Wednesday, January 25, 2006

WIP

I'm attempting to work on yet another CG pic. XD ::looks at backgroundless Kingdom Hearts picture:: dhheh... I'll get back to that eventually. ^.^; Yah, the one in back is me trying to shade and make Kratos' hair all... shiney and blue (yes, blue, his wings are blue. XD). And that background, i didn't draw myslef. I snagged it off google. ^_^; OOh, but my lines are all smooooth... ::pets them:: I found a way to scan a pic and not have all that gray crap everywhere... So it's just black and white. ^.^x go me. Hopefully i'll finish that soon... I got back from basketball practice a little while ago (it's 6:30, i got back at 5:30). It turns out i'm all the A team. The AA team is the better one which i got on last year. ^_^; I'm not that sad though, because my best friend is on the same team. And i'll probably be one of the better players on the team too. ^.^x (not to sound cocky or anything. It's just a guess. XDDD) That and the coach is cool. ^_^x I guess you can tell i'm feeling better today. Maybe being with my friends helped... It's just that i was so afraid yesterday. Even though i had no reason to be afraid. ^_^; It's really kind of hard to explain... All you need to know is, i'm okay now. ^_^~ Uggh, okay, so i'm in art this semester... Yeah, i don't really like my art teacher. She's... nice and everything, and not a bad teacher, but the thing is, she plays favorites. T_T; A lot. She'll rave over certain people's art, even if it's not that great. I'm not saying she should fall in love with mine or anything like that, i just would understand her more if the people she raved about actually had REALLY good art. Like, one of my friends for example. She's a really awesome artist. She's more of a realism person. My art teacher doesn't really pay her all that much attention. ^_^; Also, she'll automatically praise anyone who's on the cross country team (she's a coach). Yeeeah, that just kind of bugs me. All i really want i guess is for her to notice my work. She probably doesn't like my style, but if she could just appreciate the work i put into it and my artistic merit, then i'd be happy. T.-; But, i've been in her class for two years in a row, and she doesn't really pay me much attention. Okay, so i'm a little jealous of her favorite students... ::sigh:: I'm gonna try to get her attention with our current project. ^_^x Maybe that'll work. ::determined:: I shoud go now... I have homework. XDDD Yeah. Well, i'll see you guys later! Oh, and sorry now layout yet. ^_^; i'm deciding between 2 or 3 different wallpapers. Sorry! Bye! ~RK

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Tuesday, January 24, 2006

EH, yah. Again.

I stayed home again. T_T; I had a werid nervous break down thingie, and yeah. My mom was nice enough to let me stay home. ::sigh:: I feel like a wuss. ;o; I don't even really deserve a day off, but my stomach was and still is bothering me and that always makes me uneasy. I just lose control sometimes, and i get stuck. I can't do anything when i'm like that. T_T; Don't worry, you guys don't need to really comment on that. I know it's hard to know what i'm talking about. ^_^; I'm just venting... Okay, i just found this little anime clip of Ed and Al with their Japanese voices. AH! Al's is so cute! I love the English versions too, but the two of them just made me laugh in this one. It's really short though... I don't really know what that screem is at the begining, but that's okay. Does anyone know where i can down load the anime in Jap? It think that might be interesting. ^.^x I forget what the deal is in this one, but the fake Al is so cute. x3 (at least, i think he's the fake Al. That's just what i figured from the sub. ^.^;) I know i sound cheerful, but i'm not really. :/ The movie did cheer me up a bit i guess... I suppose all i can do is be ready to go to school tomorrow and relax while i can. ^^; I should go now. Bye! P.S.- I'll probably try an'make my HagaRen layout today. ^^x ~RK

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Monday, January 23, 2006

   Sleeeeep.

