Monday, August 15, 2005

New layout. ~^_^~

Colette! Did you know, i made that image? ALL BY MY SELF! XD I'm very proud of it. So proud, i put it in fanart. Here. Do you like my song? Isn't it cool? I love it. ^___^ It's so cool. Oh, and if you can't see the background right away, try refreshing the page or somthin' It did that to me too. :/ Oh, andi have it in the wallpapper section, if anyones interested. ^_^x I also have another fanart! A crapy Edward! Okay, it's not too crapy, but his head's to big. XD Anyway, i 'd appriciate any comments you have. Edo-kun Thanks you guys! ^_^x I guess i'm pretty cheerful this morning. o.-' Not saying that's a bad thing. I guess i'm just so proud of my layout! (i spent alot of time on it. XP) Hmm... i'be been jumping from fanfic to fanfic lately. I might have both a chapter for my Kratos/Anna one and my new one up soon. ^_^x Sorry for this kind of short post. Not much happened yesterday. XD And it's still "early" for me. (10:45 ^_^;) I guess i'll go visit some peopled now. Bye! ~RK

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Sunday, August 14, 2005

   That was scary.

This morning i went to see my dad in his first triathalon! He did well. Anyway, while we where there, i felt sick. X.X I thought i was gonna puke, but i didn't. Even so, it was scary as anything. o.e'' I was downtown, no where near home. You should know, i have an irrational fear of getting sick like that. XD Being away from home esecially. But, all that matters now is i'm fine. ^_^x Ah, thank you all. You helped me look on the bright side about school alittle. I guess, i'll at least see my friends. That's about it, but i have lots of friends i haven't seen over the summer. ^_^'' I don't think i'll enjoy listening to lectures, but oh well. Ya gotta take the good with that bad. :P I have a quix... it's a long one, so only read it if you really want to. XD Really Long Survey (over 200) Created by starsbleed2nite and taken 98755 times on bzoink! What is your name? Grace Are you named after anyone? noooo What's your screename? Why does a survey care? Would you name a child of yours after you? no to egotastic If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be? i... i don't know. o.o If you could switch names with a friend who would it be? Oohhh! My friend To-uyen. Just because her name is fun to spell. :3 Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly? nuw Would you drop your last name if you became famous? no Basics Your gender: female Straight/Gay/Bi: straight. o.e Single? sadly If not, do you want to be? i am and i don't want to be. Birthdate: 12/19 Your age: 13 Age you act: 15ish maybe 14 Age you wish you were: 13's good. Your height: 5'5 Eye color: brown Happy with it? I want blue eyes.... Hair color: brown Happy with it? yesh Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: r...righty... Your living arrangement: Umm.... I live in house with a mom and a dad and an annoying little brother. Your family: i just told you, stupid head. Have any pets? 4. 2 cats and 2 dogs. Whats your job? being a medocre student Piercings? *points at ears Tattoos? no Obsessions? *watches Phantom o' the oprea for the 10th time* n-no... why.... Addictions? carbohydrates. =3 Do you speak another language? I can say about 15 things in Japanese. =D Have a favorite quote? maybe. Do you have a webpage? yah Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it Do you live in the moment? i try to Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? if they shut up every once and a while Do you have any secrets? chaa! of course Do you hate yourself? nopers Do you like your handwriting? it's okay Do you have any bad habits? ...mabey? I don't know. XD What is the compliment you get from most people? =D....... "Dats a pretty picture" If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? My life isn't THAT interesting. -.- What's your biggest fear? death? Can you sing? sure Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? no Are you a loner? not nessicarily What are your #1 priorities in life? to find someone that loves me. =3 If you were another person, would you be friends with you? why not. I can be ammusing. Are you a daredevil? NOooooo. not at ALL Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? My Low self estime. XD Are you passive or agressive? candy. Do you have a journal? yah What is your greatest strength and weakness? Strenght: I is smartish Weakness: I am to soft If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I'm havin De Ja Vu right now... Do you think you are emotionally strong? reasonably so. Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? I'm only 13. I'll get back to you in about 35 years. Do you think life has been good so far? yup What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? guilt=bad What do you like the most about your body? myyyyy....... i'll get back to you on that... And least? muh legs. Do you think you are good looking? meh. Are you confident? gee, i dunno. look UP ^ What is the fictional character you are most like? Belive it or not, Sheena from ToS. Are you perceived wrongly? No Do You... Smoke? no Do drugs? no Read the newspaper? yes Pray? yes Go to church? yes Talk to strangers who IM you? no Sleep with stuffed animals? yes Take walks in the rain? yesish Talk to people even though you hate them? i try to avoid that... Drive? ello? thirrrrrteeeeennn Like to drive fast? ^ Would or Have You Ever? Liked your voice? sure Hurt yourself? noooooooooooooo Been out of the country? no Eaten something that made other people sick? no Been in love? i dunno. I can't tell. Done drugs? no Gone skinny dipping? no Had a medical emergency? I was a premature baby. does that count? Had surgery? no Ran away from home? no Played strip poker? nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Gotten beaten up? no Beaten someone up? no Been picked on? *snort* cha Been on stage? yes Slept outdoors? yes Thought about suicide? noooo Pulled an all nighter? no If yes, what is your record? nooooio Gone one day without food? no Talked on the phone all night? no Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex? THIIIIRIRRRIRIRIRIRIRITEENNNEENEENEN Slept all day? NO Killed someone? no Made out with a stranger? i've never even been on a date before. -.