Wednesday, December 15, 2004

   Fear me... AGAIN BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

RPG or Anime Character by ChaoticSoul
Your Name
Species	Inu (Dog Demon)
Hair Color	Blue w/ Silver streaks
Eye Color	Left-Green Right-Blue
Personality	Vain
Weapon/Power	Fist fighter
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   Cheery mood as always... X3
I've gotten MUCh better in my art all of a sudden. I mean it's sort creepy... One second I'm a good artist next thing I know I'm this really awesome artist of doom!!!! X3 lol

Changing the subject a bit I have been writing a story to the song "Boulevard of Broken Dreams" by Green Day. I have a ways to go but It's progressing quite nicely! It's gonna be on fan fiction.net soon but I would like you guys to read it and tell me what you think of it! Oh while reading it you may get the impession that I was sad when writing this But acually I was in a real good mood when writing it! O and it's for Kingdom Hearts! X3

Well anyway here it is...

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I walk alone

By: Roaring Flame Cat

-for my all my friends-

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*I walk a lonely road
The only one I have ever known
Don’t know where it goes
But it’s home to me and I walk alone…*

“I’ve been wandering this world for three years now… I can barely remember what I was doing here in the first place… Goofy and Donald had lost their hearts to darkness about a year ago… I can’t quite tell anymore… God how I miss them…” I continued to walk for what seemed like hours when I found a cave. I was tired so I sat down in the moist dirt and fumbled with my hair that had grown tremendously over the years… I never found anything to cut my hair… so I finally gave up on it and let it grow. My clothes were old, faded, and very badly ripped…
As I stared at my ripped pants I saw a pointed rock and decided to draw on one of the cave walls. “I miss you Kairi…” I said as I started drawing her face… I was never the best artist but as the years passed, and me drawing her face whenever I stopped to rest I had become somewhat of an expert on drawing her profile.

~*~

“Finished!” I said as I dropped the rock back on the ground. I gazed at my picture for a second and then without my noticing I placed my hand and stroked the area where her lips were with my thumb. “What am I doing!?!” I yelled at myself as I slapped my hand. I sighed and then picked myself up and took one last look at my picture before I left the cave to continue my endless wandering…

*I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I’m the only one And I walk alone*

