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Female Location • Wouldn't you like to know. ;] Member Since • 2004-05-16 Occupation • Stuuudent D: Real Name • Sticky 8D
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Achievements • jackshit Anime Fan Since • Ever since I saw Pokemon for the first time! Or was it DBZ...^.^x Favorite Anime • Rurouni Kenshin,Trigun, Azumanga Daioh, Fruits Basket, Scrapped Princess, Cowboy Bebop, Fullmetal Alchemist, and a bunch more... Goals • To do something artsy and actually make a living. *scoff* Hobbies • Drawing, swiming, basketball, violin, and playing Tales of Symphonia! ::droooool:: Talents • Art?
myOtaku.com: RKluverX
Tuesday, May 9, 2006
Thanks...
I don't have much else to say... but I will explain my last post.
A few of you know I have anxiety and that it gets a hold of me sometimes. I can't explain it; I just does. It sort of surrounds and consumes me. Yes, that sounds cheesy, but it's the truth. I usually happens when I'm not home or at school, or not in my "comfort zone" as I like to call it. I just think too much and stuff. So when my parents left for the weekend and left me at my Aunt and Uncle's house, I had a really hard time. I faked my way through and smiled the whole time because I don't like drawing attention to myself. Once the weekend was over I just cracked, and fliped out. Thus, the reletively foulmouthed post. I deleted it, because it's nothing like the way I usually am. Anyway, the reason I was so angry with myself, is I can't decide if I'm bringing this on myself or if I have no control over it. It's all realy confusing and stupid...
I just want to thank you guys for your kind comments. It means alot. ^_^x
Now, that's that. I drew something while I was feeling depressed. It's me and Kisuke! In my story, Kisuke has something that's a mix between paranoia and anxiety. So, I used Kisuke as a vent when I get like that. Right here. As usual, I messed up his face, but oh well. Just don't focus on his face. X3 I just like the post and colors (for the most part). But hey, I wasn't in the right mind when I drew it, so I'd say it's pretty good.
Eh. Homework, then I may play some more Harvest Moon: Magical Melody. It's sooo cute. I think I'm going to marry the doctor, Alex. He's such a cute character, and the doctor thing makes me think of Hatori from Furuba. XD I'll leave you with an Kingdom Hearts AMV, to my theme song, Let Go by Frou Frou. The song is the story of my life. XD It's so pretty... I don't think there are any spoilers in this AMV, but it's a really good one. Makes me want to get up off my butt and beat KHI so I can play KHII. But I'm lazy. :P Okay, NOW I'm leaving! XD