- Had sex with a stranger? no Thought you're going crazy? hellz yeah. Kissed the same sex? nooooes Done anything sexual with the same sex? no Been betrayed? sure Had a dream that came true? maybe Broken the law? no Met a famous person? yeah Have you ever killed an animal by accident? no On purpose? no Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? no Stolen anything? no Been on radio/tv? yeah. When i was like... 5 Been in a mosh-pit? no Had a nervous breakdown? I've lost count how many. Bungee jumped? NO Had a dream that kept coming back? sure. Beliefs Belive in life on other planets? yeah. Miracles? yeah Astrology? no Magic? no God? yeah Satan? yeah Santa? no Ghosts? no Luck? no Love at first sight? sure. That'd be cool. Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)? no Witches? no Easter bunny? no Believe its possible to remain faithful forever? yeah! Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? .....NO Do you wish on stars? yeah. I've done that. ^_^ Deep Theological Questions Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? in a sense Do you think God has a gender? gee.... I've never realy though of that.XD Do you believe in organized religion? no Where do you think we go when we die? I dunno. Friends Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? not that i know of. o.O Who is your best friend? Bonnie. She's my anime buddy. ^_^ Who's the one person that knows most about you? Bonnie What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? None of my friends. Your favourite inside joke? We have a strange, deranged version of spin the bottle. No kissing involved. Thing you're picked on most about? There's alot of things... Who's your longest known friend? Katie Newest? I guess...isha... Shyest? To-uyen Funniest? Ryane Sweetest? Bonnile Closest? Bonnie Weirdest? ... Ryane Smartest? meh Ditziest? Catelin Friends you miss being close to the most? All of them. Last person you talked to online? eh... I dunno Who do you talk to most online? Bonnie Who are you on the phone with most? Bonnie Who do you trust most? I guess i trust all of them. Who listens to your problems? none of them. I'm kind of... weird that way. Who do you fight most with? Meghan Who's the nicest? I don't know. They're all nice. Who's the most outgoing? Ryane Who's the best singer? To-uyen Who's on your shit-list? Out of my FRIEDS? -.o Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? *cough* WHAT? Most of my friends are girls. XD Who's your second family? *shrugs* Do you always feel understood? nope Who's the loudest friend? Chelsea Do you trust others easily? it depends. Not usually. Who's house were you last at? Reese's Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: I've never been in any of they're arms. o.o'' Do your friends know you? A side of me. ^_^'' I'm more emotional at home. Friend that lives farthest away: Myranda. Love and All That Do you consider love a mistake? no What do you find romantic? sweetness... ya know, being a gentleman. Turn-on? Sense of humor. Turn-off? being a shallow jerk. First kiss? i wish. If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel? flattered, and a little confused. Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going No duh. Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out NO NO NO! Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv yeah. Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? no What is best about the opposite sex? making me feel safe. What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? umm... no knowing? don't ask. What's the last present someone gave you? N/A Are you in love? I don't think so. Do you consider your significant other hot? I don't have an significant other. -.- Who Was the Last Person... That haunted you? No one You wanted to kill? none That you laughed at? Lauren That laughed at you? A lot of people. That turned you on? That one kid who i know. XD You went shopping with? My mom That broke your heart? *shrugs* To disappoint you? I dunno To ask you out? never happened To make you cry? My brother To brighten up your day? my dad That you thought about? that one kid i know. You saw a movie with? myyyy family You talked to on the phone? my mom You talked to through IM/ICQ? i don't remember You saw? my dog You lost? my pen. =3 Right This Moment... Are you going out? no Will it be with your significant other? don't got one Or some random person? no What are you wearing right now? clothes. Body part you're touching right now: I'm not. 0.o'' What are you worried about right now? swim practice. What book are you reading? Harry Potter What's on your mousepad? Somthign about State fairs. o.o Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Sleepy Depressed Sleepy Tired Sad Are you bored? Yah. Are you tired? Uh huh Are you talking to anyone online? no Are you talking to anyone on the phone? no Are you lonely or content? lonely Are you listening to music? i was. Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! heh heh... i took that a while ago, so i don't remeber what i says. Sorry for all the "nope's, no's, and yesh's" I tried to make it intersting with faces and stupid answers. ^_^' I best be going. Fanfic time! ^.^x ~RK

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Saturday, August 13, 2005

   Whoops.