I continued my endless journey and after walking for only a short time I heard a low deep growl from behind me. I instantly turned around with my Keyblade in my hand and smacked the heartless silly. I knew this one oh too well. It had never been around when I was only fourteen so when I first fought it I named this one Grral because of its deep growl and dragon-like shape. When I defeated it, it let out a painful roar and toppled over with a loud thud.
I made sure I had killed it before I broke off one of its fangs and added it to my collection of heartless pieces inside a bag I had found while I traveled through another world destroyed by the heartless. “God I wish there was at least one other person here…” I moaned to myself as I walked with my eyes focused on the ground. As the time passed by I finally came to a very run down city or maybe it was a town... But somehow it seemed very familiar to me… I walked through the city for a while when I stopped dead in my tracks.
I saw a very small Grral trying to gnaw the flesh off a girl. I charged at it and destroyed it in one swing. The Grral roared and disappeared in a wisp of black smoke, much like the Shadow heartless. After watching the smoke disappear in the sky before I inspected the girl. “It… it can’t be…” I said as I inspected her body. “Y-Yuffie!?!” I exclaimed as I inspected her once more.
“nn…” She moaned as she slowly came to.
“Yuffie! What happened? Where are the others?”
Yuffie slowly opened her eyes and panicked as she first saw me.
“S-stay b-back!!!” She screamed in fright as she quickly backed away from me and cringed.
“Yuffie… It’s ok… It’s me Sora.” I said sounding as gentle as I could and extending a hand out to her. Yuffie looked at my face, then my hand, and then back at my face with a very frightened look. She squinted very hard at my face and I pulled my very long bangs out of my face to help her realize it was me.
“Is it really you Sora…?” She said in a very scared tone.
“Yes Yuffie…” I said in the same tone I used on her to calm her down. She took a few final glances at me and then jumped on me and hugged me tight as she began to cry.
“Sora… I’ve been so scared… Me! The great… ninja Yuffie…” Se said as she buried her face in my hair. I wrapped my arms around her and inhaled her scent. It hadn’t changed much from what I could remember… Although she was now eighteen I felt as if not one second of time had passed.
“Shh… It’s ok now Yuffie… Please tell me what happened to the others… Last I heard you were traveling with Cid, Leon, Aerith and Cloud. Where are they?” I asked in a very soft tone. Yuffie fell dead silent… “Yuffie!?!” I asked now getting a bit worried now. She put her index finger on my lips and slowly leaned toward my ear and whispered so quietly that I almost couldn’t hear her.
“…Gone…” She whispered.
“Gone!?! Gone where!?!” I asked her sounding a bit alarmed.
“Heartless…”
“Wha…?” Before I could ask her the next question on my mind another Heartless I had encountered before appeared and with one of its claws it dug its arm into her chest and pulled out her heart. I saw it glow with a bright red and a faint shade of purple before the heartless I had named Claw Crusher devoured her heart; right in front of me. I saw Yuffie’s body slowly disappear in a gold and silver light and before I knew it she was gone… My eyes saw red.
“DA** YOU!!!” I screamed as I jumped to my feet and my Keyblade appeared in my hands. I struck it in the face and then aimed for it’s claws. “YOU BAS*ARD!!!” I yelled out as I cased my summon spell. Within a few seconds a lion with devil horns, black angel wings, large spikes running down it’s back, and huge saber tooth fangs appeared in front of me.
“It’s been a while…” The creature said as it turned it’s large face toward me.
“Yes I know! Now quit stalling and help me!!!” I was filled with too much hatred to greet Sayber. I just kept swinging the Keyblade as hard as I could.
“Fine… be that way!!!” Sayber called out. “Oh and watch your language!!! Good God…” By now I was to blind with rage to even hear Sayber call out to me… I couldn’t believe that this heartless had the gall to steal her heart right in front of me. “I’LL NEVER FORGIVE YOU!!!” I said as I delivered the final blow. The Claw Crusher let out an ear-shattering scream and fell over on top of the remains of a few buildings. I inhaled and exhaled very heavily as I studied the fallen heartless…
“It’s ok Sora… You avenged her… Don’t overdue it… I mean you killed the thing by yourself. You didn’t even need me…” Sayber said sitting down next to me.
“I know…” My voice began to quiver “I just wish I could’ve saved her…” Tears began to fill in my eyes. Sayber rested one of it’s large paws on my shoulder and gave me a small pat on the back.
“It’s ok… You’ll find a way to get their hearts back.” Sayber said as it disappeared back to the realm from whence it came. I was silent for a moment. The tears ran freely down my cheeks now, but I never made a sound… after a few moments I dried my tears and picked myself up again. “Ya I will…” I whispered to myself as I continued walking again.

*I walk alone. I walk alone. I walk alone. I walk alone.
My shadow ‘s the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
‘till then I walk alone*

As I continued my journey I kept thinking about Yuffie and all the others. And what our lives would be like if the heartless never ruined our lives… “Kairi… Riku… Where are you?” I asked myself as I looked toward the reddish orange clouds. It was almost dark now so I went in search of another so called home for the night. I walked around for a while on a road that looked somewhat red and black checkered… I passed some bushed that were now burned to nothing but twigs…
As I continued along my path I saw a few pieces of paper that looked like giant cards but they were so horribly burned I couldn’t tell even if I had know what they were… I knew this wouldn’t be the best spot to spend the night so I continued walking… I continued walking for hours it seemed when I finally came to a larger forest. Most of the trees had been knocked down but surprisingly it was still very green and lush. I found a very large hollow tree and decided to spend the night in there for the night… I grabbed some very soft leaves and used them as a pillow while I pulled out a small blanket from my bag and instantly fell asleep…

