Thursday, January 26, 2006

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   Winter Formal
Next month on the 11th is Winter Formal at school. im really excited because me and my friend James are going together. my mom is getting me this amazing dress from Bella Boutique. i am so excited about going. i am going to have alot of fun and i hope James does too.
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Monday, January 23, 2006

Me and Spider are still together and i really like him! i saw him saturday and hes is really big in the dick department! hehehe! i love you spider.
oh yeah, my ex fiancee came to my house last night and we talked for like three hours. he hadnt called me in the longest time and he finally did yesterday! i cried myself to sleep all night because it hurt so much to see him. Yes, i am talking about Joe.....
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Friday, January 20, 2006

SLEEPOVER SLUMBER PARTY!
Next weekend is my best friends sleepover and im so excited! the theme is the rocky horror picture show! i am so happy that i get to get out of the house and go and hang with my friends! i love my best friend so much! Jessica means the whole world to me! i loves her so much!
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   what is love? nothing but lies and heartbreak and pain that will never heal. i have a hole in my heart the size of Texas. I wish that i never met Joe because he broke my heart when i found out that he had cheated on me with my ex best friend. I found that out after i had broken up with him. i feel like shit all the time and i have so much stress on my shoulders from Joe and school and just regular pressure. i have 36 cuts on my arm that are about a month old. they are cruel reminders of what i had to go through with that son of a bitch. i hope he dies soon and burns in hell. A friend of mine put a pagan curse on him. The only people that have helped me through this are my best friend Jess-Chan and Kristen and my other friends and family. Please dont do any stupid shit in your life cause its not worth a lifetime of pain and heartbreak. Please post ur comments and message me whenever you feel like it!
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Monday, January 16, 2006

Knife Called Lust :: Hollywood Undead

I look alive, I'm dead inside.
My heart has holes, and black blood flows.
We'll do some drugs, we'll fall in love, and get fucked up while the world just shrugs.
With no thought logically, we're wandering the streets so aimlessly.
I hate to see these kids just being, put down so painlessly.
If people say you dye your hair, or wear tight jeans, that doesn't mean that you can't scream or like loud noise.
You've got a choice, you have a voice.
It's just because you show no love, and hate on us, you fucked us good.
Now once we twist, this lknife called lust, into my chest until it bursts.

*Chorus*
This love, we'll say, is burning me away.
It's hard to face the world, all the same.
This love, we'll say, is burning me away.
It's hard in times like these, they'll never change.

I'm not a faggot, and your dad is an addict.
You friend takes pills, takes to cure his sadness.
I'm ready to attack and make you kids panic.
But it's just tragic the way you kids have it.

Everybody sins and it all begins.
It goes back around, nobody ever wins.
And you stab yourself in the back.
Everybody just relax.
It all just sits so close to home.
We all got friends but we stand alone.
And you're on your own from a broken home.
You give society signs but it stays unknown.
Restart the hits, and it's time to quit.
And everybody acts like it don't mean shit.
And you're afraid to step since you fucked some girl, put your hands in the air, scream fuck the world.

*Chorus*

Let go.
I'll bring you closer.
Right now.
Hold on tightly.
Let go.
We're going no where.
Somewhere.
The game's not over.
Harder times we've faced.
Crowded up like strings.
Harder times we've faced.
I'll put you back on your fate.

*Chorus*
This love, we'll say, it's burning me away.
And I'm fucked on the ground when my tear drops.
And I get lost everytime my heart stops.
This love, we'll say, it's burning me away.
And I'm fucked on the ground when my tear drops.
And I get lost everytime my heart stops.

It's hard to say.



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It seems you've lost most feeling and life is something of a void for you. You no longer believe or trust anything, and barely know you're still alive.

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   You're past depressed, you're suicidal. Sure, nearly everyone who's depressed thinks about it, but you really want to die. I know it seems life sucks (which it pretty much does) but you've got too much ahead of you and too many people who care about you, even though you might not realize it. Besides, suicide is the weak way out. You can get through this crap!


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