Sunday, March 18, 2007

LOSS- 2 everything i lost by that virus!
to all that i have lost before
you were the one that waged war
to all that pain i saw in me
all those tears and pain i did see
to all that never will return
i have nothing more to burn
to all that you took away
a test for my suffereing play
i have nothing left
all gone by someone's theft
nothing to help me get all that i lost
i'm turning cold. turning to frozen frost
my heart hurts, my mind too
just because of what you do
my punishment it was to be
but it is all over you see
so go away and never come back
i'm still in pain and about to snap!
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Thursday, March 15, 2007

Parade for War
It’s only a Crusade: Isn’t it just like a parade,
With music as screams, And power as if from dreams
People laughing and smiling, People dying and crying,
Friendly organized marching, Brute structured arching,
What if life if not a cheerful trance, What is war if not a gruesome dance,
Confetti is to blood, As party is to mud
Blissful light from the sun’s shine, Eliminating life from someone’s spine
Determined to fight even in drenched rain
Carefree, having fun and energy to drain
Guns and swords to balloons and floats
Games and shows to metal and bones
Sorrowful cries of a wounded man
Gleeful giggles of a whimsical clan.
Buckets full of candy, People ever so handy
Trucks full of bodies, Cuts with no remedies.
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Remembrance*
Oh, I remember it yes,
Oh, I remember it well,
may I see the sun searing leaves,
can I see the moon mocking trees,
I remember your voice, and your rage,
I remember it well, my heart in a cage,
I remember writing all this in some long lost page,
In a book, oh I remember that book,
All those memories,
that you suddenly took,
Just know what you did to make me look,
Deprived that precious book from all my love,
Never gave me a chance, to show you that I was only a dove,
But you never looked back to see me there,
Never even asked why I was always there,
Oh I remember…remember it all,
It was like trying to climb over a wall
but I knew I never had a chance and would fall,
Those sweet little melodies,
Those eternally lost remedies,
All those broken memories,
That day you ran into me in college,
Knowing I didn’t have any knowledge,
About being loved or finding any,
And there you stood with plenty,
Why did I ever look upon your face,
I cannot figure out why this is so hard to trace,
Remember all the things you did,
Was I only, to you, a bid,
Was I only there to please your soul,
All that money you spent,
Did it ever occur that my love, to you, was only rent,
Rent for all that money you spent on my frocks,
Why didn’t you just buy me some clocks.
So at least I would be able to measure our time together, and apart.
Just remember what you did to my heart,
Those stolen smiles that held all my hope,
You took them away,
knowing I was not able to climb that steep slope,
On my own, yet you did,
Oh, I remember it yet,
Oh I still remember…that day we first met,
And what you said, that first time we met,
Do you recall, that moment I remember so well,
No, I don’t think you do, all you cared about was you,
And yet, still here,
I remember it so well,
When you fell,
fell into the cold grave that you so truly deserved,
But I didn’t forget you,
I kept all my time with you preserved,
And yet, I cannot forget you, and I never will,
And I never questioned why you were there,
Always there, just by my side, I remember
Oh I remember…so clear as a bell
I still remember it all so well,
After all those times, after all these tears,
I cannot forget you, I never can, I never will, for you
Yes, you, are the only one that made me feel loved in all my years.
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Saturday, February 10, 2007

Diva-res*
this is Diva from Blood+...she is also the other girl in the pic. as me!

	pure light silence...