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I woke up to the sound of a few birds and the sun’s rays blaring in my eyes… “Err…” I moaned as I rolled over and curled in a ball under my blanket.
“Wake up you lazy bum…” I heard someone very familiar say to me. I instantly spun around to where the voice was coming from… and that’s when I saw her.
“K-Kairi!?! Kairi is it really you!?!” I exclaimed. She just giggled and started to walk away from me. I blinked a couple times and then I saw her body being engulfed by a black smoke… and before I knew it she was gone…
“KAIRI!!!” I yelled. I checked my surroundings panicking a bit and when I realized that I was alone. I wiped the beads of sweat off my forehead and took a deep breath and sighed… “It was just a dream… A LOUSY DREAM!!!” I yelled as I slammed my fists on the bark of the tree. The slamming of my fists on the tree echoed throughout the empty forest… Hearing the hollow sound I gathered my thoughts and took a deep breath. “Kairi…” I whispered to myself in desperation as I picked up my bag and walked out of the tree onto a mossy path… Just me and my shadow…

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I had been walking for about an hour now. I could tell by my shadow-who was once stalking me from behind, now was dancing around my left ankle. As I continued walking I decided to stop and eat. My stomach was growling like there was no tomorrow… I took a quick glance at my surroundings and when I saw the rubble of what looked like a very large building and walked toward the base of a statue that was in front of the building and sat down…
I inspected the building carefully to make sure nothing was gonna pop out and eat me. And when I came to the conclusion that I was alone I sat on one of the remains of the statue and pulled out some meat from a heartless I had killed on the way here. I gnawed on the meat when I got a chill up my spine and then everything went silent… I could only hear my heart’s steady beating. And then I heard some thing from behind me and I instantly jumped in the air just when it attacked.
I had never seen this heartless before so when I landed I had to take a minute to study it. The heartless was a giant two-headed wolf, but it had three front paws and directly down the center it was spilt into two colors. Ice blue and crimson red. The blue wolf had a unicorn-like horn on it’s forehead while the red wolf had a long horn that was straight but went behind it’s head.
The heartless stared at me for a moment as if trying to read my thoughts, and then without warning it leaped into the air and began to breathe fire and ice every which way. It seemed like the sky was falling for a moment and I knew I couldn’t dodge the attack so without my knowing I began twirling my keyblade to block the attack. I was successful in blocking the attack but before I had time to make my next move the wolf had already made a counter attack. It swiped one off its large paws at me and knocked me a good five yards! As soon as I got my bearings I charged at the heartless and hit it as heard as I could…

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About an hour had passed when I first started battling this thing and I could tell it was ready to topple over soon. I was exhausted from all the magic I cased and the blows I gave the heartless from the keyblade. As I stood there with the tip of my keyblade on the ground the heartless called out a mighty roar and then began absorbing energy for the final attack. I was too tired to attack anymore but I could still run so I thought “Hey why don’t I let it do the dirty work for me?” With that I began running as fast as my legs would carry me. As I got closer I could tell that it would release the blast from it’s mouth anytime now so I did the first thing that came to mind. I jumped in between both heads and waited there for a moment. At the very last second I super glided to safety while the creature destroyed itself with it’s own blast...

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That's all I have so far I thik it's really good on account that I only write humor stories in script format. X3 Well that's all for my little life right now... SEE YAZ!!! *runs back to EvlesAteMyRamen's Ebay auction to protect it*

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Monday, December 13, 2004

   I LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIVE!!!!!! *starts walking around draging one foot like a zombie and looking insane*
Hey All!!! Sorry I haven't been on in a while... I've been busy finishing up my very last x-maz present shoping 4 my friends... *I've gone to the mall 3 time this week I'm wiped...* Well I just wanted to say I'm alive and I have 2 new pic on the net! *acts proud* Well It's 12:01 Am where I am and I'm beat... I'm taking a shower, drooling over D-N-Angel #5 for an hour and then I'm going to bed... *throw a wrench at nephew* If you can dodge a wrench you can dodge a dodgeball...
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Monday, December 6, 2004

   I HAVE FUFILLED MY PURPOSE!!!!!!
I finally sow the secret ending to Kingdoom Hearts!!!!! My problem was I got al 99 puppies but I never visited their house... *sometime I think I'm the biggest air head on the planet* >.< Oh well I saw the movie and that's all that matters! X3

Oh! I almost forgot! I'm planning on doing a Kingdom Hearts X-Maz pic! I plan on Sora and Kairi sitting together on a couch in front of a fire place But... I'm not to sure about the pose... Maby you guys can help me out!

