Friday, April 22, 2005

yeessssh! no miss sandy!!
Ohhhh what a wonderful day! hahaha... infact its great... i cant stand my child care teacher (the one who teaches us not the one who i am a teachers aide for) and im soo happy cause she's not here today! (yes three hours with a sub!) ooh how nice! i dont have to have circle time... or sing the hello song... or listen to her horrible laugh! i mean her laugh is soo frikken unique... and i can doo it... hahaa... sooo when ever crystal and i get bored we do the *miss sandy* laugh... haha...

hmmmm.... not really much to talk about right now... im in rctc and its like almost time to leave.. like in ten minutes.. soo im just using up this time to leave a posty post! hmm how about some questions... or even better is there anything you guys want to know about me??

hmm and questions for you guys.... hmmmm......

1- if you were an anime character describe how you would want your wicked cool hair.

2- if you were in a band what your you name it.. (something random)

3- and if you could make the greatest pizza in the world (according to you) what would be the toppings???
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Thursday, April 21, 2005

SEEEENYOURS!!! haha.. or seniors... depending on if you have a good education or not!
hey there! well i finally took my senior pictures in to like talk about what pictures i want for wallets and anis and that and so on... blah... i really did not like my pictures... i was expecting to get more taken with my hair a natural color and then i never did..



Yesturday my friends kyle and beth kind of got into a fight(not a fight but sort of) .... ook so this is what happened... We were sitting at lunch as usual.. bethany was like eating some strawberries and kyle was joking with her.. *look at the was she eats those... ect ect* sooo messing with her he gets real close and like in her face and she was like *ok kyle im trying to eat* and so he backs off some... then she yells at her sister or her sister yells at her and kyle got all close to her and was like *whats up* and him still bothering her being close to her she smashes a strawberry into the side of his face.... (where beth amy and i start to laugh).. Kyle...who is immediately pissed off jumps up... bethany puts her arm on him to say some thing and kyles like yells *get the fuck off of me* at her... and kyle walks out of the cafeteria... we all look shocked.... sooo basically bethany and i were all shocked looking... like uuh hello why is he so mad she was just messin with him like he was to her. soo liek this got me pissed cause he should of reacted like that to her doing that. Then after that i herd him talking to my friend(his girlfriend) heather saying *i dont care she can burn in hell now for all i care* ... this pissed me off too...



soo today i was supposed to go with Heather to go do our senior picture stuff and i was like ok cool heather and i get to hang out and spend some time together since nowadays she's with kyle all of the time (and i kind of wanted to talk to her about what happened).. and it turns out... guess who comes along... KYLE... which like made me mad.. its like ok this is us hanging out i dont know why you always have to have him along!!!... But now im glad... i got to talk to him.. like first when we walked into the picture place i didnt even want to look at him... i felt that disgusted by how he reacted to what happened.. and then i like was talking to him and like i was like really you should not be mad at her cause you were the reason she did it, if you would of gotten out of her face she wouldnt of squished a strawberry into your face.. and he kept telling me stuff and i was like sooo mad i like started crying.. (like ok today or atleast this morning i felt really depressed esp cause she brought him along and i was thinking yay girls time out woo woo... then it was like ugh i have to face kyle when i wanted to talk to her) ... and then so he came and sat by me and he was all like whats wrong... and i was all like i just cant stand to see my friends fighting it just like really hurts my feeling... i hate to be in the middle of people fighting. and soo we talked thought it and it turns out when she hit him with the strawberry it actually hit him in the eye.. (ouch) .. and like he had strawberry juice in his eye and like in his contact.. and like a seed in his eye tooo... ok soo thats good... and then the other thing is where he backed off of her and then came right back when he heard them yelling.. (which i widnt even think about at the time) ... and he did realize that we wouldnt of looked that shocked if she had meant to stab him in the eye... soo he told me he's going to apologize and talk to her on friday or talk to her on saturday (that is, if i have a bonfire still)



ok soo im happy now cause i got to talk it out with him, and then we went to a party store and bought some graduation stuff! woot woot!

