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myOtaku.com: revenge is sweet
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Saturday, February 25, 2006
I hope there is no more heartbreak and no more hurt in this thing i call my life......
This life of mine can get rather complicated. i really dont know what to think anymore! i try to love and it turns to hate, i try to be innocent and i end up being the guilty one. it is just so hard to live my life and be in my shoes. love hurts. i hope this relationship im about to get into and before it gets serious, i hope his true feelings come out sooner than later. ive made the mistake of rushing guys' feelings out before its time! i always end up being the one who gets hurt! im fucking tired of it! Jesse, please be the one i hope you will be! please be the one who stays instead of leaves! The one who loves instead of hates! The one who will be there when i cry instead of not being there! the one who calls when he says he'll call! The one who is loyal when he loves someone! i want this guy! i want the one who says he loves me and really means it! For awhile, i thought i wasnt worthy of being loved! But then i realized, you know, that i am worth it! it just the guy who misses out on all the great things that are in store. Jesse, you are the special guy who i have great things in store for! I want a guy who will never do anything to hurt me or make me cry! Jesse, i know that you will be that guy! Im learning not to make future plans cuz they never turn out the way you want them to! Me and Joe were supposed to get married, and have 2 kids! But look what happened! He was never around anymore, and i had to break it off because i was tired of waiting for a guy who would never be able to give me what i needed! he was to busy selling and smoking pot! i wasnt the most important thing in his life like i should have been! he was first in my life, but i wanst first in his! i loved him with everything i had! i still do love him and always will! hes a part of and im apart of him! he was my first, and i will always love him! but we are over, and there is no going back! im with another guy and it will work! i love Jesse! I hope Joe gets on and sees this! i hope he learns that i only cry over him because he hurt me! but i hardly cry anymore because i know there is someone else out there for me! It's Jesse! I love you Baby! Please comment if you can possibly relate to this! i want everyone to comment on this! i would highly appreciate it!
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