1-Sora and Kairi are opening their presents from eachother... and bouh presents are a Paopu fruit... X3 then I invision their expresions are like OMG!!!

2-Kairi opens her present and seeing it's a Paopu she jumps on him and give him a hug!

3-Sora opens Kairi's present on a glove on a spring slaps a pie in his face X3

4-Forget the presents! Sora, Kairi, Cloud, Aerith, Leon, Yuffie, Donald, Goofy, a Shadow Heartless, and a Moogle are having a super soaker fight!!! XD

5-I might pervoke myself to draw Sora and Kairi under the mistletoe... *I MIGHT draw that... But only if you pple really Really REALLY BEG ME!!!!*

Heh sorry if my ideas are really cose to each other... *SO SUE ME I COULD'NT THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE!!!* X3 Well if you like one of my ideas that's fine but if you have something else in mind SHARE IT PLEASE I'M BEGGING!!!!! lol XD

One last thing! I almost finished my long lost request! *It'll probally be posted on tues of wed!

X3 Well that's all 4 now!!! TTFN Ta Ta For Now!!! *bounces off singing the Tigger song*
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Thursday, December 2, 2004

   YES!!!!
OMG I COLDN'T BE MORE HAPIER!!! *ok maby I could* BUT SERIOUSLY!!!

Why I'm so happy you ask? Ok #1 I piced out my classes next year 4 school and I got all of the ones I wanted!!!

Algebra: *again have you ever noticed that there's the word BRA in? I mean what do bras have anything to do with math???*

Geology: OO PeRdY StArZ!!! *star dissapears* NOOOOOOOOOOOO NOT MORE HEARTLESS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Ceramics: CLAY FIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gym: AKA PE *Notice if you add another "e" it says Pee!!! XD

German: I din't want to take this class... *but the school says I'm "required..." to take a language... *4 GOD'S SAKE WHY THE HATIES DO WE HAVE TO LEARN A LANGUAGE THAT WERE NEVER EVER GONNA USE!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!*

Lunch and study hall: FOOOOOOOOD FIIIIIIIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*falls on back laughing*

Ok another reason why I'm so happy is I"M FINALLY GONNA BE IN MY SCHOOL YEARBOOK!!!!!!! I have never been in my school yearbook EVER!!! But the reason why I know this is because after school there is J.C.C *Japanese Culture Club* and the yearbook pple came in and took pictures of me AND MY ART!!! So my art is also gonna be in it TOO *OMG I FEEL SO SPECIAL!!!* I'm a bit mad @ myself though because I had a gut feeling that I shold bring my scetch book *with all of my awesome art* but I ignored that feeling and then yearbook comes and bla bla bla You know the rest... I showed off some of my REALLY good doodles but I still want my better pic to be in the yearbook... Oh well... I know the photographer 4 the yearbook team so I can talk to her and get her to get a few pics of my better art!

Next, we're starting swimming in gym! I LOVE SWIMMING!!! *I'm a fish in the water and me being a pisces it kind of makes scence* Lol I'm gonna have F.U.N. fun *the fun song comes on*
F iz 4 friends who do stuff together!
U iz 4 u and meeeeeee!
N iz 4 anywhere and any time at all! Here with my best buddie!!! X3

And the last thing that has made me so happy iz *drum roll* I... have... seen the preview of.... the... KINGDOM HEARTS GRAPHIC NOVEL!!!!!!!!!! OMG SORA IZ SOOOO ADORRIBLE!!!!! X3 I CAN'T STAND HOW CUTE HE IZ AND HE'S JUST SOOO CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE!!!!! AWWW!!!!!!!!!!! XD

And well that's about it 4 now...
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! FEAR ME!!!!!!! *I have no clue why I'm screaming that....

