myOtaku.com: Rinoa Heartilly07

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Birthday
• 1989-05-16
Gender
• Female
Location
• Balamb Garden
Member Since
• 2005-12-04
Occupation
• Resistance Faction

Personal

Achievements
• Stuff...
Anime Fan Since
• 2002
Favorite Anime
• FF8, though that's technically a video game
Goals
• um...learn to drive.
Hobbies
• Reading, writing, video games occasionally, singing
Talents
• "I have many skills." - Xena: Warrior Princess

myOtaku.com: Rinoa Heartilly07

Monday, May 1, 2006

Venting...
I'VE GOT CRAMPS...okay...there...I said it....I feel better now....not that anyone really wanted to know that...but it's just really really odd. This is the second time I've gotten cramps in my entire life...The first time being the last occasion on which I went horse back riding...which was a few years ago...so one can see why this is so painful!!!

anyways..onto the real stuff and not the trivial, female issues..um...i wonder if he's happy being with me.

I frustrate him, I know. And I rarely make anything easy, but, he doesn't realise that he's not much different. He does the same things I do, and he says those things. He says stuff about other girls and the what-not. He talks about coming out of his own little world because of me. I'm happy that he's comfortable talking to me about stuff like that. I'm happy that he's sharing with me. But it sounds like he misses it, and it hurts because i sometimes feel like I'm not doing a very good job at being his girlfriend.

He wants to save everyone. He told me that. Which means he wants to be other people's knight. Not just mine. Is it selfish of me? To want him to be my knight and no one else's? I mean, it's not like I really need a knight. I've always fought for myself. I always will, but sometimes, I think it would be nice to have someone fight for me. I wouldn't even have to ask them to do it, and they would. They would come out of no where and just save the day.

But life's not a fairy-tale, is it?

Besides, that hero would probably fumble with the sword and I would have to fight anyways.

Don't ever get me wrong though!! I love Squall with all of my heart!! I wouldn't trade any of this for anything in the world if it meant being seperated from him!

I sound horrible, don't I? I sound jealous. That's the last thing I want to sound like. Maybe I am jealous. If I am, I don't want to be. Being jealous is horrible, and can lead to situations I don't even want to think about. How funny, feeling hurt and possibly jealous over words...how stupid...

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