-ps amy lee is hott! lol
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

   System of a Down - B.Y.O.B.
Hello... yeah so i didnt have schooltoday... woke up went t the funeral around 10am ( or atleast thats arouns when we left) we got to where we were going at around 1pm..... and we left there around 5pm and got home at 8pm.. sooo that was pretty much my day.



The Funeral wasnt so bad. i didnt cry but i did get tear up a few times. I learned a couple of pretty intersting things about my aunt i never knew! uuh lets see.. she was born in 1944.... she owned a store at a younger age... had 5 sons who were all in the army/marines at one point... and that she would take in people she barely knew (like let them live with her) and treat them as if they were part of the family. It was funny cause one of my aunts called my mom and said we had to paint our toenails and go without our shoes because thats how my aunt would of dont it,..... sooo we were in the funeral home and when everyone was quieting down one my my aunts said out loud *it smells like feet* ... lol...



.... im almost dont with love hina vol 5.... ooh i like this sreies!! its too cute! hahah!! but i wish someone would just hook up in it!!! ahhh! hahaha.. the basic story is about 19 year old Keitaro Urashima.... a dorky kid trying to get into Tokyo University (which is sposed to be a big deal).... he lives with like 6 other girls... and well... yah... he adores them and likewise.. uuh there alot of nudity.... alot of funny stuff too.. ... yeah.... a long drawn out story that turns into a love story..



Artist : System of a Down
Song : B.Y.O.B.

Lyrics :

Why do they always send the poor?
My God is of Bible blood with pointed ears
Victorious, victorious steel
Can your spending kneel?
Marching forward hypocritic
And hypnotic computers
You depend on our protection
Yet you feed us lies from the tablecloth
La la la la la la la la la la
Everybody is going to the party
Have a real good time
Dancing in the desert
Blowing up the sunshine
Kneeling roses
Disappearing into Moses' dry mouth
Breaking into Fort Knox
Stealing our intentions
Every city, gripped in oil
Crying freedom!
Handed to obsoletion
Still you feed us lies from the tablecloth
la la la la la la la la la la
Everybody is going to the party
Have a real good time
Dancing in the desert
Blowing up the sunshine
Everybody is going to the party
Have a real good time
Dancing in the desert
Blowing up the sunshine
Blast off, it's party time
And we all live in a fascist nation
Blast off, it's party time
And where the fuck are you?
Where the fuck are you?
Where the fuck are you?
Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Kneeling roses
Disappearing into Moses' dry mouth
Breaking into Fort Knox
Stealing our intentions
Every city, gripped in oil
Crying freedom!
Handed to a obsoletion
Still you feed us lies from the tablecloth
la la la la la la la la la la
Everybody is going to the party
Have a real good time
Dancing in the desert
Blowing up the sunshine
Everybody is going to the party
Have a real good time
Dancing in the desert
Blowing up the sun
Where the fuck are you?
Where the fuck are you?
Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
They always send the poor!
They always send the poor!

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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

My Chemical Romance - Helena
Hello guys... well its night time right now (like 12... yah)



anywho today (later on) is my aunts funeral. I kind of wonder if i will cry or not. not to feel guilty or anything... hmmm... i might... i still havent found a shirt to wear. I think at like 830am is when were leaving to go to it and its like a 2 or so hour drive to where were going... maybe i'll take pictures on the way (not at it but boredom on the way there)



blah... i feel so off track like posting every other day... or atleast it feels like every other day.... i think i posted yesturday but i cant remember....



I love this song Helena by My Chemical Romance.... I should download more songs by them.. i like what ive heard by them so far.. Well thats all for now!



"Helena"

Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight


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Sunday, April 17, 2005

Pictures from Love Hina!
Hey guys.... hmmm super milk chan is on.... i dont like this show.. it annoys me.... but i like the little fat mayor guy...



Hmmm.. weellll we never got to go to that dress store... which was kind of sucky, but i can understand cause her mom has bronchitis... or something like that (i dunno how its spelled)



We were taking pictures (crystal and i) and you know how like Orbs show up in pictures and stuff? Well we were taking pictures and they were in like a buttload.... and like i know we should not be all excited about it (cause dust particles show up like that too) btu it was pretty cool! i might post some of the pictures eventually.



Yesturday we had another bonfire... YESS! its so much fun... like FIIIRE!!! WAHOO! and hot dogs and marshmallows... Yumm!



