Thursday, April 5, 2007

hay how you all doing?
hi everyone how you all doing? i hope your all well.
well i havent posted for a while so heres everything thats been going on since the last post.

well i had a bit of trouble with my bank account like a week ago some of my money was going missing every month for like 3-4 months only about £45 each month but thats alot to me now lol so i had to go down to my back to send off a fraud investigation form man it takes ages i might not get my money back and then if i do get it back it wont be for at least 3-4 months time but anyway thay told me that thay froze my account and sent me a new card but i went back on monday gone and found out that my account hasnt been frozen at all which really pisses me off cause that means that whoever is doing that shit with my money can still do it!!! but i`ll survive lol thay changed my card number and another code so it should be ok.... i hope fingers crossed.

ummmmmmm what else....yeah i still havent got a job yet and i`ve searched everywair thats reasonably close to wair i live so im getting really stressed out with that big time but the biggest problem is that its also got my parents stressed as well so now we are arguing alot now aswell which really upsets me cause i dont like upsetting my mum i`ve done that enough in the past but there is nothing i can do this time to prevent it.
but on the bright side i have heard from one place it was only a letter saying that thay have my aplication and i should hear from them within 4 weeks time but once again the problem is that the job is soo far away that i would have to move down to that area and im just not sure that im ready to live on my own its now that i`ll be living on my own its just that i dont think that im independant enough to be able to do it properly but i am curious to find out just how much i can do oh yeah the other problem with this job oppertunity is that i would have to move really far away from all of my familly and no one in my familly has ever moved far away from the rest of the familly since the time my grandparents move from ireland to englandand even thay brought some close familly with them like some brothers and cousins so this would be a totally new thing for me and i think it might be a bit too much for me to handle straight away.

anyway thats enough of my problems and fears lol i guess now you can see why i havent posted in a while?
well catch you all later love ya ~ wayne *hugs*

PS: has anyone heard from Deceiver? its just im a bit worried about her
oh and sorry i havent got to many sites i will try to get to them all as soon as i can ok?
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