<.<; ... >.> SPLEEN!!!!!!! ^_^
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Wednesday, December 1, 2004

   Oi so tired... happy but tired....
*drools on keyboard* mm huh? Oh! *wiped drool away* Heh... I got all of my x-maz shopping done *while getting a few... ok alot of things 4 myself X3* And God I'm tired... *now I know why my mom only takes me to the mall once a week or month* oi... *falls asleep on the keyboard again* zzzzzzz

-5 hours later-

Oi... soooo sleeeeeeeepy.... here's a quiz I can't stay awake any longer...


What Anime Emoticon Are You?
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Oh and this is a note to ChibiPocky: YOU ARE NEVER GOING TO FIND OUT WHAT YOUR X-MAZ PRESENT IZ SO HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHahahahah
hahahahahahahahaaaaaa........ zzzzzzzzzzzzz *drool*
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Friday, November 26, 2004

   MY OPTIMISIM IZ BAAAAACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well I don't know why I'm so happy but I just am!!! I started some of my REEEEEEEEEEEEEEALLY old requests *I'm almost cirtain that the 2 pple who requested them most likely don't evan remember that they made requests* X3 Let's see what else is good... OH YA! I know what I'm getting every 1 of my friends 4 x-maz! *I'm torturing ChibiPocky with her present* lol X3 Let's see I'm currently working on this Kingdom Hearts pic and OMG it's taking 4 ever!

And since I SUCK at pple's faces I'm using tracing paper to help me but as usual I lost my tracing paper notebook soooooo I cant finish the pic until I do... Feh...

O AND I finally beat the Haties cup ALONE in Kingdom Hearts and HOPEFULLY I CAN FINALLY SEE THAT SPECIAL MOVIE AND THEN I SHALL RULE THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH *inhales* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
*thunderclap* BOW DOWN TO ME!!!!! LOL X3 jk I'm not that kind of ruler... ALTHOUGH I COULD BE!!!! *toothy grin* FEAR ME!!!!!!
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Wednesday, November 24, 2004

   Man I Feel MUCH better!!!
After thinking a few things through and eating a BIG homemade rice crispy treat I felt better! I talked to Katie and we sorted things out... and then from that point on my day just got better and better!

^_^; I'm sorry if my last post frightend you guys... I didn't mean to write sutch a freaky post... Gomen nasi!!! *bows* X3
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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

The Lone Wolf Wanders Alone..... Again
I'm alone yet again... forlorn and traped within darkness again... Here is my tale...

The day went all downhill after school... I went to my room known as my "lair" because it is the entire downstairs of the house but anywhoo I wanted to relax and my parents kept asking me how was school? Over and over and over OMG it gets so annoying! Well finally they left me alone when I remebered that my friend Katie had asked me if she could come over because her mom recently went into the hospital for reasons still unknown... I called her up and left a message for her on her answering machine and then resumed reading my Newtype Magazine...

Katie called back a few moments later saying that she would be over in a while and I said fine... About 15 mins. later Katie arraived at my house and the 1st thing she did was get on the phone *she asked me if she could use it and I didn't care so I said Ya...* Anyway she calles her boyfriend and stays on the phone for an hour! *I knew this because I was watching Yu-Gi-Oh on Kids WB for an hour...* The entire time she was all Hush Hush... like whatever she was saying wasn't good enough for me to hear or something!!! Well anyway she then askes me "Can my BF come over?" and she hadn't told me about this one so I was picturing the 1 she had last week *she one of those pple who has 1 BF dumps him and gets onther 1 3 seconds later* Well I didn't care so I said Ya... And as soon as I said that I knew I would regret it...