AAhh!! my friend told me she wanted to hook me up with my other friend! i was like.... "JAMES?? what? JAMES?? he's not really my type, uuh i mean i ... thats so awkward... JAMES????? ...." hahaha... like i know i should not have high expectations or anything but im a fat person... and i wouldnt want to date another fat person... hahaha.... i know it sounds mean but,.... IM ATTRACTED TO SKINNY GUYS!! i dunno why! like i dont like big buff guys or anything... and even like average guys but i wouldnt want to be with a chunky guy just cause im round... hahaha... i dunno! i hate sounding like mean.. but yah.... and im still like JAMES?? noo, no way, hahaha! i like want to talk to him and be like omg you know what heather said??? but yeah i wouldnt want him to feel awkward.. ooh gawd... i hope she didnt say that to him!!??? and like if he was positive about it... ooh i would feel so bad,,,,,ACK! im babbling.... ok im done...



TOODLES!
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Friday, April 15, 2005

And then there was another....
Hey you guys... hmmm... well there are some good news and some sad news.

I guess we'll starts with the good! (i almost said food... haha) My cousin has joined the O-taku! yayness! And for once i think she will actually stay! yay! her name is RedHotChiliChik (hahaha you know whose name it reminds me of!!!) soooo please go visit her! she is trying to get the hang of it but im sure one day she'll understand!!



Today im going to crystals (like always) and either today or tomarrow we are going to go to this like bridal store to look for prom dresses! *~woo hoo~* Tickets for prom go on sale on monday and their a whooping $50 bucks (maan i could buy a videogame for that... *sigh*)

oh and now the sad news.. Well for those of you who have been to my site for awhile might of read about my aunt (well she's really my moms aunt but ive always called her my aunt) who had all of these sicknesses and stuff and then the past month or two they said that her time is limited.. Well i guess this morning she passed away. So next this tuesday (coming up) is the funeral... and i was like thinking... thats sad... 2 funerals in one month. wow. but yeah.. soo i cried for like 5 minutes and then .. well now im here.... sooo yeah. i am done with the post now!

BYE ALL!
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Thursday, April 14, 2005

boo!
Ello Poppit! hehehe! i love that Meet the barkers show.. on mtv! hehehe i know Travis barker isnt all that hot but.... oooooh i love him! *Drools* .... i think its his body, and his tattoo's and his lip ring and ... THE MOWKAWK!!! AAAHH! and his sun and daught are sooo cute! and his wife is hot! how lucky is he! aaahhh! hahaha..

anywho.. i didnt feel like posting much so here is a quiz i got offa yuripriss's site! (dont forget to go there! she's a cool chik) hahaha dont you guys love how i promote my friends ! WOO!

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Amanda Nicole Ford
Birthday:	December 22nd 1986
Birthplace:	Michigan
Current Location:	Willis, Michigan
Eye Color:	Blue
Hair Color:	Dirty Blonde
Height:	5'7
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	uuh.. german?
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Navy Blue Converses w/ checker drawn on with blue sharpee!
Your Weakness:	Skinny/ tall guys with lots of tattoos...
Your Fears:	dying in a car accident, fish, heights somewhat
Your Perfect Pizza:	Hawaiian special (ham & pineapple sometimes bacon)
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Graduating
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:	*Do i have to wake up*.... *that dream rocked*
Your Best Physical Feature:	my eyes
Your Bedtime:	whenever i crash. (10-1)
Your Most Missed Memory:	umm being little and being able to do what i want without consiquences
Pepsi or Coke:	Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Burger King
Single or Group Dates:	Group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Cappucino
Do you Smoke:	sometimes
Do you Swear:	alot
Do you Sing:	yeeeah!
Do you Shower Daily:	nope! although i might of thisweek!
Have you Been in Love:	not really
Do you want to go to College:	yeah
Do you want to get Married:	yeah
Do you belive in yourself:	yeah
Do you get Motion Sickness:	sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive:	on a good day
Are you a Health Freak:	nope
Do you get along with your Parents:	yep
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yeah
Do you play an Instrument:	nope, but im open to learning
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	nope
In the past month have you Smoked:	yep... cigarettes not weed or anything
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	not anything illegaL
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	nope
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	ewwwww! NOO!
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yeah.. when we went to the talent show and bought a *No Biggie* cd
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	nope, but i have before
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	nope
Ever been Drunk:	nope
Ever been called a Tease:	yeah
Ever been Beaten up:	only by my brother
Ever Shoplifted:	yeah
How do you want to Die:	doing something i would be proud of
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Artist.. im allready *Grown up* (or an adult technically) and i love ART! woot!
What country would you most like to Visit:	uuh, not really sure! some european one? maybe
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Blue
Favourite Hair Color:	black
Short or Long Hair:	eitherway
Height:	around my height or taller
Weight:	average?
Best Clothing Style:	goth/punk/gamer/anime/rocker.. lol
Number of Drugs I have taken:	uuh 1?
Number of CDs I own:	alot
Number of Piercings:	uuh well i have like normal piercings (2) and then an industrial
Number of Tattoos:	1
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	i regret alot of things but you always learn from those things you regret
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