I hope you guys didn't think i was angry yesterday. XD I wasn't. Really. I thought it was funny. o.e'' strange how my mind works. Sorry my post was so short and lame yesterday. I was being rushed (and wasn't supposed to be on the computer. XD) I was gonna tell you guys i got a book of Lord of the Rings songs for my violin. I totally suck at most of them, but that's okay. :P All the more reason to practice! XD hmmm... leseee... Yesterday i watched the second Harry Potter movie. I then realized how much i dislike Daniel Radclif (I'm positive i spelled his name wrong) the guy who plays Harry. His acting sucks. But, i like the movies anyway. ^.-' Other than that, i didn't do much. I'm still working on my fanfics. I'll get them both up as soon as i can. XP I'm sad though. I have to go back to school shopping today. Noooo! ::covers eyes:: School's not starting yet! YOU CANT MAKE ME GO BACK THERE! GAhh! Maybe 8th grade will be better than 7th. Just maybe. ::hopes:: I guess i'll go now. See ya! ~RK

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Friday, August 12, 2005

   I feel so unloved.

No one came to visit yesterday. XD Oh well. You didn't miss much. (I bet you where all busy) But there was a picture i wanted you to see (Not in fanart section) So if you could look at that, that'd be great. ^_^x Look what i found yesterday! HagaRen manga scans! Yay! I read a lot yesterday. I have a favorite part i need to show you though. p.1 p.2 I love it! Aru's so funny! "Brother, you retard!" Heehee... Well, i've gotta go. My grandparents are coming to take my brother and i to luch soon, and i have to take a shower. (eewwwww) See ya! ~RK

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Thursday, August 11, 2005

   Thanks once again.

Thanks you guys for reading my story yesterday. After i get a little more written, i'll put it on fanfiction.net. But, until then, i'll show you a picture of the little blond haired boy, Alex. ^_^x He's not so little in this picture, though. I was bored late last night, so i scanned a sketch and colored it on paint. XD I'm so weird. I think i made him look like both his parents, ne? (he looks a little more like his mom...) Anyways, i hope you guys like it. ^_^x Well, not much going on today. My mom, brother, and i are going to watch our cousins for a little while. They're both really cute and funny so i don't mind. ^.^x After that, i don't know what. Write more fanfiction i guess. It raining. Fits my mood perfectly. I'm not sad... I'm content. ^_^ I don't know why, but rain makes me feel cozy. Sorry this post was so short. I'll go visit you guys now. ^_^x see ya! ~RK

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

   I have a favor to ask all of you.

