Thursday, August 25, 2005

   I made it.

And ya know what i think? Seriously? You guys helped. Alot. Your coments ment so much. Just knowing you where listening made me a little more confident. I think typing my feeling prevented my "freak out" i predicted would happen. I didn't have a problem all day. It's never been this way, first day of school, so i figure, it was you guys that helped. I can't thank you all enuogh! ::giant hugs to all:: Even though i didn't feak out, i can't say the day was all that great. i didn't get the class is wanted. I wanted drawing and painting, and computers, but got sewing the 3D art instead. XP I'm trying to look on the bright side; i'll be able to make plushies by the time the semester is over. ^_^; When my mom and dad found out, they wanted to change it. o.O; Something about, wasting my talent. XD I'm not much of a sewing person, my strong point is drawing. It's my fault it happened though. I turned in my sheet with the classes i wanted to take on it late. XP Since yesterday's post was such a downer, i changed my layout to someting light-hearted. ^_^x Azumanga Daioh! The background is Chiyo-chan's (pig tail girl on avi) dog, Mr. Tatakichi. I recomend that anime to all of you. It's hilarious! XD I changed my song to the begining theme. I hope you guys like it! ~^_^~ Hmmm... best go now. I have a little homework. (just book damage forms. Nothing that involves real work. ^_^;) I'll visit you guys, though! ^_^x See ya! ~RK

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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

   Dammit...

School Anxiety . Damn it to hell. It's here, only late. It came real early last year. Friggin' anxitey. I thought it wouldn't happen this year. I joined P.A. last year. It's the team for the kids who learn faster than others. More stress, but hey. What cha' gonna do? But it did come. It's 12:30 at night, and i can't sleep. School anxiety hits me like an on-coming train. I DON'T KNOW WHY THE HELL I'M NERVOUS! I've done this a dozen times. Why am i this way? Every little F***ing thing, i freakout, because i haven't done it in a while, or it's new to me. I blame hormones. And genes! Last year, i was anxious for about 2 weeks before school started. Is today going to be 2 weeks worth of freak-outs? I couldn't eat much last year, because i was so nervous. I would cry every morning, for no reason. I was thinking to much. What if i mess up? What if i get a stomach ache? Who will i talk to? But i know the answers to those questions now, so whats my excuse for being such a wuss? Gah. Sorry for my late night rambling. I couldn't sleep, so i figured writing down my thoughts might help. I'm just feeling (mentally) like a pile of dog crap right now. 7th grade was just so hard for me, i'm now afraid of going back to school. It's ridiculus, i know, but i just need to get it out of my system. ::sigh:: It's late, so i guess i'll try an' sleep now. Not much will happen today, i think. Probably play video games and draw like normal, only all the while wallowing in my anxiety. No need to comment if you don't feel comfortable with me talking abot my feelings. XP

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

   I'm procrastanating, even during summer.

I have this summer reading thing to fill out, and i'm beaing lazy. XD I have a little done, but not that much. ^_^'' It should be quick though, so i'm not worried. Yesterday i go my hair cut! It's a little shorter now. :/ Not much of a difference, but i like it. ~^_^~ Also, i read this cool Baten Kaitos fanfic... yeah. So, today i started playing BK again, except i started over cause i was stuck on my other one. XD My name's Raquel in this one. ^_^x I like that name. What else to say... Um... Yeah, i've got nothing. Sorry for my nothingness. ^,^; I'll go visit and do my work now. See ya! ~RK

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Monday, August 22, 2005

   Insert Title here.

howdy all. I'm back from my sleep over! ~^_^~ It was pretty fun. We stayed up late, so i got all giggly and slap-happy. I couldn't stop laughing. XD That's how i get when i'm up really late with friends. ^_^; ::sigh:: school starts on Thursday. I'm savoring every last minute of my freedom. XD I played some ToS. yesterday. :P I beat Yuan and Bota, but then lost my motivation, so lost the next battle. T_T Oh well. I'll try again later. Thanks you guys for comments on my picture yesterday. Though, i don't really like the way it turned out, so i might delete it. XD So, if you wanted to see it, go look now. ^_^; Hmm... not much to say today. Sorry. XD I'll go visit you guys now. ^_^x ~RK

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Sunday, August 21, 2005

   I think...

She'll be alright. My kitty. Although, the doctor said she has some cancer on her foot... we're giving her medicine. All she did was sleep whe she came home. ^.^x ::huggles little kitty:: She's such a sweet heart. (her name is Charlotte by the way.) I have the pic up! It's of Kana's characters from her story. Here. I don't know how accurate i am, but i hope you guys like it! ^_^x Votes and comments are niiiice. XP Today i have to go to a sleep over. I'm not to sure i really want to though. :/ oh well. I'll have fun, no mater what. XD Hey! Did you know, that this time last year, i had ToS. Yuppers. I wasn't getting anywhere. I was probably at the first boss battle, knowing me. But that's not the point it had.. Oh yeah! I was thinking of how ToS made my first few weeks of school more bearable. Most of you know, last year was a rocky one for me. T_T What i would do, is play ToS to relive my stress an stuff. It sounds funny... a video game reliving stress, but it did! So, i'm gonna post some ToS pics. ^__^x ^_^ cutecutecute... heehee... Noishe... Corrine! ♥ Okay, i'm done now. Thank you all for reading! I'll go visit you guys now! ^_^x ~RK

