Thursday, February 10, 2005

I'm going to have a BF!!!!!
hahaha... ever watch white chix? that movie is hilarious.... well i think crystal was mad or something.. *she seemed real bitchy when i was talking to her*.... soo to confirm it i was like
Me: CRYSTAL!
Crystal: im tired so im goin to bed...
ME: 'awww
Crystal: you rang???
Me: well i was going to say
ME: *like omg are you having a BF????*
Crystal: lol
Crystal: no
ME: but then you ruined it by saying your going to bed
Crystal: a big fart?
Crystal:lol
Me: bed fun?????
Crystal: breast fork?
Me: blood fuck?...
Me: eww
Crystal: lol
ME: busty friend?
Crystal: it reminds me of someone bein on there period and havind sex..eww
Crystal: hahaha
Me: yah thats what i meant by it, lol
Crystal: brown fuzzy?
ME: hahaha oh my
Me: bloaded fanny?
Crystal: bold fanny
Crystal: awww
Crystal: we both said fanny
ME: hha mine was funnier though
Crystal: busy fazah
Crystal: *fathuuurr)
ME: yah i was gonna say farger?
ME: blistering feet?
Crystal: bored food
Me: boob fix
Crystal: breast fold
Crystal: lol
Crystal: (i like the word breast..it sounds funny)
ME: yah
ME: bunny fucker?
Crystal: hmmmm
Crystal: *ponders the thought*
Crystal: lol
Crystal: bed fucker
Me: for some reason doesnt iot make you think of selena? (the bunny part)
ME: best fuck
ME: haha
Crystal: yah!!
Crystal: hahahaha
ME: buttered fork
Crystal: not that i think she fucks bunnies, but she has a hippo
Me:haha
Crystal: betty ford
Me: blazing fags
Crystal: blank fads
Crystal: or bad fads
Crystal: back fat
Me: hahaha
Me: belly folds
Crystal: lol
ME: hhaha makes me think of woooooo
Crystal: butt face
ME: butt fuck
ME: Ballpark Franks
Crystal: haha
Crystal: balloon fart
ME: lol
ME: Brian Froud
Crystal: boy fucker
ME: Bill ford (thats my uncles name)
ME: bob ford
Crystal: (a.k.a. michael jackson)
ME: lol
ME: inuyasha is coming on soon
me: i should watch it
Crystal: yah well im gonan go now cuz i gotta p
Me: Badkitty172002 focker
Crystal: gonna*
Crystal: haha
ME: or friend
Crystal: or fanny
Me: oh i can post on the o
Crystal: lol
Crystal: oh yah its tomorrow
Crystal: big foot
ME: blind friend... hahaha sorry i had to do it
Crystal: lol
ME: hahaha
ME: miroku
ME: whatta lucky guy surrounded by chix
Crystal: lol
Crystal: i posted about our convo..haha
Me: i am tooo haha
Crystal: i posted the actual convo


.... oh wait... i guess thats where i should stop .... hahaha. anywho it was fun... now im going to watch inuyasha! or inu-washa as our friend dionne calles it! oooh there was a chicken on it!!!

hha just incase you didnt know a BF is a bitch fit! goodnight for now!
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Wednesday, February 9, 2005

sooo... to make a short story long....
Yesturday i finished reading that book with the gay romance! It was sooo sad! not one of those you wanna cry your eyes out sad's but one of those understanding sad's. But its a good book so if homosexuality does not bother you read it, it was a fantastic book. (it was the first book ive ever read that had the word boner in it like a million times.. haha)



Soo this morning i woke up as usual and i had to finish my science projects (for rctc we have to plan out 5 projects and i only had 2 done) and i did but when i was dont, it was like 7:02am... and i usually get outside for the bus at 7:00... so i threw all my crap back into my bag and ran outside to the bus stop.. (which is my front yard but still a pretty far walk) So i wait and wait and wait.... 5 minutes go by, and i start humming a song.... 5 more minutes more go by and i put on my glasses to see if i can see any kids at the next bust stop down.... nope.. too foggy.... or snowy... i think snowy.... anywho... so i get bored and start singing alloud *beauty queen of only 18 * hahaha yes sadly that was the song (maroon 5 she will be loved) 5 more minutes go by and i call my house from the my cell phone and tell her i think i missed the bus..... she tells me to call bus transportation to make sure... *schools have been cancelled due to icy road conditions Wednesday the ninth 2005*.... awww shitty... but
awesome *does happy dance even if i did all that work for nothing*



haha its also funny cause ive had my friends wood burner and i remembered to grab it and put it in my bag and it turns out we dont have school..... haha!



