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myOtaku.com: revenge is sweet


Sunday, March 26, 2006

   Sad.......
i really dont know when im gonna hear from Jesse again! i talked to his mom and she said that he can tell me what happened. I dont know what happened, honestly! im so scared that something might have happened to him! i mean, i havent talked to him since last weekend! at least i think thats the last time....im not sure! why is it me that guys like to forget about and decide not to call? i havent done anything! Now, im sure Jesse has a good reason for not getting in touch with me. I mean, i love the guy. i really truly do! i dont know what i would do without him! but here is the thing! i think that i am a little too caring about people, because that just gives them more reason to use me and walk all over me! i mean, im so sick of that! i cant keep thinking about this! Its tearing me apart from the inside out! I wish that i could get rid of my ex for good! he is driving me crazy, and i havent seen the guy in two months! i havent heard from him or anything! i cant keep thinking about him! i just want to strangle him. i want to get him out of my head for good. i think that if Jesse is serious about me and him, then i think that me and him should get into a really serious relationship. i wanna forget about Joe, and move on with my life! i just hope that i dont get my heart ripped out even more in the process! why am i the girl who nobody likes!?! im nice, i can be sweet,! i have a select few group of friends that i actually hang out with and talk to! Life is so unfair! nobody gets what they want, and i guess that sometimes thats good, but nobody has any idea how much shit Joe put me through! im so sick of people telling me not to worry about him! when they dont know what he put me through! all they did was sit around and watch! ok, this is starting to make me teary eyed, so im gonna quit writing this! Jesse, i hope you eventually read this! And no, i dont wanna get in a serious relationship just to forget about Joe, but also because i love you and i want to be with you! Dont ever forget that! Please comment if you have ever felt like this, or if you just want to comment!
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