I'm tired. CURSE YOU EARLY MORNING B-BALL PRACTICE! ::dies:: My head hurts too. And my stomach was feeling terrible for most my first period class. ;o; Oh well. Hopefully tomorrow with be better. ARGGH! I have to got the Religious ED. tonight. It shouldn't even be call Religious ED. THey don't teach us anything, they just talk and make us play lame games that have NOTHING to do with religion. I tell my mom that i don't want to go, she says i should because it's important to her. While i respect that, i ask her why it's important to her. She says it's because she wants me to have religion in my life. I TOLD her again and again there's nothing to get about it, but she says she doesn't buy it. I'm fine with halfing religion in my life, only Religious ED is just sitting in a classroom for a hour and a half more than i have to. All after i've been sitting in a fricking class room for 6 hours. WOEIFJILANVPIONQPWOENFIO;NASOIVHNLF!!! I'm ANGRY! I just don't want to have to sit and listen to more lecturs that mean absolutly nothing. I've heard everything they talk about dozens of times before, i don't need to hear it AGAIN! Know what they talk about? FEELINGS and BEING A GOOD PERSON and TELLING THE TRUTH. WTF??? I learned all that in Preschool! ::falls over:: T_T New layout will be FMA. Next layout will be Cowboy Bebop since that was another popular one. heh, hopefuly i wont post 7 times today, eh? ~RK

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

WTF?

I just typed up a nice long post and it dissapeard! I think i'm loosing my mind. XD Well, yesterday i went out with my family to celebrate my mom's b-day which was on Thurs. (oh, and i have a picture i drew for her up in my fanart if your interested. :D) Yah. We saw the movie "The New World" which is the story of Pocahontas. Yah. It was good. A bit of a chickflick because of all the romance, but my mom and i liked it. My brother and dad got bored though. XD Ah, i saw FMA last night. Poor Roy. D: And poor Winery, but i felt worse for Roy. (don't ask me why. XD) Haha, when my friend and i where watching DNAngel the otherday, i kept laughing whenever Dark talked. (he and Edo have the same voice actors. XDDD) It's just funny. I'm in a strange mood right now, can you tell? 8D One more thing! I've narrowed down the next theme to my site. 1.) Fullmetal Alchemist 2.) Tales of Symphonia 3.) Cowboy Bebop Please pick one! ^.^x Well, i better go. I have to write a minnie report on George Washington Carver. T.T; How boring. See ya! ~RK.

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   Sorry!

I haven't been around lately! I'm so sorry! For some reason, myO is being really slow on my computer. :/ It takes ridiculous amounts of time to load just MY page. XD I dunno why. So anyway, sorry for not being around. I just got impatient and didn't feel like waiting for my computer to load. XD Yesterday day, my family and i took a train downtown to get my dad, then we went to lunch, went bowling, and then saw the movie "The New World". It was kind off a celebration for my mom, because her birthday was on Thursday and she had to work the next day. We couldn't give her a fun outing then. (Oh, i made her a gift too. It's in my fanart gallery. I'm just to lazy to link it. Please vote and comment! ^.^x) The movie was pretty good. It was long, but very romantic. (which is probably why my mom and i liked it, and my dad and brother didn't. XDDD) It's the story of Pocahontas. Yah. Pretty different from the Diseny version, i.e. more historically accurate. ^.^; Oh, i actually saw FMA last night! Poor Roy. I felt bad for him. And Winry, but mostly Roy. XD Ed's Dad is weird... i forget what his story is. And the other day... my friend and i where watching a little DNAngel (though it was vol.6 and i've only watched vol. 1. XD) and i figured out that Dark and Ed have the same voice actors. HAHA. that's just funny to me. I don't really know why. But evertime after that i heard Dark talk i giggles because i was picture Ed saying those things. 8D It was hillarious. To me. ^.^; (i'm feeling strange right now, can you tell? XD;;) Humm, i have to work on this little minni report on George Washington Carver. T.T; Yeah, the peanut guy. It's not very long though, so that's good. 8D One more thing before i go though. I've narrowed the theme of my next layout down to three... 1) Tales of Symphonia 2) Fullmetal Alchemist 3) Cowboy Bebop Yeahp. Pick one please! ^.^x Catch ya later! ~RK

