Thursday, September 21, 2006

SWEEFUNDUNGER STRESSINGSTRESSINGSTRESSING.
BUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSY.

school = death.

ooook.....so. there's hw. and then there's studying. and then there's volleyball games (which take FOREVER). and then there's volleyball practice (which take even longer). and then there's piano lessons. and then there's practicing piano. and then there's chinese school. and then there's chinese school hw. and then there's earthworks club. and then there's trying to convince teachers to support me for nhd. and then there's trying to figure out how to sign up for nhs. and then there's key club.

O_O

and i wanna do yoga too....

i don't think that's possible. :(

we have early dismissal on wednesdays, so IDEALLY there should be more time for hw. but each piece of hw we get takes like...an hour for me. just cuz i wanna make sure i'm really thorough with everything and our math book words the sentences all weird so it's tough to figure out. but right after school on wednesdays i have like 45 minutes and then piano lessons and then maybe another 45 minutes and then vb practice and then dinner so by the time i'm actually able to start on hw, it's the same time as every other day......

STRESSINGSTRESSINGSTRESSINGSTRESSING.

school's not exactly something i look forward to. i actually dread going, but once i'm there it's not SO bad. i guess i'm just feeling too tired and stressed out. ugh.

and i heard sophmore year it's worse......O_<

at least i have ceramics class to look forward to everyday...except thursday. xp and PE is okay...i just hate doing the "personal fitness" worksheets (you're not supposed to do worksheets in PE!!!) and doing stuff in the weight-room. cuz then your hands smell like the dumbbells. and they smell pretty gross. x_x

yeah. that's pretty much what my whole life is now. just. school. grades. vb. school. grades. vb.

vb is probably the best part of the day...it just takes forever.

BUT GUESS WHAT? we won our first game of the season on the 18th!!! and our coach ran a set of 6s for us cuz we won!! ^^ um....a 6 is like running back and forth between the sidelines 6 times basically....yeah....we do 2 of them for warm-ups. xp but i guess it's not so bad.

i think the main reason for all my stressing though is cuz i keep telling myself that i want to do this and this and this (which is all extra stuff that i don't even need to do for school or anything...it's just stuff that i feel like i absolutely HAVE to do. and it feels like it's never gonna end.) so i write it in my planner.....and i have some weird psychological problem or something cuz every time i look at my planner and it's all scribbled in w/ writing, i get REALLY stressed. like i'll go over it 30 times just to sort out what order i'm doing everything in, and when, and how....so that it would be most convenient...and if i can make it in bed by 9 or 9:30 by the time i'm finished.....

oy.

quote of the day
"What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us." -Ralph Waldo Emerson
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