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Birthday
• 1990-03-02
Gender
• Female
Location
• Final Fantasy VII... I steal everyone's materia... Ph33r m3
Member Since
• 2003-09-28
Occupation
• a slave of the halls of doom known as school...
Real Name
• Suzanne's my name driving pple up a wall iz my game!!!

Personal

Achievements
• I have succeeded in making everyone love my art and wet their pants when reading my "humor" stories... lol Well not everyone but enough where I'm a happy artist ^_^
Anime Fan Since
• my nick name waz Charlie *as in last minute Charlie XD I've had that nick name for like ever*
Favorite Anime
• Whatever I draw I like and/or love. Titles I'm fond of are Jing: King of Bandits, Flame of Recca, Cased Closed and Card Captor Sakura
Goals
• I want to be a world known anime artist from the US like Piro-san... lol XD I also want to toutch Cloud and Vincent's hair just to see what it feels like... and then steal their materia X3
Hobbies
• Playin' my cube and PS2 *My 2 fav r Skies of Arcadia and Super Smash Bro. Melee *Bowser's mine MINE I SAY!!!* and 4 the PS2 my fav games r Kingdom Hearts, Grandia II, Final Fantay VII *hands down* and Inuyasha* Oh and I enjoy making fanarts of fanart ^_^
Talents
• Screaming Japanese sentences down the halls of my school such as "NANI UN DIO!?!?!" *What are you talking about!?!* sleeping, drawing, singing in Eng. and Jap., and taking forever to to the simplest task... *I'm not slow I'm evenly paced...*

myOtaku.com: Roaring Flame Cat

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

The Lone Wolf Wanders Alone..... Again
I'm alone yet again... forlorn and traped within darkness again... Here is my tale...

The day went all downhill after school... I went to my room known as my "lair" because it is the entire downstairs of the house but anywhoo I wanted to relax and my parents kept asking me how was school? Over and over and over OMG it gets so annoying! Well finally they left me alone when I remebered that my friend Katie had asked me if she could come over because her mom recently went into the hospital for reasons still unknown... I called her up and left a message for her on her answering machine and then resumed reading my Newtype Magazine...

Katie called back a few moments later saying that she would be over in a while and I said fine... About 15 mins. later Katie arraived at my house and the 1st thing she did was get on the phone *she asked me if she could use it and I didn't care so I said Ya...* Anyway she calles her boyfriend and stays on the phone for an hour! *I knew this because I was watching Yu-Gi-Oh on Kids WB for an hour...* The entire time she was all Hush Hush... like whatever she was saying wasn't good enough for me to hear or something!!! Well anyway she then askes me "Can my BF come over?" and she hadn't told me about this one so I was picturing the 1 she had last week *she one of those pple who has 1 BF dumps him and gets onther 1 3 seconds later* Well I didn't care so I said Ya... And as soon as I said that I knew I would regret it...

Speeding up a bit... her BF comes to the door of my house and there I see a 16 yr old guy... and I'm thinkin OH... MY... GOD... Katie was all excited and happy and she immediatly dragged him down to MY room... I never got a good look at his face because He was wearing a hat and by the time I got downstairs he was on my coutch and right behind my coutch is a lamp... so I couldn't see his face real good... *you can kind of invision someone walking in the distance in a sunset you can see a few features but everthing else is black* Anyway Katie sits right on his lap and makes googly eyes at him! *I told her if I saw or heard one kiss from them I'd kick em' out* The ultimate rull in my room *along with the few others* IS NO KISSING AT ALL!!! So anyway they were making me sick so to get my mind off it I played Kingdom Hearts... I was battling Ansem and pretending Ansem was Katie the entire time but it wasn't helping... She never got off his lap for 1 second and she didn't say a word to me while he was there... She didn't evan conciter my feelings and to how I would react to something like that!!! I started to get so angry I began to slowly growl under my breath *when I get extreemly angry I do that... I know it's a bit weird but if I don't do that I explode in yells and screems* anyway I beat Kingdom Heats again and Katie had to go home and she acted like her BF had never been there... Me being in a horrible mood didn't want to go for the ride when my sis droped both their sorry a$$es off so I stayed home and watched the credits on KH...

When my sis got home I took a shower and while I was doing that memories of all of my so called "friends" who betrayed me for something else... many betrayed me for popularity others for boys and others I can't remember anymore... I felt so alone I couldn't help but silently weep in the center of my room... The memories were so painful and I couldn't stop them... I remebered friends who had left me all the way from Kindergarden to today... I then rembered that Katie was saying how her BF frenched her... and she told me it was so gross in a note but ChibiPocky had said Katie was "bragging" about it... and then I rememberd stuff evan CP had done... The last time I called her was sometime last week i think and she was on the other line with her BF and she said that since she was grounded she could only talk for a few mins. so she said that she would finish up her conversation and call me back... I wanted to fool around with CP before we hung up so I pretended to be real sad and say "So I'm not good enought 4 you??? *sniff sniff*" CP replied "You two are both equally important to me...." I didn't hear the rest... I Said goodbue to CP in our usual way "FINE BE THAT WAY!!!" *we never mean it we just to that 4 fun* well anyway I hung up and went on with my mary life. But while I was remebering this I began to ponder if CP was really truthful in what she said about her BF and me....

I slowly began to wonder if I really do have any friends... or if I'm just like a toy on the shelf... You play with me and then put me back on the shelf to let me sit there until you want to play with me again... It's been bout 3 hours after the incident but I still am wondering about myself... and I keep trying to grasp the concept of what a friend is... I'm just so lost...

I'd like to say thanks to Beyblader, ElvesAteMyRamen, Pandaro, and Techno Cat for always being my friends evan though I only met EAMR and Pandaro not to long ago... Thanks you guys... *craws back in her corner of darkness*
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