Speeding up a bit... her BF comes to the door of my house and there I see a 16 yr old guy... and I'm thinkin OH... MY... GOD... Katie was all excited and happy and she immediatly dragged him down to MY room... I never got a good look at his face because He was wearing a hat and by the time I got downstairs he was on my coutch and right behind my coutch is a lamp... so I couldn't see his face real good... *you can kind of invision someone walking in the distance in a sunset you can see a few features but everthing else is black* Anyway Katie sits right on his lap and makes googly eyes at him! *I told her if I saw or heard one kiss from them I'd kick em' out* The ultimate rull in my room *along with the few others* IS NO KISSING AT ALL!!! So anyway they were making me sick so to get my mind off it I played Kingdom Hearts... I was battling Ansem and pretending Ansem was Katie the entire time but it wasn't helping... She never got off his lap for 1 second and she didn't say a word to me while he was there... She didn't evan conciter my feelings and to how I would react to something like that!!! I started to get so angry I began to slowly growl under my breath *when I get extreemly angry I do that... I know it's a bit weird but if I don't do that I explode in yells and screems* anyway I beat Kingdom Heats again and Katie had to go home and she acted like her BF had never been there... Me being in a horrible mood didn't want to go for the ride when my sis droped both their sorry a$$es off so I stayed home and watched the credits on KH...

When my sis got home I took a shower and while I was doing that memories of all of my so called "friends" who betrayed me for something else... many betrayed me for popularity others for boys and others I can't remember anymore... I felt so alone I couldn't help but silently weep in the center of my room... The memories were so painful and I couldn't stop them... I remebered friends who had left me all the way from Kindergarden to today... I then rembered that Katie was saying how her BF frenched her... and she told me it was so gross in a note but ChibiPocky had said Katie was "bragging" about it... and then I rememberd stuff evan CP had done... The last time I called her was sometime last week i think and she was on the other line with her BF and she said that since she was grounded she could only talk for a few mins. so she said that she would finish up her conversation and call me back... I wanted to fool around with CP before we hung up so I pretended to be real sad and say "So I'm not good enought 4 you??? *sniff sniff*" CP replied "You two are both equally important to me...." I didn't hear the rest... I Said goodbue to CP in our usual way "FINE BE THAT WAY!!!" *we never mean it we just to that 4 fun* well anyway I hung up and went on with my mary life. But while I was remebering this I began to ponder if CP was really truthful in what she said about her BF and me....

I slowly began to wonder if I really do have any friends... or if I'm just like a toy on the shelf... You play with me and then put me back on the shelf to let me sit there until you want to play with me again... It's been bout 3 hours after the incident but I still am wondering about myself... and I keep trying to grasp the concept of what a friend is... I'm just so lost...

I'd like to say thanks to Beyblader, ElvesAteMyRamen, Pandaro, and Techno Cat for always being my friends evan though I only met EAMR and Pandaro not to long ago... Thanks you guys... *craws back in her corner of darkness*
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Monday, November 22, 2004

   And you thought I was done with quizziez...

The Griffin:

The Griffin stands for Freedom. You have the
kind of soul that can't be brought down to
retraints, and will always escape to find a
happier place.

Strengths: Always energetic and looking for some
fun, the Griffin seeks to live an exciting
life. Sometimes you just want to fly away from
the world itself to seek something more
exhilerating to endure and experience. Often
friendly, the Griffin is usually the one who is
the center of attention, always looking to give
a good laugh and help others.

Flip Side: When love calls to the heart of this
freedom seeking bird, sometimes its hard to pin
it down. You don't like being caged, whether it
be a relationship or inside your own house, it
can merely drive you insane! The Griffin is
also known to become carried away, and can also
turn sour to other people on bad days.

Congratulations! You have a Griffin inside!

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Green Dragon
You are a green dragon.Though you may be sweet you
are very deceptive.You lure people into your
trap and capture them.I'd watch out!


Which of these dragons are you?(with pics)
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THE MAIDEN OF FUN


What Maiden are you?
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goddess of snow loving and playful, though a bit
distant


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