Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Ha! I'm smarting than my parents!
My stupid parents are at it again... this time they put of Parental Control on the computer. But using my master guessing skills I was able to guess the password ON THE FIRST TRY! So they can't stop me! HA!

Oh and the weridest thing is the only site that I wasn't able to go on was Yuki's otaku. How werid is that?
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Depression rears it's ugly head...
No, I don't wanna talk about it. I just wanna let you all know that I'm not going to be happy anytime soon. So just be warned if I'm really bitchy one day or just completly full of dispair the next day. My life has hit a big turning point and I don't want anyone to know what's really going on with me so I'm sorry for making you worried, if I do that is (please don't take this personally but I'm, not really talking to anyone not even Cerra and Yuki about it).

Thanks
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Sunday, April 24, 2005

I wanted to post sooner...
But I didn't get a chance on Friday to post what I wanted to post *sighs*... well here it is...

On Friday, Yuki came over and my little sister and I tied Yuki to my bed! I don't know how much he liked it lol, but I thought it was so funny!

Rin's song of the day (meaning Sunday or today):
You're A God by Vertical Horizon

I've got to be honest
I think you know
We're covered in lies and that's OK
There's somewhere beyond this I know
But I hope I can find the words to say

Never again no
No never again

[Chorus]
'Cause you're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
That you would know
You're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
I'd let you go

But I've been unable
To put you down
I'm still learning things I ought to know by now
It's under the table so
I need something more to show somehow

Never again no
No never again

[Chorus]

I've got to be honest
I think you know
We're covered in lies and that's OK
There's somewhere beyond this I know
But I hope I can find the words to say
Never again no
No never again

[Chorus]

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Suki Anna-Liza LaVallee
Birthday:	January 27, 1989
Birthplace:	Winnipeg, Manitoba
Current Location:	my house
Eye Color:	Brown
Hair Color:	Brown
Height:	5'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Left Handed!
Your Heritage:	Hungarian, and Native
The Shoes You Wore Today:	oh they're orange!
Your Weakness:	my friends
Your Fears:	Hospitals, Dark, Thunderstorms, Clowns, Love, being alone and losing everyone...
Your Perfect Pizza:	Cheese! Just plain cheese!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Finish EVERY piece of writing that I have started.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	"I see"
Thoughts First Waking Up:	Is everyone gonna be waiting for me?
Your Best Physical Feature:	Ummmmmm maybe my smile? I don't know...
Your Bedtime:	11:00
Your Most Missed Memory:	As sad as this is... I miss being able to talk to Ren... *sighs* I'm such an idoit...
Pepsi or Coke:	Pepsi? Coke? I don't really care.
MacDonalds or Burger King:	MacDonalds since I should chose one.
Single or Group Dates:	Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Okay what is with the stupid questions? Neither.
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Yucky... I like Strawberry.
Cappuccino or Coffee:	*makes a face* Icky! Neither!
Do you Smoke:	Nope.
Do you Swear:	*laughs* Maybe...
Do you Sing:	Yeah, I suck though.
Do you Shower Daily:	Yeppe.
Have you Been in Love:	Twice out of the thousands of failed relationships... I love my Yuki and I'm still hung up on Ren...
Do you want to go to College:	Yes, if I can't get to university.
Do you want to get Married:	Yes!
Do you belive in yourself:	Not really.
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Yes.
Do you think you are Attractive:	Nope.
Are you a Health Freak:	Not really.
Do you get along with your Parents:	The rare occasion.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	NO!
Do you play an Instrument:	Flute.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	Nope. I hate alcohol.
In the past month have you Smoked:	Nope, I don't smoke.
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	Never!
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	Umm yes?
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	Yes.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	No! I strongly dislike "Oreos".
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	Nope.
In the past month have you been on Stage:	Nope.
In the past month have you been Dumped:	Nope.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	Nope, and I wouldn't.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	Never.
Ever been Drunk:	Never!
Ever been called a Tease:	Yes.
Ever been Beaten up:	Yes.
Ever Shoplifted:	Never!
How do you want to Die:	Well... umm I wanna get run over by a street-cleaner.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Social Worker
What country would you most like to Visit:	Australia
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Blue or Green
Favourite Hair Color:	Don't really care.
Short or Long Hair:	Short, but shags okay.
Height:	Don't care.
Weight:	Don't care.
Best Clothing Style:	Don't care.
Number of Drugs I have taken:	For who? How did this get in here? For me I haven't taken any.
Number of CDs I own:	Thirty-seven.
Number of Piercings:	Four.
Number of Tattoos:	Icky, none!
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	Hmmm ten.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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Friday, April 22, 2005

