myOtaku.com: Rinoa Heartilly07

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myOtaku.com: Rinoa Heartilly07

Saturday, November 24, 2007

I think, that for whatever reason, I'm developing insomnia. I hardly sleep anymore. There's no sound sleeping. I wake up every hour on the hour starting from around 6 am. I heard warning sirens this morning at about then, then felt wide awake. i doubt going to bed earlier would help. I would just lie awake.

I think I have Acute or Transient insomnia(though the latter is mostly related to jet lag, so I doubt it). I really doubt it's chronic. it could be from so many sources contribuiting to everything. Stress from not being able to find a job, from knowing i need one and i want one so badly, from school (I had a dream I flunked one of my classes and couldn't take the continuation course, but i couldn't remember if i did everything for the class..). Then there's the depression that goes along with death no matter how well I've accepted it or not, and i'm worried about my grandmother. I forgot about the hormone fluxes that come with being a girl >_<

all of these are symptoms of Transient and Acute insomnia. And this lack of sleep thing has been going on for a long time. I mean, I just lie in bed for up to hours trying to fall asleep. And when I finally do get some sleep, i have to wake up at the crack of dawn to get to a class.

Maybe i've just been programming my body to run off of little sleep so it thinks that the little bit of sleep it gets is enough...why does my body have to be so stupid?
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