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myOtaku.com: Ritsuka Aoyagi
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Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
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Sunday, March 12, 2006
having new friends is good...
its been a week since i was transfered to my new school... it took me a week to know my classmates and a week to make some friends...
so many things happened in just a single week.
i have been transfered 4 times from one school to an other... and this is the first time i make friends in such a short time, usually it takes me a month or two... im really glad...for first time im my life i can feel happy to be on a new school. before i hated it; my classmates, my teachers, my studies and my whole school-life.
its nice to feel happy...
*siiight*
im not too sociable so thats why i dont have too much friends....
tomorrow will be a new day: full of smiles and new experinces...
i wish that i could live happyly forever...
-ritsuka
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Friday, March 3, 2006
i cant go on...
somehow everytime i cut myself i feel like im useless...
how can i hurt my own hand?always when i have a knife on my hand i feel scared... and sometimes i even wish i could stab my heart for erasing myself from this cold world...
the other day i cut my finger on purpouse... yeah it might sound wird but i did... the pain was intense but at the same time it was smooth...
i dont have a real reason for why i did it... no one was at home so i thought:"why am i here?"
then without noticing it my fingers were full of blood, it was a deep wound so i runned upstairs and i tried to heal it... at the evening my mom asked me what happened on my hand(since that the wound was right at the center of my hand )i didnt what to lie but, i had to.
she belived me it was an accident and so she letted it go...
my hand is still in pain but i dont feel guilty about it...
i wont be drawing on a while... because i hurted my right hand...(how dumb of me, why wasnt the left? )oh well, after this post you might think i have a really psycological problem... so do i... just by saying that i feel useless it enough to think that way...
-ritsuka
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Saturday, February 25, 2006
all of my memories...
yesterday was my birthday...yes...
i turned 14, somehow i feel like im getting old...
i was very happy though, i had only 7 guest but we had so much fun...
last year i didnt have a party cake , thats one of the things that made this year more special... after blowing the candles my mom pushed my face toward the cake and my dad took a pic... how embarassing...
*face turns red*
siight... aside that i had a good time...
it was like a real dream....
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
loosing my only- and best friend
today i had the chance to chat with my best friend, i havent saw her in 5 years because i moved to finland when i was 10.
we have knowed each other from when we were around 5 years-old, we were at the same kindergarthen and school until 4th grade(because i moved to other country)
well... i was sooooo happy to talk to her after such a while but its seems that she wasnt... i tried to call her so much times but she changed she´s phone number and didnt even told me, then when we were chatting i told her about my new haircut (yeah, i got ritsuka´s hair now )she told me it was dumb looking and after a while of noticing how differt she was from me she said i was such a boring person and that the otaku´s are dumb as well...
*feels so sad*
my only- and best friend has changed soo much...
or maybe im indeed an awful person...
somehow i feel guilty...maybe it was my fault, ill try to do more friends from now...
here´s my e-mail, if you would like to chat with me on the msn:
ritsuka-sama@hotmail.com
i apologize to all those i think i´ve hurted...
i though we were friends
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Sunday, January 8, 2006
choosing a new avatar....
im going to change my avatar but not sure wich to use...
dont need to comment if you dont want to...
(this is just a personal question)
1)
2)
3)
4)
from kyou kara ma-o! and loveless...
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Saturday, January 7, 2006
a new day is once again gone...
hm....
im out of ideas...
*dunno what to write*
well, im thankful to all those who liked my drawings...
i dont want that it becomes a real manga, its just a hobby...
im sure you people wouldnt belive what do i want to become when i get older...
*dead silent*
well ill tell... im dreaming of becoming a great surgeon....
feel free to laugh...
yeah, somehow i feel like an idiot telling this but i dont like to be a mangaka.
im just an otaku and thats more than enough... dunno know why but i have always wanted to be one(from when i was around 5 years)
the only problem i have now is that everytime i see blood i somehow start feeling dizzy...
how pathetic...
i think that every otaku´s dream is to become a j-pop singer or a mangaka, im really so strange...
my cousin´s dream is to be a j-singer and my lil sis is to be a DDR dancer (dunno know why the heck she wants that but, whatever it is i hope i dont get to see it)
*sighs*
this is the worst post i have ever posted... well i changed my avatar...
(ah... that wont help.... )
so anyway... have a nice day....
*turns around and leaves*
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Sunday, January 1, 2006
happy new year...
the time is around 01:41am
the fire works were awsome, i really enjoyed them...
last year i couldnt see any...
hm...well this year we celebrated it at my cousin´s house, she is to hyper, tooking pics of everyone every second...
well she remade her site today... vissit it if you want to...
shes name is ryu-chan...(she´s a gravitation geek....)
well ill write something...