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Friday, January 20, 2006

   No School. yEAh

Clicky Another picture. ^_^; I should really be working on a birthday gift for my mom, but i got bored during school. Please take a look at it~! I think i need a new layout... i really like this one, but i'm bored with it now. ^_^; Lessee... either 1. Rurouni Kenshin 2. Trigun 3. Cowboy Bebop (i luv Ed and Ein. XD) 4. Azumanga Daioh 5. Fullmetal Alchemist 6. Tales of Symphonia 7. Furits Basket 8. Other Uhh... yeah. maybe you guys could help me narrow it down a bit? I have a lot of ideas. ^.^; Thanks! Well then. I've got to draw alot today. ^.^ That's a goooood thing. x3 Maybe i'll post some here. ^_^x I really don't have anything to say. ^_^; Sorry. XD See ya! ~RK

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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Mood: Indiffernt

I'm not happy, not sad. I just.. am. XD I was so tired today i was acting drunk. XDDD I woke up late for basketball practice today too, so i dunno why i'm so tired... ^_^; I still feel a little crummy now... Lucky for me, we have Friday off because of teacher meetings, so i can rest somemore. ^__^x YAY. I have to sit through the honor classes info assembly at my high school first. T_T; They'll tell us more about registration... blah. It's to much stress all at once. ;o; OMFG you need to see this comic. It's Tales of Symphonia, so sorry if you don't get it. Read the discription and maybe you'll get it a little bit more... [link] It's so funny... At least i think. ^_^; That person has some cool ToS art. ^_^x Yah. IIIIIi'm done talking. i have a bit of math homework that's completely confusing me. XD And some Hamlet stuffs. D: Oh well. See you guys later! ~RK

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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

   Grrah.

Some kid saw me doodling today in math started saying how much he hated anime. That's fine, every one has their own opinion. I wouldn't have minded if he didn't go on and say that it doesn't take skill to draw anime and that anyone can do it. T_T; That made be feel bad. Yup. u_u I'm not a very confident person as it is, so to hear that isn't good. ::shakes head:: And this kid used to be a pretty cool guy. ::sigh:: I'm not looking for attention or anything. I just though you guys should know... know... i dunno what. XD Just know. ^^; OMG the High School Guidance Consular came in today. ;o; Lots of "If you don't choose your future path now you'll DIE and amount to NOTHING!" I know they're just exaggerating, but it still not fun to sit through. T_T; Lots of stress. x( Lucky for me, my mom is a Guidance consular. ^^x She'll help me out. Yah. But i've been thinking lately... I really want to do something involving art in my future. I can't imagine doing anything different; i'd probably be miserable if i did. ^_^; But still... every time i think of this, i tell my self everything i achieve is not enough to attain that future. So i always compare myself to other people and look for ways to put my own work down... i'm literally my own biggest critic. T_T; ::sigh:: When i get down i eat. I've now eaten enough cookies to feed 10 people. ;o; YARGH. Hey, on another note, i was listenting to the Disturbed song "Deify" (did you know that "deify" means idolize and "defy" means dissobay? I didn't know they were different words. XD I'm soooo observant...) And it totally reminds me of Kratos and Yggdrasill. w00. I'll post the song lyrics since i cant find a video or anything. :) All my devotion's betrayed I am no longer afraid I was too blinded to see How much you've stolen from me You wanna why I feel so horrified I let my innocence die You wanna why I can't be pacified You make me bury something I wont be sleeping tonight I only wanted them blessing me Now I've been labeled a renegade It seems so clear now what I must do You're no immortal, I wont let them Deify you They view you as the new messiah Deify you Renew belief in some dement in me You wanna know why It seems the passion's died We've all been living this lie You wanna know why My will's been fortified You make me hunger again Good luck sleeping tonight I only wanted them blessing me Now I've been labeled a renegade It seems so clear now what I must do You're no immortal, I wont let them Deify you They view you as the new messiah Deify you Renew belief in some dement in me All my devotion's betrayed I am no longer afraid I was too blinded to see How much you've stolen from me Deify you They view you as the new messiah Deify you Renew belief in some dement in me Deify you They view you as the new messiah Deify you Renew belief in some dement in me I now go to drow my bad mood with some DDR. :D ~RK

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Sunday, January 15, 2006

   Yay fanfiction!

