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1989-05-16
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Balamb Garden
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2005-12-04
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"I have many skills." - Xena: Warrior Princess
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Valentine's Day
Well, it didn't go as horribly as I had expected. Though it didn't go quite as well as I hoped, either. But then again, I should know by now not to hope for the best, because all I can really expect is the worse.
I somehow knew things would sort of turn sour towards the evening. Gladly, the akwardness of it only lasted through dinner. We were mostly quiet, Squall and I; and I didn't touch my food at all. I wasn't hungry and the smell of it made me sick, which only furthered my dislike of the food.
I don't think I will go into details, and I dont' think I will promise to be better. Most of these posts have been promising to be better. To change.
Obviously, they don't work and I don't keep my word. I try at first, but then I forget or something pushes me over the edge.
I don't feel much like Xena anymore, though. I think that's just because I'm either very tired or very jaded. I'm betting on both. After all, I didn't attend any my classes at Balamb today because I was much too tired. Squall isn't bring by my books because he hurt his back while training. Again. He really needs to be more careful. He says that if it doesn't get better by tomorrow, he's going to go see to Dr. Kadowaki.
I know it's selfish of me, but I wish he would come to see me and drop off my stuff anyways. I miss him.
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