myOtaku.com: Rinoa Heartilly07

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Birthday
• 1989-05-16
Gender
• Female
Location
• Balamb Garden
Member Since
• 2005-12-04
Occupation
• Resistance Faction

Personal

Achievements
• Stuff...
Anime Fan Since
• 2002
Favorite Anime
• FF8, though that's technically a video game
Goals
• um...learn to drive.
Hobbies
• Reading, writing, video games occasionally, singing
Talents
• "I have many skills." - Xena: Warrior Princess

myOtaku.com: Rinoa Heartilly07

Thursday, December 15, 2005

I'm scared
I'm scared and it's hard to explain why. Actually, it's quite easy, I'm just afraid to do it and I feel awful. Both physically and emotionally and mentally.

I stayed in bed on Wednesday, after feeling absolutely miserable on Tuesday. Why I couldn't spend Tuesday sleeping is beyond me. I'm still at home today, today being Thursday. I'm always sick because my immunce system is quite poor. IT doesn't help the fact that I'm anemic, either. The anemia comes from my vegetarianism. Seriously, I get a little cut on my finger, deep enough so it bleeds, then I bleed for about five minutes. It's not right and quite messy.

But being sick is not what I'm hurt about or scared about. I'm sick enough that it doesn't phase me enough to care. I'm hurt because of what Squall-sama told me people were asking him at Balamb.

Some people asked if I was still going out with Squall-sama.

Of all the absurdities!! And the person they suspect I'm going out with is nothing more than a good friend, a brother at most. It would be like going out with Zell. No!!!

I love Squall-sama!! Don't they get that!? Don't they understand?! It's not fair!! Since this friend is a boy, it can't be at all platonic, there has to be SOMETHING going on!!

I hope everyone caught the sarcasm in the last sentence.

Does this mean I can't have any male friends that I'm particularly close with? Less it is thought that I'm dating them?

*sarcastically* There's no such thing as a platonic relationship between a boy and a girl if they are very good friends. There always has to be "something beneath the surface."

It's ridiculous!! Now I remember why I thought people were such ignorant little thorns cutting into my side...

Oh how will the rue the day they crossed me like this!! I thought I could like the people at Balamb! I really thought I could get through the year without one homicidal thought towards them. I guess I was sorely mistaken.

This hour shall see
Your darkest fears
The angel knows
The angel hears
~ Madame Giry
The Phantom of the Opera
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