   ELLO!!
hello! well its about time i should be going to bed (yawn) but I am being attacked by 2 kittens... aaaaahhhh! Little nails and litttle teeth! their sooo damn sharp!!

Well i got to quite a few people's sites yesturday.... now i have to just remember who it was so i can continue going... once i get a good group of people i think i might delete all of my list and keeep everyone i converse with! Ofcourse i have a few of you i allready knowing im keepin! but yah... i'd like to have more!! i just have to get good with stopping at everyones site! i wish my comp wasnt so slow! i would get to alot more people's sites!.... err.. im babbling!

Ok... Well yesturday i started the a picture in art for my friend crystal... i hope she will like it. and i found a ballerina picture to do for my teacher (she told me she'd pay me to do a picture for her daughters room so i was like hells yeah!)..... I think im going to to them both the same way, painting the picture then going over it with pastels... I like doing that its fun! My art teacher was all like *Just remember to tell your friends that these pictures go in the art show first!*

haha! my cats look so funny! the older ones (Stubbies and Hallow) both have on Flea collars and they look soo cute.. !! i dunno why!

Ooh yeah, and just cause i remembered to say it! i dunno if you guys remember but last tuesday i had a presentation in class and it was about *whats your goal* well.. I GOT AN A!!!! YAAY! im sooo happy! out of like a possible 44points i got 42! yay! actually 33 would of been average and anything above that was above average! wooohoo!

Well thats all! i'll chit chat with you all tomarrow!
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Monday, April 11, 2005

   AHM RICK JAMES!!
hahaha... well im not... but it has to do with today..

Blargh... im so sleepy! the kittens had me up all night! They climb on meee and they mew and they claw me and bite.... aaaaaahhhhhh! why do they know how to get back on my bed!!!???? blah i might have to kick them out of my room tonight if they have a repeat performance.....

yeah... soo today when i got to school i found out that there was no RCTC... meaning i didnt have to be there the first three hours of school.. buut i got 2 extra hours of tech class and 1 extra hour of art.. blah .. i was so sleepy i didnt want to be either places (even though i love those classes)

blah,,, yeah but it was pretty funny cause my tech teacher was going around going... "I'm Rick James!! I'm Rick James Bit------uuuh yeah" it was funny. he was talking about how he liked the chapel show.
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Sunday, April 10, 2005

Peaceful!
Yesturday was pretty nice! we cameover my house (crystal and i) and we went for a walk out to *The Bridge*... it was really nice and peaceful. We brought an orange and a pop for both of us, if we had a blanket it would of been like a mini picnic.. We also brought a manga to read.. (i had Love Hina vol 1 and she had Love Hina vol 5).... so we were there for like a hour or more.


^^^ Crystal at the bridge ^^^


^^Me by the fire (fire is behind me)^^
so after our hike there and back (you havd to hike through the woods and thern a cornfield prolly like 1/4th of a mile walk) we got home and made a fire in my fire pit! That was fun. We made hot dogs over the fire and then later had some marshmallows.... AWESOME DINNER! it was soo good! i think we might had another bonfire next weekend, and maybe invite some friends.


^^Crystal by the fire^^
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