Mostly to my ToS loving friends. I'm posting a bit of a new fanfic i'm writing (Yeah, i'm still writing my Kratos x Anna story, but i've run into writer's block. i'm just taking advantage that i have insperation for this story. ^_^'') Even if you haven't played ToS, you could read it. It might jsut be extra confusing. XD Well, here we go... People crying. Everyone…dressed in black…crying. Why? A small, blond haired boy stood quietly, his blank brown eyes overflowing with tears. He looked empty, lacking the blissful energy that radiates from most children. He did not seem to want to laugh or play like most boys his age. He looked as if he only wanted to cry. Someone hugged him… told him it’s all right in a soft voice… a kind and sweet voice. Maybe his it was his mother’s. She was crying too. And dressed in black. What happened? Why are they crying? A loss. Yes, a death. But who? Who’s death could affect so many people? Who is it? I’ll never know. Because… That’s when the memory fades. Why can’t I remember? And when… …When will I be able to comfort… …That poor little boy…? ~*♥*~ In a large grassy field stood two figures, one with red-brown hair and one blond. “Concentrate. Become aware of your surroundings.” The man with the red-brown hair said coolly, placing a hand on the hilt of his sword. He was facing the young blond haired boy who had his back turned and his hand also on a sword. The boy nodded. “Yeah.” He said as he took a deep breath Suddenly, without warning, the man drew his sword as if to attack the blond. But the boy pivoted around, blocking the blow. Both of them looked extremely surprised. The man began to chuckle and the blond blushed. “I’m sorry. D-did I do something wrong?” The man just shook his head. “No. You did it perfectly. That’s why I’m amazed. You have wonderful reflexes, and you’ve learned so quickly.” He said, still chuckling, looking the young man straight in the eyes. “I’ll bet your father’s proud.” The blond smiled and slid his sword in its sheath. “…You…you really think so?” He asked quietly as his companion did the same. “I do.” Her replied, a warm smile on his face as well. After a moment of just listening to the soft wind in the grass, the young man spoke. “I’m going to go visit my dad. Could you tell my mom where I went?” His teacher nodded. “Of course.” He reassured the blond. “Thanks Grandpa.” The boy said, smiling. And with that, teacher and pupil went separate ways. The older man walked through the large field towards a small town called Luin where he lived, as well as his student’s mother. Once in the town he headed through the small village to the boy’s home. On his way there, he ran into a young woman carrying a basket full of groceries with blond hair much like his student’s. “Hello, Colette.” He said kindly, greeting his friend. “Oh! Hi Kratos!” she said with a smile as she trotted over to him, her blond braid bouncing behind her. “Where’s Alex?” “He told me to tell you that he is visiting his father.” Kratos said in an expressionless voice. Colette’s smile faltered a little, but did not fade. The two then continued walking. “Ah, I see… How did his training go?” she said, changing the subject quickly. “Wonderfully.” Kratos replied truthfully. “He has incredible talent.” Kratos saw the Chosen glow with a mother’s pride at those words. “I’m glad.” She said distantly. Then she seemed to remember something. “Say, Kratos, you did say you would come to dinner tonight, right?” “Yes.” The seraphim nodded. “Alex asked me. He wouldn’t let me alone until I said yes.” He added with a slight smile. “That sounds like something he’d do.” She said with a laugh. “He really looks up to you, Kratos.” The man looked a little embarrassed by these words, causing Colette to giggle again. “I’ll see you later.” The young woman said, as she walked towards the door of her home, leaving Kratos to walk to his house by himself. “He really looks up to you.” The words echoed in his head. “He looks up to me,” the man thought. “… How strange…” ~*♥*~ “Hi, Mom!” Alex said cheerfully, bursting through the door. He found his mother at the stove over a pot of curry and gave her a kiss on the cheek. “Ah, your home.” His mother replied warmly. “Your grandfather should be here soon.” “That’s right!” the blond said, sitting down at the kitchen table. “He’s coming to dinner today, isn’t he?” Colette nodded. “So how was your trip?” she inquired, wiping her hands on a towel, and sitting down on the chair across from him. “Good.” He simply. His mother saw a strange, melancholy emotion in her son’s eyes, and didn’t have to hear anymore. She knew exactly how it went. There was a moment when neither spoke, but just sat and thought. Finally Alex said, “Grandpa Kratos say’s I’m really good at swordsmanship. That’d he thinks Dad’s proud.” The blond haired boy beamed with pride, and so did his mother. “Kratos told me, and I’m sure he is. I am too.” Colette said, squeezing her son’s arm lovingly. “Why don’t you get clean up? You’ve got some dirt on your face.” She then threatened to wipe it off with herself, but Alex was already out of the room. When Kratos arrived, Colette already had three warm bowls of curry set on the table. They all had a warm meal, sharing stories. Kratos and Alex talked of swordsmanship. Colette chimed in when she had something to contribute, though she didn’t know much of the topic. They talked about the beautiful weather they had been having. Colette said how it was wonderful for her garden, and that her tomatoes should be delicious. Both males promised to try them as soon as they where ripe. Once the meal was through, Alex stood and yawned, saying he was going to turn in for the night because he had a long day. Neither of his elders objected, and the boy traveled up the stairs to his room. Kratos pushed away from the table and crossed his arms. As soon as Colette was sure her son was out of earshot, she said, ”Kratos, could I talk to you before you go?” He nodded for her to continue. “When do you… when should I tell him? When do you think he’ll be ready?” Kratos sighed deeply and closed his eyes, thinking for a moment. “It is for you to decide. He’s fifteen years old. He may handle it well.” Colette bit her lip. “I know… but… he may not. I can’t tell how he feels anymore. He seems to put a mask whenever I ask him… He says he’s totally at peace with it. Even so, I have a hard time believing him.” She sighed and held her head up with her hands. “It’s not something that’s easy to hear.” Her voice was so quiet, that Kratos had a hard time hearing her. He closed his eyes again, thinking hard. “It is for you to decide…” He repeated, “But, no mater when you tell him, he will be hurt.” The Chosen brought her hands down, and began to wringing them nervously, biting her lip again. “Your right.” She said. “I’m sorry for keeping you.” Colette stood and held the door open for her comrade. Kratos got up from his seat, and headed towards the door. As he was exiting, Colette whispered, “I will tell him. Tomorrow, I will tell him.” Kukuku.... What is she gonna tell him? Well, i need to write that. should i include it in the same chapter? Or should i make my readers suffer? I'd appriciate any comments you might have. ^_^'' Thank you. Now that that's over with... I'm going bowling today! With some of my friends! Yay! I can't play the game for my life, but it's still fun. Although, last time we went, my friend almost choked on pizza cheese. o.e'' It go stuck in her appliance thingie (something like braces) I think we'll stay away from that pizza today. XD They also have DDR there. I can't play that well either, but it's still so fun! okay. I'ma gonna go . I don't have much more to say. ^_^'' I hope you guys enjoyed my little preview for my story. See ya! ~RK

