Monday, March 15, 2004

   Ewww...
Gross, gross, gross! I Got so sick on Saturday night. It took me forever to go to sleep, then I woke up two hours later and had to rush to the bathroom. I ended up throwing up in the trashcan. x_x;; Ewww... I hate puking.

I spent most of the weekend playing FFX-2 getting my characters to master all of their abilities. I'm not done yet; I'm on the 60th cloister under Bevelle. Those giant Tonberrys(sp?) are evil!!

That's it for now...
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Friday, March 12, 2004

I found out who it was. I asked him who the hell Liz was and he said that she just had his phone. I flat out asked him if it was his girlfriend and he finally came clean and admitted it. I found out that they've been together for a "long time" and that he didn't tell me because I would get angry and think I would need to compete. Wtf? Compete for what? He never pays attention to me anyway. We just exchange brief formalities over the phone every couple of days. Why would I feel like competing if I hate the bastard? Then he goes, "see, I knew you'd react this way." Well, how would he know? I'm only reacting this way because he lied like a fuck so many times. I had heard someone talking in the background that sounded female, and I would ask and he would say it was just the T.V. LIAR! Then he goes: "I didn't think something like this would be important to tell you." Then I shot back, "Yeah, well maybe if I was a twelve year old!" Then I told him I don't want to talk anymore and hung up on his ass. Grr... Now I know why he doesn't pay child support and why he didn't even give me a fucking birthday card! He would give me one EVERY year. But not this year. Before last year, that was the only aknowledgement given to me that it was my stupid birthday. That fuck. He didn't give my brother anything either. And no Christmas cards either. The fucker is spending money on his fuck buddy!! Blah...
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DIE!!!!!
WHY!? Why do these things happen to ME!? I just called my dad's cellphone and a female answered the phone. I said,
"Danny?"
"I'll just take a message for him."
"Who are you?" Angrily.
"Liz. Who's this?" In an accusatory tone.
"His daughter." Nastily.
"Well, he's at work now, so I'll just tell him you called."
"Ok." I hung up.

"WHO THE FUCK IS LIZ!?" And I just said that to no one because I'm the only one home. But I'm sure the neighbors heard me. Then I went into a nonsensical rage about betraying cheating bastards.

My parents are divorced, and have been for many years. 14 in fact. See, but my mom didn't agree to the divorce. We lived in Texas back then, and if the man wants a divorce, he gets it regardless what the woman wants. Stupid Bush. My mom had just given birth to my brother and we had bought a new house. Then he dropped the bomb. "I don't love you, I love someone else. We're perfect for each other and I want to marry her." My mom went bankrupt. BAM! Fucked up our lives, that did. The bitch "Jody" dumped his ass a short time later. And you know why I called my fucking loser of a dad? Because my sick mother was going to have a huge operation on Monday and he was going to come "watch" my brother and I when we are completely capable of being self-sufficient. My dad has done nothing but bring grief to my family. He was already whining about having to take time off work to come here while my mother might die.

So anyway, I called him because my mom had just called me because the hospital is moving the date for the operation later. So I had to tell "Pops" so he wouldn't say something at work yet and look stupid. But then this stupid clueless bitch picks up the phone. Why the fuck didn't he tell me!? Why the fuck does she have his phone!??

She's so in for it. I hope he cheats on her. He is so fucking doomed. I am giving him a chance to tell me who she is. Once he does, I'm never speaking to him again, ever.
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Since my site isn't allowing me to update, I guess I'll be blogging here for a while.

I'm currently stressing out because my mom is having a major operation this Monday, the 15th. They're cutting her open from her chest all the way down to her groin area. They're going to remove some of her damaged intestines, fix her hernia, resize her stomach so her intestines don't suffer, and resize her massively enlarged liver. It stretches all around her torso and wraps around her back. It's going to be an 8 hour surgery. I'm really freaking out about it. I'm dreading this... She might die, y'know?

Well, that's all for today...
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Wednesday, March 10, 2004

   *Gasp*
Oooh, look at all the feedback in my guestbook! ^_^ Glad you like my art and my site. I like to keep this profile simple... Maybe I'll give it a facelift now that I don't have to work anymore. =)
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Sunday, August 3, 2003

   First Piece.

Well, I've submitted my first fan art image, it's of Inuyasha. I would submit my Rikku fan art, but there's no category for Final Fantasy. If you'd like to see it, click here.


Check out my website please, and if you have time, make a guestbook entry!

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