Oooh! after reading Pockystix's site i found out.. that eithet doday is or coming up soon is the chinese new year! So to celebrate!!! There are pictures of or with kisa from fruits basket (the year of the tiger)


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Tuesday, February 8, 2005

*sweats* woooh work out!
Coolie! i got a walk thingy.. uuuuh one of those work out things... oooooh im all sweaty right now! ive been workin on it and now im like ... all schvetty! (sweaty) well not much to say just that. must walk more......

aaahh ok, its like 3 hours from that now (yes i am modifying my post) sooo i walked on that treadmill thingy for like a half an hour... wooo... only half an hour.. good enough for a start! my legs kept cramping up..

My mom went out and bought a sharks tale... and as of right now im watching it for the second time (i dont know why... but my lil brother likes to watch movies twice in a row)

I just emailed our other elementary art teacher, hopefully i will get an email back from her seeing as though the principal from the other school hasnt mailed me back yet... soo yah... hopefully i'll get mail from her!
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Monday, February 7, 2005

   Wind you up and make you crawl to me; Tie you up untill you call to me
Hello! well today i had to call in and remind my doctor i have to have a signed note so i can work with children... so once thats dealt with my teacher will stop nagging me.

Also I had to email the Elementary Schools Principal to see if i can get my internship there and not at the preschool (preschool students are just not my thing Me=BIG Chairs=TINY). But if i don't go to the elementary i will work with those kids... it just will be kind of annoying....

Today I started reading this book called Clays Way... I really like it! Its about a punk gay guy who falls fora surfer. Drugs, sex, and rocks and roll... Good book!

Now im going to watch Oprah.. hahaha.... which kind of sounds sad, but oprah rocks!
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Sunday, February 6, 2005

look at me LOOK AT ME! nowlet me go, i have more stuff to steal
Ooh, not mush to post about right now! soo i must post a long poem!

ENJOY

You Don't Know Me

You may breathe in the same air I do
However, in a sense you don't have a clue.

What do I think when your not around
The only thing you can heard is sound

My mind wonders what life is about.

Like if i were to die tomorrow, would you care?
If my life were to end, would it be fair?

To the people around me, they don't know
Their lives pass them by fairly slow

I'm just a happy teenager no care to you
today this world is black and blue

The world spins 'round another day
you'll be at my casket when you begin to pray

In agony they all will grieve
For this death was not foreseen.

And I will laugh at them for what they did,
In this world full of hurt and hatred

My little girl, My mom will say
and start to remember those lost days

Then think of the day she found me dead
Silently lying in a pool of blood beside my bed

But she does'nt know what happened does she?

She left for a party and i was alone
Nobody else just me at home

I started thinking of all the things wrong in my life
My mind satarted to wander thinking about the knife

The knife that my mom left out... was it for me
the dagger that would make me bleed

a heart full of hatred a mind full of guilt

where am i going? no where?

I lost my mind and couldnt think anymore
I grabbed the knife and ran to my door

Alone in my room I sit on my bed
A sudden rush of self loathing soared through my head

The cut, the wound, one slice plunging into my skin.
At that moment I let the knife win.

The torture, the disgust, as the torture started to set in so the the silent pleasure of pain
I wanted more now, I was hooked with nothing else to gain

I had no fear as my arm started to feel numb
The other arm slashed open, oh what fun
I started coming to my senses thinking what have I done

Sittin there lightheaded I started to cry
Someone please help me or im going to die!

The memories seemed to flash by at full speed
And the I realized life was'nt as bad as it seemed

I picked up the phone and started dialing 911
Now I'm scared to death and this is no pun

My heart is racing as blood drips to the floor
I hear my mother come through the front door.

She Forgot Something and had to turn back
If only she knew that her daughter's heart was turning black

I was trying to tell the lady on the phone that I didnt want to die
but the phone slips out of my hand and so did I

A pool of blood on my bedroom floor
I saw my mom come through my door

Unconsious, dead to the world I lie
My mother screams and starts to cry

A body cold frozen led six feet down
My spirit wonders what do you think of me now

What is this crying? I think, oh now you cry for me
Yet the sadness was so great I didnt want to see.

I've never seen my father cry, but there he was, my best friends too
Oh my god, what did I do?

I left this world thinking its alright everyone dies sometime
But I should of left what it was my time

Now the people will talk; you know how they are
The rumors they spread like wildfire
Oh she hated her life, and no one liked her anyways
I thought of these things till my dying days

Now do you see why I left
This cruelty still follows me even after death

Well listen up this is my life, and your going to hear it my way
And with my last words this is what i'd like to say

Life may suck sometimes,
Infact life's a bitch

But when you take your life and throw it down the drain
First think of everyone else and theire pain

Please lets not cause anymore strife
Cause six feet under is more boing than your life



OK... comment on it if you want!
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Saturday, February 5, 2005

I dont think you're ready for this jelly
mmmmmmm... Sloppy Joes....


