character has dropped due to this little problem, and now he hasnt got much to fight off the stress from this stupid class were in. sigh

anyway, only two more weeks of this. next friday i get to take part in a "cheif induction ceremony".. go me.. im kinda nervous bout that, but not that much.

ive been at the feeling where crap's hit the fan ya know? ive been sitting on this feeling all week, it sucks. im so tired, thinking is exhausting and my body is tired. hows about everyone else, does January suck for everyone or just me?
later guys

-brian

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Sunday, January 7, 2007

good-bye sunday
sigh, the weekend is almost up. the upcoming week will be interesting, tomarrow all we have is P.T. in the morning, then the rest of the day we're going to be going about getting to do free activities all day. Wednesday will also start with PT, but our supervisor said something about running around in field training or something, and we'll have to be wearing gas masks. awesome right.. i want to get to do rifvle training again, i missed the marksman award by 5 or 6 shots, so i hope to get it next time. i had never shot a gun before, plus the guns we used were leftovers in okay condition from past wars.. so counting things of that sort into it, i didnt do that bad.
anyway, i guess theres not much else to talk about right now. cya later.
-brian
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Friday, January 5, 2007

Insomnia
should have gone to bed a few hours ago. im not tired and im bored. i have to start a new class tomarrow for 3 weeks of briefings and lessons about whatever. so fun there, i really not looking forward to this, so im going to be alittle miserable for a while. not to mention im already miserable cuz things back home are driving me up the wall. drama and stress people are givin me are just too much, so im not talking to alot of the people back home for a while. stress sucks eh?

-brian

p.s.- enjoy the videos
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Wednesday, January 3, 2007

Join DX (just posting the picture on your site will do)
Hey guys. Nothing much to report, but for fun, I drew a pictureof an explosion

sorry, my phone camera was how i took the picture so quality is less than beautiful

also, someone asked me how I would make superjerk (superman) look if it was up to me, since i said his outfit sucked. SO i pretty much took ideas from Auron and FF7AC: Cloud, and put together this:




not much for a superhero outfit, but heck, i dont care, it looks better than his other outfit me thinks.

I'm out, later
-brian
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Monday, January 1, 2007

Ballad of '07
The new year is here. Personally, I hope to sharpen my mind and personallity to become a better, smarter person. Hope '07 goes well for everyone, later.
-Brian
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Wednesday, December 27, 2006

It's Here
new name, same face
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