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Wednesday, October 6, 2004


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Lately, my days have been very confusing. The day I went to thei first school dance of this year (it was a friday), I had the worst and most lonely night ever. Yes, there were people there, lots of them, too. But that's not why I was sad. The guy I like (yes I do like someone >>;) was there, I talk to him of course b/c he's one of my 'best friends' I guess you could say, but, he was there with his buddies (who are my buddies too) and talking and stuff and all of a sudden, I started crying. Maybe it was because I saw my 'friends' having fun and dancing while I was just sitting by myself in a corner...or maybe it was because I saw him having fun or something like that...it's very complicated.

I have a very strong feeling that he likes me, but he's just...shy. Not at all like my other friend, Joe, who is probably not shy about anything O.o; But he (the guy I like) doesn't have a girlfriend and I don't have a boyfriend and both of us probably like each other so, why is this so complicated? I honestly have no idea, but I really have no choice but to wait.

(In later news >>;...) I also went to the fair the day after that ^^; (saturday) but I had to go on all of the rides by myself so it sucked. The only reason I was there was b/c I kinda wanted to go and only my dad could take me (cuz my mom was at work) and it sucked because he didn't (and couldn't) get on any of the rides with me.
~~wrote this during 6th period today~~

@.@...god my head hurts so bad! >.<...these kids are so loud IT IS NOT HELPING!! >.< ow, my head! *sighs* Well, at least I get to sit by him so that's good >>; right? @.@ I is so confused...he was looking at me worried too cause you could tell there was something wrong with me, but I think he's the only one who actually cared. I feel bad enough to call my mom and ask her to pick me up from school so I can go home...but I think I'll stick it out...if I can.

I guess that's all I have to say for today >>; I'll try to get to everyone's sites if I can, so hopefully I will! ^^ *nods* Well everyone, thanks for listening and I'll ttyl!! *waves* Byes! ^^;

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