-----------ooo---------------
sorrow
is proof that i have been given life
and life offers a chance to find love
in all its myriad forms
for the love we find
is what frees us from sorrow
life is filled with little prayers
a journey in search of love
and a reason for our existence
i exist neither as a shield
nor as a weapon of war
i will be the sword to slice away all your sadness
i must not... be afraid
i must not fear
though the gods that sleep within me...
... should engulf me in flames
i will never let you see me tremble in fear
i will be the sword...
...to slice your sadness.
that all.... happy new year to everyone...
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005
my own first manga
well like the subject says im doing a manga...
i dont have a computer so its made by hand, im now on chapter 2 chapter one haves 21 pages.
the name is "raspberry parfait"
and the main character is a 16 year-old-boy named Misusu Asakawa, who has a crush at Mora naegino.
on chapter one they go on a date but after it Misusu gets dumped by the girl of he´s dreams...(dont blame me... i like cat ears...thats why i drew on him ones...)
after that on chapter two we meet Misusu´s best friend Koudama who will try to do he´s best in cheering up the main character....
well...
its not a shonen-ai, not because i like watching shows like loveless, sukisyo or gravitation it will mean that ill do that kind of manga....
anyway ill add the page number 1 and 5 from the second chapter, its so ugly... i wish i had a computer...i couldnt scan more pages... the scanner cracked up....geez...
page 1 chapter two:
page 5 chapter two:
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sing if you want
inu-yasha...
fukai mori;
fukai fukai mori no oku ni ima mo kitto
okizari ni shita kokoro kakushite'ru yo
sagasu hodo no chikara mo naku tsukarehateta
hitobito wa eien no yami ni kieru chisai mama nara kitto ima demo mieta ka na
* boku-tachi wa ikiru hodo ni
nakushite'ku sukoshi zutsu itsuwari ya uso wo
matoi tachisukumu koe mo naku*
aoi aoi sora no iro mo kidzukanai mama
sugite yuku mainichi ga kawatte yuku
tsukurareta wakugumi wo koe ima wo ikite
sabitsuita kokoro mata ugokidasu yo toki no RIZUMU wo shireba mo ichido toberu darou If we can find the rhythm of time, we can fly once again
boku-tachi wa samayoi nagara
ikite yuku doko made mo
shinjite'ru hikari motome
arukidasu kimi to ima We live our lives
wandering to the ends of the earth.
Believing (in you?), now I begin my journey with you,
in search of the light.
* Repeat * Repeat
boku-tachi wa samayoi nagara
ikite yuku doko made mo
furikaeru
michi wo tozashi
aruite'ku eien ni
tachisukumu koe mo naku
ikite yuku eien ni
---post cards from my friends---
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X´mas is coming
well before writing some news ill tell that my mother is doing fine... today she´ll go to the doctor for checking her health...(she have been feeling dizzy these days) but aside thet everything is O.K...
like i was saying X´mas is coming soon and still i dont know if ill go to the party that an old child hood friend asked me to...(i hate parties...-_-U)...there is always so much noice....
well for using some space ill write a article from the newtype USA magazine, i thought it was interesting so...
by asuka itoi, newtype japan editor:
"i thought about the anime shows that are currently popular with our female readers and tried to figure out what they had in common. here are the three things i came up with:
1) in every show i considered, the main character is a boy... and i dont have to tell you he´s always cool and good-looking!
2) this generic handsome hero always become the center of some illfated event at the start. for instance, kira pilots the Gundam in the first episode of GUNDAM SEED; ed loses his arm and leg in the first episode of FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST; and poor yuri gets flushed down the toilet and into another world where he´s ceowned Demon king in the first episode of KYOU KARA MA-O!
3) finally, the main character is a wreck. he´s constantly messing up, and he doesnt seem to know whats going on half the time-he´s just generally unrealiable. he tends to depend on those around him to take care everything. for example, compare GUNDAM SEED´s whiny mama´s boy kira to the decisive and manly atrhun, or FULLMETAl´s hot-tempered ed to the kind and nurturing al, or finally KYO KARA MA-O!´s candy-ass yuri (aka the demon king) to his watchdog retainers, who always heve his back, and you´ll see what i mean."
i didnt write the whole thing ´cause its too long...so if you got the issue 10 from volume 03(year 2004) read it, its very interesting...
so um... i wont be vissiting MyO for a while... sorry
*nods in a gentle way*
i hope you liked vissiting my site....
bye...
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