New Kratos/ Anna fanfiction chapter! Yay! Chapter 4! I updated it at like... 2 in the morning. XD My muse only visits at night. ^_^; You probably shouldn't read it if you haven't beaten/ played the game Tales of Symphonia. Sorry for not being around lately! My brother got a new computer game yesterday, so i couldn't really get on. ^_^; I did however, pass my first Standard song on DDR! (i'm a loooooser! x3) Yay me! :D I also played a little FMA, and i found a kitty. o.o It showed Al, looking at the kitty, then lookin at Ed who was looking away from him, then at the cat again. Then i looked in the accessories section, and you could equip the kitty on Al. XD It was so cute. i didn't get to save though, so i can show my friend again today. (We had to move our anime day to today) I played that Mario DDR yesterday. It was pretty bad. XD We beat it in about an hour. That's how easy it was. On the hardest setting. XD Funny. I have to go, but i wanna give you a Scrapped Princess AMV (i lurv AMV's. XD) I don't thik there are any spoilers. I'm sorry if there are! It was the best one i could find. ^_^; LINKIN PARK BABY! haha... ~RK

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Friday, January 13, 2006

   Friday the 13...

It wasn't unlucky. ^_^; It was quite nice actually. No homework, and i might have some friends over today. A few of them really want to play Kindom Hearts because they all like Diseny. XD And two of my friends have DDR too, so we can play that if they bring their pads. YAY! I think i've earned a fun Friday. I've been very busy this week... like this morning at BASKETBALL PRACTICE! I made the team! ::dances:: And so did one of my best friends. ^_^~ I'm so happy. I did have to wake up at like 5:15 this morning again though. XD Yuck. Hrm... I also want to play some FMA today. ^.^x My friend and I are going to play it together on or anime day this sunday. We decided it's a way of rewarding ourselves for making the team. XD After i buy the 3rd Scrapped Princess DVD, we can watch that and some Azumanga Daioh. Fun fun~! ^__^x I wanna leave some lyrics from a Distrubed song called "I'm Alive". ^.^x It reminds me of a character... i don't know which... Maybe Kenshin? Never again will I be dishonored and Never again will I be reminded of livin' Within the world of the jaded They killed inspiration it's my obligation To never again allow this to happen Where do I begin the choices are endless Denying sin, my art, my redemption I carry the torch of my fathers before me Chrous: The thing I treasure most in life Cannot be taken away There will never be a reason why I will surender to your made lies To change myself, I'd rather die No we will not understand I will make the greatest sacrifice You can predict where the outcome lies You'll never take me alive I'm alive (3x) Change again cannot be considered I rage again dispelling my anger Where do I begin the choices are endless My art, my redemption my only salvation I carry the gift that I have been blessed with My soul is adrift in oceans of madness Repairing the rift that you have created I am on the long run must give me your arms now Chrous Bridge: I'm no slave of you feeling brave Or have you gone out of your mind No more games it won't feel the same If I hold my anger inside There's no meaning my soul is bleeding I've had enough of your kind One suggestion use your discretion Before you label me blind Chrous I'm alive (8x) Hey, and why not a AMV. I don't like the song quite so much, but it's FMA and the clips are really cool. O.O The person who made it said that "Avarice" (the tittle(Disturbed again. XDD)) is another word for Greed(which would make sence, because Greed is in it.) See ya! ~RK

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