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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Le sigh...
I've been in an off mood lately. Distancing myself from everyone, with good reason. I'm going through withdrawal over a few people, the situation that one of them is in just infuriates me to where I don't want to talk about it publicly.

So, I've been avoiding pretty much everyone and finding solace more in my online friends, they're the greatest people in the world. Kisha and Alan especially have been great mood-boosters. I find it incredible that it's getting down to me knowing Kisha and a few other internet friends for an entire year. Wow.

I've also been playing FlyFF, an online RPG heavily based on anime. It's really sad though that I've yet to find anyone, even most of the NPC's, who use periods. Fuck'em. I've made four cool friends on there and two of them stuck around to power level me for five hours tongiht, I didn't get to say goodbye to any of my friends tonight. ;_; Please, if you have decent bandwidth, decent computer, please google it and download it. It'd be so awesome to have people I actually know playing with me.

I feel guilty being a recluse, I know I'm gaining my weight back, but it's just something I feel like I have to do. I haven't gotten more than three hours of sleep in a night for about a week now, which just isn't enough to function. I've actually skipped out on sleeping a night or two, which is horrible, but I can't do it. I started a workout routine I can't keep up with and I feel guilty about it.

So, I'd like some advice. "Get more sleep" is out of the question, silly.

I'm sorry I've been so emotional lately, good and bad. I think I've hit depression again and I go through terrible swings when it happens.

Ugh.

I'm not updating again until I have something nice to say. This was the original idea.
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