Look i was a scary baby but ou might understand by looking at it why i said i was brought into theworld saying *fuck you*

Hey there kids! How are you all today! Darn.. i just randomly forgot what i was gonna say.... eh, oh wait i think i remember!



Today I read Volume's 1 and 2 of Bleach! It was a pretty cool Manga! And i Began reading Vol. 1 of kill me kiss me. I had a lot of free time while at crystals... then we came over here!





This is a picture of the main Character in Bleach! His name Ichigo a.k.a. Straberry
Also heres a group pic!


I cant wait, my cat is so fat, i hope she has her kittens soon! the only thing is i have to find people to give them to once they are big enough.... Which is so sad!
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Friday, February 4, 2005

Wakka wakka wakka!!
Ok soo whats up..... aaaah i have that really relaxiing feeling after you peed alot..... hahaha.... where you feel empty.... doesnt it make you feel like better.... like u can relax... hahaha

ok enough with the bathroom talk! whats up everyone!

Today my tech teacher is not here and i did all of the work i could without him so now im just going to hang out here and drop by a few sites before school is over! later im going to post a picture of like one of the fisrt pictures i had when i was born! its awesome! i mean i i was born and i was allready saying *fuck you* to the world... hahaha...

yah well class is almost over, i'll post a lil more when i add that picture!
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Thursday, February 3, 2005

PINEAPPLE>>>>WEEEWOOO
you know what my title was very random indeed... hehe

so today was a little ok and a little sucky,

RCTC was boring... but the other day i learned how to shine pennies.. and then i learned that they'll turn green after you shine them.... haha....

yah.. so i need to find some betteries... i finally found the cord to my digital camera and now i dont have batteries.... oh wait i doo have batteries... cool..

annnnnywho... yah so i dunno if this girl is a exchange student or her family moved here, but in english class we had to have a group thing and we invited this girl to be in our group and she was from tailand! cool eh? she thought i was hilarious! It was funny cause nick and i were talking about ADD and having it and randomly talking about chickens and she asked us in america what word do we use for what a chick says, and we were like Bawk bawk? cluck cluck? cockadoodledoo!! hahaha, she thought it was hilarious! so i was beginning to wonder what they use for chicken noises, but then she asked how about dog (and from her it sounded like dug) and i thought she said duck at first, so i was like dog or duck? and she was like *dug... d-o-g* and nick and i were like bark, woof... and so on...

On the bus ride home i felt so bad for my friend Katy, the kids on my bus are so rude. Some kid threw like something at her , and then another kid did too, and next thing you know she yelling at them to stop acting like 5th graders and get a life, (ps if your a fifth grader sorry) and she was cussing at them at stuff and they'd mock her and like i swear like 6 kids would not leave her alone and kept theorins stuff at her, mostly papers and wrappers and small stuff.... i hate those little kids!!!!! they all shall die!!!! one was a seventh grader, like 2 were 8th graders more were freshmen and 1 was a junior... katy was like *i wish i could beath the shit out of them, if wish i could but if i do im going to jail* soo we were like trying to keep her calm, she's a strong person though, i think thats why they were messing with her in the first place, cause they knew she wouldnt do anything.. it sucks..

SOOOOO when i got home i immediately called the bus garage and told them what happened and asked them to pull the tape off of it ...... we had a substitute bus driver and the only time he ever said to stop anything was when he asked katy to stop cussing.. when he should of yelled at those stupid kids to stop throwing shit!!
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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

Thank you so much!
Thats for the banner Aj it is so cute! For anyone who does not know Pockystix held a contest on if you could pick any costume/clothes from any anime what would it be.. i thought it was a cool contest! Good idea for a contest AJ!

I was thinking of having a contest on guessing who a picture is of, i have this software and you can change the way the picture looks and stuff and i would just need a range of different pictures from different anime's!

hmm lemme know what you guys think!

Og i got my grades! a, b, c, d.... lol i think i got 3 b's (for rctc)




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Tuesday, February 1, 2005

Kingdom hearts
Hey there! welcome to my site with brand new layout! voila! soo tell me what you think, i still have to add a few banners and stuff.. but for now.. im posting cause i didnt get the chance to earlier!

Blah lately the RCTC bus ride has been soooo boring, CRYSTAL IT SUX WITHOUT U!! hahaha... hmm well were working on science projects and stuff... it seems like a fun unit..

Last night i went to bed at like 4am.. i was up late chatting with selena! YAY SELENA U ROCK!

it only means i'll get a good nights sleep tonight!! haha

uuuuh... so i finally finished my clock projecy in tech class and hopefully soon i'll post a picture of the nifty lil clock i made!

maybe i'll post my picture i drew of tohru tomarrow....

well those are my random thoughts... now im going to do something else.... toodles
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