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Saturday, August 20, 2005

   Crumy night

meh. i'm not feeling to well right now. last night, i couldn't fall asleep because i had a stomach ache. I fell asleep at like... 3:00 in the morning. I did a bunch of things to try an' make me tired. Eventually i just watched some TV. That didn't work. Then i went on the computer... and eventually... at like 2:00 i got tired, and lay in bed for a long time. T_T; Oh well. whatcha gonna do. While i was on the computer, i looked up Ragnarok online,(i was just watching .Hack// i felt like playing an online RPG) and was dissapointed to find you need to pay for it. T_T; So, i looked up online RPG on google, and found Avalon. It's pretty confusing, and takes a lot of reading, but i found a friend. ^_^x I was completely lost , and this one player comes up to me and tells me all the stuff... there was one part of our conversation that went like this, RK: I did it! (completed first quest. with help, of course) Flameblade (helpful person): so do you want to try another one, or quit? RK: i think i'll quit. .... RK: how do i quit? okay, it doesnt seem funny, but it was 2:00 in the morning, i was tired and confused, anything seemed funny. Especially the fact that i couldnt' do a thing. XD Eh. I didn't ge that pic done. XD It's half way done. It should be completly done, but my mom wanted to watch a movie (and so did i). It'll definately be up by later today. ^_^'' We watched the movies, Under the Tuskan Sun and some other movie with Jim Carrey in it... It might have been... the Trueman Show? Whatever it was it was good. ^_^x Thanks ya'll for lookin' at my fanfic yesterday. ^_^x I'll have another chapter of one of them up soon. I'm gonna go now. I'll visit a few people. See ya. ~RK EDIT: My dad just one of my kitties to the vet. ;_; She steped on something, so we think her foot might be infected. It's kinda scary cause she' old.... My brother's upset. Pray for her, okay?

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Friday, August 19, 2005

   The fic. has been resurected!

Tis' here Finally, i post another chpater of "An Angel's Lullaby"! I finally broke through my writers block! ::evil laugh:: M'kay. Read if you'd like. (It's he Kratos and Anna one, just so ya know.) ::le sigh:: I don't know what to say. uuuhh... i have a pic i must finish... ink and color... it should be up tomarrow... maybe even later today. ^_^' err.. i changed my website button from deviantart to fanfiction, just because i felt like it. :D In case you where wondering. GAh! I'm boring. Sorry. ::looks for some intersting pictures to post:: Aru! heehee... ken~ A neko? okay, i'm to lazy to post anymore. i forgot! Today i'm going swiming again. Last time i went with my mom, so got tired before me. T.T how strange. oh, well. I'll get goin' now. See ya! ~RK

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Thursday, August 18, 2005

   It might rain...

Yay! I want some rain. It's kinda dark out, so that's a good sign. ^_^x I want to thank you all once again for you comments on my pic yesterday. I can't tell how awesome that is. XD Also, i fixed the link for my fanfic, so if anyone's intersted, it's on my last post. I got a review yesterday! ::dances:: Yay! But i found out people don't like Original Characters in fanfictions. ;_; That makes me sad. Oh well. I'll just keep writing no matter what! ::determined:: I wounder if they'll make an exeption for pre-existing character's relatives... ^_^'' Well, no mater what, i'm going to finish it. Oooh! I was just watchin Blue's Clues! That show ROCKS! ...D-don't look at me like that... There's nothing on in the morning. o_e'' I do like Blue's Clues though. It's so cute! Okay... i'll stop now... i have a feeling i'm scaring you guys now... Hmmm... Lets see... Today my mom wants me to write some of my story because i don't have a book to read. I'm perfectly fine with that. ^.^x I think i'll draw too. I hope you all have a good day! ^__^x ~RK

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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

   That's nice....

My puppy was just showing me his yougurt cup... It's no longer a cup... just a chewed up piece of plastic. XD eww.... go away... ::pushes puppy out of door:: For those of you who don't know, my little yellow lab puppy Billy has a weird obsession for empty yougurt cups. :) He's a strange little thing. In other news, i have my fanfic up. As for my KxA one... ::curses writers block and laziness:: It's coming along though. Anyway, i'll link ya' to it. Here It's mostly what you guys read the other day, but there's a section at the end you haven't seen. ^_^x Speeking of fanfiction, i drew a pic for it! This one, i'm very proud of. Here Please comment and vote! It took me a while to do! I did it yesterday because my mom said i should do something productive. Yay for being productive! XD Anyway, thanks in advance! Hmm... I'm going to my Grandparents (on my mom's side) today. They live really close to us, but are moving in November. My mom says they're kinda sad (they've lived near us for a long time) but they're moving near my aunt and her kids, so i think they'll be okay. ^_^x Not much eles to say... I have a head ache.. i think i need some water. I'll go do that now! ^_^x See ya! EDIT: Sorry. I fixed the link for my fanfiction. XD ~RK

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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

I was just watching that show. Possibly one of the only non-anime shows i enjoy. That and Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends. ^_^ Cosmo is so cool... hee hee... AAaaanyway, thanks for your comments yesterday. ~^_^~ I'm happy that you guys like it. :D Hey, have you noticed my new favorite smile? ~^_^~ It looks like a kitty. ^.^x Raaaannndomness Yesterday, i was playing Harvest Moon, and i got married! XD Yes, you get married for those of you who don't know. I married Marlin. This guy... All the palce's i've been, people have been all, "EEEEEEWWWW!!!11!! So ugly!!!!11!1 Who would wanna mary himmmm??!11?!" So i decided it would x) I love the underdog! Also, i tried to make him un-funny looking. ^_^x I don't know if it worked or not, but if was fun to draw. XD I drew it a while ago... Maybe i'll color it some day. ^_^x bum bum bum... i'm kinda bored. i should be writing my fanfiction. I think i'll do that... See you guys! ^_^x ~RK

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