Wooo... go Library comptuers!
I'm at school right now and I'm here with Mouse and we are bored! Woot! Yeah Yuki's coming and I get to skip class to be with Yuki! *jumps for joy* Hahahahaha! I'm really hyper and I love this keyboard! I'm wanna steal it! Mwa! *hugs and kisses* Love ya! Don't ask weeeeeeeeeeeee *jumps from building*

Mouse says hi!
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Thursday, April 21, 2005

Day 2
Money Earned: $24.00
+
Money Saved: $9.00
=
Grand total: $33.00
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Day 1
Earnings saved for Utena: $9.00
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Why is it that...
When you really care for a person (I mean like really really care for someone but they really don't know) and you'd give anything to protect that person from getting hurt and when you try to help them, how come they end up hating you? Or you choke on the words you wish to tell them (even though you've memorized the entire speech, word for word)? Why is it that not matter how hard you try the simplest things are always the hardest to do?


There is nothing I can do to save my friends and yet I’m trying and I’ll do anything until I succeed… but I’m doomed for failure… I don’t even know where to start…

Rin’s song of the day:
The Other Side by David Gray

Meet me on the other side
Meet me on the other side
I'll see you on the other side
See you on the other side

Honey now if I'm honest
I still don't know what love is
Another mirage folds into the haze of time recalled
And now the floodgates cannot hold
All my sorrow all my rage
A tear that falls on every page

Meet me on the other side
Meet me on the other side

Maybe I oughta mention
Was never my intention
To harm you or your kin
Are you so scared to look within
The ghosts are crawling on our skin
We may race and we may run
We'll not undo what has been done
Or change the moment when it's gone

Meet me on the other side
Meet me on the other side
I'll see you on the other side
I'll see you on the other side

I know it would be outrageous
To come on all courageous
And offer you my hand
To pull you up on to dry land
When all I got is sinking sand
The trick ain't worth the time it buys
I'm sick of hearing my own lies
And love's a raven when it flies

Meet me on the other side
Meet me on the other side
I'll see you on the other side

Honey now if I'm honest
I still don't know what love is

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Saturday, April 16, 2005

Yuki slept over.... *blush*
Well ummm you see this is how it goes... Yuki came over and I was supposed to kick Yuki out a nine but that didn't go as planned so it was really late so after convincing my mom Yuki was able to stay and in my room with me.

Yuki: *types* "in the same bed at that"

Rin: *pushes Yuki away* Hush you! This is my story not yours! *sticks out her tongue*

Yuki: Better be careful with that tongue.

Rin: -_-" *sighs* It's not what you think people (This just proves that some people have very dirty minds). I think that being with me for a whole night has gone to Yuki's brain.

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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

   *sigh*
Man everything is so boring! *bangs head into wall* Damn that hurt... well anyway!


I WANNA ROLE-PLAY! Just get into this be long adventure with my friends and just have fun... being multiply characters like Alex or Derek or Rinny or even characters like Utena or Zell or Rinoa or even Rin. BUt every time I try to role-play with my friends it doesn't work out... *sighs* Damn I wish Cerra-chan came to my school... *cries* Now I wish that I signed up for Drama.. *pouts*
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Thursday, April 7, 2005

   No... I don't hate Kagome...
Okay I'm not a Kagome fan, personally I wish that she'd fall into a canyon and land on pointy rocks... or her arrow to bounce off a tree and embed itself into her heart. But enough on how I want her to die... On with the story!

I have the whole collection on little InuYasha finger puppet things and I'm now trying to collect them for my 3 year-old sister that thanks to me is obessed with InuYasha and like me hates Kagome *cough*Not my fault*cough* So with one of the extra Kagomes that haven't been melted or thrown on the road to be hit by cars, I deicide to make a remix of the Titanic minus the ship, people and ocean.

I finally took her out of the freezer and now she is trapped in a frozen block of ice and personally I think it's a great look for her! *smiles* Damn I wish I had a digital camera!
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