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• Rita Jaganshi
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• I married Hiei...XD And now I'm in high school, in band, and a squad leader. :]
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Wednesday, July 21, 2004
ummm...
*sigh* Well I've been very, very busy...and I don't feel too good since I've been having some problems with my family...although there are some friends that cheer me up, I'm still not fully happy...*sad and confused sigh* I really need someone's help...or at least someone that can help me...I hope I feel better soon...that way I don't have to bother you all with my problems...I sound pathetic I know, but this is really how I feel...sometimes I wish my life could be easier, but then again, who doesn't?
My family is very...different, I shall say. I mean, I love my parents and most of my family, but there are just some ppl that I can't stand being in the same room with them. For example, my grandparents. I have a very akward relationship with them since I don't like them, but I still have no choice when it comes to parties or reunieons and stuff like that. I wish my brother could help me since he is the older one, but sometimes I know he tries his best to cheer me up. I can't tell him how I really feel about my family, because I don't want to disappoint him and have him helping me with this instead of doing it by myself. I don't want to be the one that has him all tied up and won't let him have his own time b/c he's helping me with these problems.
My mom, well, I love her of course she's my mother. But sometimes I feel like she tries too hard to understand what I'm going through. Yes I know she was a teenager too, but she is not like me. Other times I feel like she does understand, but won't do anything about it. She tells me to be nice to my grandparents, even though I don't like them. I mean, she knows I don't like them, but still tells me to be nice. I can't be nice to someone I don't like.
My dad, well yes he is very understanding. Sometimes I feel that he understands me more than my mom does. He is an awesome person, but nobody's perfect right? We do fight sometimes, more like most of the time, but we still know that we will be there for each other whenever we need it.
My friends, Erika and Nina, they are very dear to me since they are my best friends. But now, for some reason, they can't come over and their mom doesn't want me staying over at their house. Am I such a bad person?...
Well everyone, thanks for listening to all my problems. Well, most of them at least. Thank you all, and I will try to not bother you anymore. Talk to you soon! *slight wave*
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