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Tuesday, August 9, 2005

   I did it! 2 pics up!

Gift for Grandparents Some kenshin art (finaly) Okay, it's only 2, but i did acheive my goal. I got some done. XD I didn't have as much time as i thought i would either. :/ My mom had to go shopping yesterday. T.T'' Anyway, if you could comment and vote on both, that would be great. ^_^x Well, i don't have much to say yet cause i'm posting early. But, i have a reason to post early. I'm going to the pool with my Aunt and cousin today. Since my mom's not gonna be home till the afternoon (she's started working already! She works at a school. ;_; NOOOO!) so my aunt is picking us(my brother and i) up. It should be fun, because we used to go to this water park all the time, but haven't this year. Yeah. Okay. I guess i'll go now. I hope you guys are enjoying the fact that i'm not in a bad mood lately, because that might change when school start. T_T; I'll either get super depressed, or will hate every thing. Just warning you. See ya! ~RK

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Monday, August 8, 2005

   You guys deserve some piccies. =3

You've all been so nice lately. Comment on my pics, cheering me up when i had a head ache. ^_^x I thought i'd find some pics for you. Tomatoes are good! It's from the PS2 version coming out, where you can marry Lumina. :3 cute, ne? Some of the villagers. ^.^x And teh animals! ^__^x Those where all from harvest moon, in case you couldn't tell. ^_^x Well then, This morning was awesome. I slept till amost 10. That was one of my summer goals. XD To sleep late. ^.^x Today... I'm going to work on some pics. I have a bunch that i haven't colored. XD I've been afraid to because i'd mess it up. ;_; But, i'm feeling brave today. XD If i'm lucky i'll actually get at least one done by tomarrow. ^_^x Well, sorry for another uneventful post. Thanks for reading you guys! ^_^x See ya! ~RK

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Sunday, August 7, 2005

   my head hurts again.

grrrr... I don't know why. Oh well. It's not so bad now, i'm just sleepy. Yesterday was fun. We played this James Bond video game, which i positively sucked at. But it was funny because i was kind of hyper, so i'd freak out when someone shot me. XP Then we went out side, watched her and her friends skateboard. (I have the worst balance. All i can do is stand on it.) Then we went in her pool. (by then it was about 9, so it was dark. but the water was warm, so that's okay.) We practicaly killed eachother trying to get this one beach ball. o.- All and all, it was a fun night. ^_^x Then this morning, my dad supprised me and told me we where going to brunch with his friends. We. I had to wake up earlier than i would have liked. T_T'' I guess it was okay. I had crapy food though. XD hmmmm... i'm sorry i'm out if it today. T.T I don't know what i'll do for the rest of the day. (it's 3:30) I'm gonna do something that doesn't involve any sort of exertion since i'm so tired. -.- I'll visit you guys first though. See ya. ~RK

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Saturday, August 6, 2005

   You guys made my day.

::hugs and cookies to all:: Thank you SO MUCH for your comments yesterday. Seriously, you make my day when you comment and vote. ^_-' I know it sounds stupid, but it's true. Especialy when it's my own character. Thanks again. ^___^x OOOOKay. Today had a weird start. o.O'' I had to pick up all the dog crap in the yard. ewewewwww~ o_e'' I'll spare you all the details. After that was done... i drew... an' stuff. yeah. Today should be fun though. I'm going to see my friend i have't seen in... i dunno 6-7 mounths. ^_^x There having a BBQ. fun, fun~. Wow i'm boring. Sorry. I'll try to be more interesting. Here's somthing intereting! And werid... Ever since i came to the conclusion that Lloyd is my big brother, every time i see a pic of him i go, "Nii-san~!" XD Yeah. I'm a total freak, but that joke will stick for quite a while. =3 I must leave you now. ^_^ I'll go visit folks. See ya! ~RK

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