Monday, June 6, 2005

The Days From Friday:
Friday: After school, I went home after walking Sara to her dad's work and then I came home and after our "family" supper we went to Petland to go see the Miniture Pinchers because we might be getting another dog. They were cute but when we went home I took Woody (our weiner dog) for a walk and called my Yuki. Then after that I met up with my mom and then she dropped me off at Mouse's house and from there Mouse and I (see I can do it right Yuki :P) went to Price Choppers and brought strawberries, whipped cream and chocolate milk and sat outside to eat it and then throw some of the strawberries at cars. After that we had the first sleep over together which we talked to Yuki on the speaker phone and then watched InuYasha.

Saturday: At like three in the morning Mouse and I are laying on the bed of blankets we made on her floor and I'm teaching her (to my best knowledge) on how to Yugioh card duel. I kick her butt but that's only because she bascially made her deck out of Trap and Magic cards that she said looked pretty. Then I helped build her a much better deck, well kinda anyway. Then after that we finally deicide to go to sleep and after all that was done we called Yuki and met up with her and Mouse and I's friend Tairyn or Kitty-Tai! And we walked around and hung out at the park for a while then I went home.

Snday: I got up and played Final Fantasy VIII until like 12 when I had my shower and then went to babysit and talked to Yuki on the phone. After all that I begged my mom to let mego to Cerra-chan's house and I did. Cerra-chan and I did what we did best, role-played and even when Yuki showed up we still role-played and probably scared the crap out of Yuki *smiles* it was really fun though.


Oh and after my grounded my mother said that I'm never allowed to see Yuki again. Yeah, like that's gonna happen. I'm not gonna stop seeing Yuki no matter how many groundings and slaps or whatever she does to me. Yuki, I love you!
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Friday, May 20, 2005

   I'm in soooooo much trouble!
I'm sorry that I haven't been commenting but you've all probably know that I am grounded because I'm with Yuki and my mom finally found out. So I wont be on for a while.. I'm lucky because I can build my mother's trust back really easy. And they are not home right now. So hi! To everyone and I miss you all! Especailly my Yuki! Love you all!
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Monday, May 16, 2005

   Opps...
HI! See, it's not that I haven't been on otaku but I just haven't really had anything to post. *smiles*

Well we had a baseball game today and once again not enough people showed up. We would've won the game to because the lent us a player and we bet them three to one.

Oh the weekend was great, Yuki came over and we went to hang out with my friend Mouse and we got a lot of cool pictures and even made a few really odd movies with Mouse's camera.

Byes! *waves*
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

   Argh.
Today we had our first baseball game (that was cancelled due to cold, rain or a bye). WE have to forfit because we didn't have enough players to field the team. We had to borrow players from the other team and yeah we lost.


This game doesn't count, but that's good because playoffs are starting next week and we have team photos tomorrow.

Yuki! YOu put my picture on your site! *cires* Now everyone can see how ugly I am. *pouts* Well I still love you anyway.
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Monday, May 9, 2005

   New Obsessions.
I'm getting closer to finish my fanfics... I wish! Argh.

Hmm *laughs* I really don't have anything to post today.

The teacher that likes to touch me wasn't here today.

Baseball was cancelled.

I love Yuki.

I'm newly obsessed with Fujimi Orchestra, but mostly the cute volion player named Yuki *giggles*.

I'm bored and this post was utterly pointless. *sighs* I'm sorry.
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Saturday, May 7, 2005

   Family too big!
I just got home from Ashern, Manitoba. We went there for my great uncle's 75th birthday. All the cousins, anuts, uncles, grandma and grandpas on my mother's side were all stuffed in this social hall. I knew like no one! And somehow or another I was related to everyone there... *sighs*. I hated how they came up to me and said "Oh you've grown so much!" or "I haven't since you since you were this tall!" or "I used to hold you." or "My you've grown into a beautiful young woman."

We also went to Steep Rock, Manitoba because that bascially where my mom grew up and we seen the cabin that she lived in and she started to cry because it was so run down and I felt really bad... I don't remember anything about that cabin because I was only like one when I was there.


