myOtaku.com: Rinoa Heartilly07

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• 1989-05-16
Gender
• Female
Location
• Balamb Garden
Member Since
• 2005-12-04
Occupation
• Resistance Faction

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• Stuff...
Anime Fan Since
• 2002
Favorite Anime
• FF8, though that's technically a video game
Goals
• um...learn to drive.
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• Reading, writing, video games occasionally, singing
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• "I have many skills." - Xena: Warrior Princess

myOtaku.com: Rinoa Heartilly07

Tuesday, August 8, 2006

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i've let myself get really messed up. i don't know how it happened, but it did. i'm scared of what squall's going to say. Squall knows, but i'm scared of what he's going to say on this. I'm always afraid of what he'll say. I hate disappointing him.

I'm angry at myself. I slipped so far without really understanding. I have to pick up all those pieces and i know how, and i know i'll do it, but there's that doubt that i won't.

I've become everything I hate and it drives me mad. So what are you going to do about it, Squall would ask. Change. I hope. Try. There is do and do not. There is no try. Dammit, we're talking completely revamping everything. Everything...

I dont' know what to do. I do but, it's just, i dunno. I just wanna stop breathing sometimes. Give up. But i've already given up, without knowing it.

I'm just so tired.

Squall, you have to help me. Please, I don't think I can make it alone.
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