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Sunday, June 26, 2005


   ...................... Lost.........
*Sigh* I don't know what's wrong with me... I'm feeling down in da dumps all of a sudden -_- I mean a few dayz ago I waz fine and now all of a sudden I'm like lost in my own thoughts and I keep wandering in circles...

I keep thinking about deep dark secrets that I dare would never tell a soul... not even my family... And I keep wondering really strange thoughts that really don't matter..... yet at the same time they keep bringing me down........

Like last night I tried to draw some things and no matter what I draw... It looked horrible.... So then I thought that maybe I'm not cut out to be an artist... I mean I can draw anything with a visual but then when it comed to original characters... I can't do anything... I mean I've only created 4 OCs and so far the only one I can draw by heart iz Koromoro......... and yesterday I couldn't evan draw him.... Maybe I'm just going through my annual dry spell... becuse I always get depressed when I hit my dry spell...

But I still can't help but think about these things.... Maybe the only reason I'm going through my DS iz because I've been overworked at my sis'..... but whatever iz going on... I can't draw at this point in time anymore and I've gone back into my depressed mode..........

I need a hug... *Curls in a ball*

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