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Wednesday, May 4, 2005

   A Tribute to Love
I have to write a tribute speech for Public Speaking. Of course I can't think of anyone to write about... I'm sure the answer will come to me, in class tomorrow.

Lately I've been thinking about someone very special to me... and I bet you all know who that lucky one is. But do you know why Yuki is so improtant to me? Here's the reasons:

1. Yuki's the first one (out of all the five I've dated before) to ask me out! Very romanticly if you may ask.

2. For the first time I feel safe and comfortable. I can do anything with Yuki and not have to worry about him getting angry or jealous.

3. I can be a person around Yuki, not just a make-out partner.

4. Yuki will never hit me! Unlike Ren who slapped me, Yuki wouldn't hurt me.

5. I believe in every word and every promise that comes from him. After Ren I've been having a hard time trusting people, but I trust Yuki with all my heart.

6. None of my "boyfriends" have ever gotten so excited to see me.

7. No one has wanted to spend so much time with me.

8. Even if we aren't meant to be, I know that we can still be friends.

9. I've never been so happy talking about my relationship with my friends until Yuki came along.

10. I've been on more than one date during this relationship.

Whoa... *blushes* I know this is super corny but I just need some way to prove to Yuki how much I love him... and I just hope that he can understand how happy he's made me. I've hadn't much luck when it came to relationships and now for once in my life I'm starting to know what love is. So nothing else matters as along as I know that he's always going to be by my side.

***uber blush*** Oh... *nervous giggle* and maybe one day I'll finally tell my mom that I'm dating Yuki... *sweatdrop* Hee...
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Monday, May 2, 2005

   OH GOSH IT'S THE END OF THE WORLD!
*laughs* Okay enough of being a drama queen. It's not really that end of the world but for me it's slowly happening... *sighs -_-"* I didn't get any e-cards from Yuki today *pouts*. Even before we started going out he sent me e-cards and I have a total of 74. But I didn't get any today... oh well.

In other news! We where suppose to have our first baseball game... there's only like two grade tens on the team me and some other girl, but it was cancelled due to "the cold". RAWR!


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I just got back from the mall with Mouse she brought a stuffed animal and InuYasha book 5 and I brought a Mashi Maro wallet and we seen our old music teacher from junior high *shudder*... and then when we were waiting for her dad to show-up I was dancing! In front of the automatic doors! You've never expreienced the simlpe things in life until you've danced in front of automatic door.
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Sunday, May 1, 2005

Yuki rhymes with Suki.
Okay.. here's the story. My brother every time Yuki comes over starts to sing a very annoying song that he made up and plays his guitar to. He's song is Yuki rhymes with Suki (which is my real name for those that don't know) and it's gets stuck in my head. So this one day I was reading Gravitation book 10 and it comes to this part where Yuki is laying on the floor and he's reading a Japanese dictionary and he reads this:
"Suki: to have an attachment to something; to be attracted to; to like."
And then he says:
"And it rhymes with Yuki."
and I burst out laughing... as my brother's words started singing in my mind again. Then I told and showed Yuki and he just sighed.

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Rin's song of the day:
Small town boy by Bronski Beat

You leave in the morning
With everything you own
In a little black case
Alone on a platform
The wind and the rain
On a sad and lonely face

Mother will never understand
Why you had to leave
But the answers you seek
Will never be found at home
The love that you need
Will never be found at home

Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away.
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away.

Pushed around and kicked around
Always a lonely boy
You were the one
That they’d talk about around town
As they put you down

And as hard as they would try
They’d hurt to make you cry
But you never cried to them
Just to your soul
No you never cried to them
Just to your soul

Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away.
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away.

Cry , boy, cry...

You leave in the morning
With everything you own
In a little black case
Alone on a platform
The wind and the rain
On a sad and lonely face

Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away.
Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away.
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Depression never leaves you alone.
Argh! I'm so fricken sick of this... I'm trying to write a CHEERFUL story and it's not working.. everything I write ends up reflecting what I'm thinking about and I'm about to cry... not is sadness but from frustration... I've never been so frustrated in my life... RAWR!

Rin's Song of the day
Nickelback's Someday

How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables

I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
Dont think its too late

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when

Well i hoped that since we're here anyway
We could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up stringing
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)

[Solo]

How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when
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