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Sunday, April 8, 2007

It's 1 am
Yeah...I can't sleep. I'm not tired. I dunno what's wrong with me. I've had the worst luck sleeping the past week. I kept waking up and when I would sleep, it wouldn't be a good sleep. It would be restless, I would move (I never move when I sleep, and if I do, it's not much), and it would never be a solid sort of sleep. Worst of all, I'm dreaming. I've been dreaming a lot and it's very rare for me to dream at all. Yeah yeah, the whole speech of "You always dream, you just never remember it", I'm well aware of it. But for the sake of this, just go along with I don't dream, if I do, it's rare. But I've been dreaming all the time now.

So now I just can't sleep. I'm tired, but I can't sleep. And I know that if I go to sleep, it'll be restless and I won't be happy when I wake up. So I don't look forward to sleeping anymore.

My left shoulder is shot from sleeping on it wrong last night. Tina came over around 10 am yesterday and we talked for a while. She massaged it for a little bit, but it hurt so badly when ever she touched it, I kept whimpering it hurt so badly.

I hope I'm not becoming an insomniac (makes me think of Spyro, that was the name of the company, i think). I just can't sleep!! jslkdfja;lije f;lkajdflask jdf It's not comfortable to sleep!! If i falls asleep near squall, i'm afraid he's going to get irked that I'm not rubbing his shoulders or that it's rude or something.

And I'm trying to refrain from taking naps during the day. So far so good. But, I just wanna sleep. Just one solid night sleep where it's quiet and dark and I can't hear the fan in the other room or the snoring from the other room. I wish there were thicker walls here at home.

Maybe this is me finally going snap?
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