Wednesday, December 22, 2004

*~PORN CIGARETTES BINGO AND SCRATCHY CARDS~*
YAY! The day has come I'm officially 18!! ..... and like my brother says I'm officially old.... *cries* oh no im old! hahaha oh well i knew the day would come! now someone bring me my food im too old to get up and get it my self! and bring me the remote!!! hahaha... ok maybe thats just being lazy!

I finally got my presents from my mommy.... she woke me up early and plopped the presents on me (squishing me and my tired self) i was like aaah i cant move presents are heavy!! ... anywho i got a big like art portfolio holder which is awesome cause it means i can take my art from school to home and back and not worry about stupid freshies ruining it!!!

I got this huge art paper to draw on.... and new chalk pastels

i also got some scrapbooking supplies (cause ive been working on a scrapbook) which were some awesome background colors and some cutters... oh and a cat calendar..

i'll prolly go and get a amybrown calendar.... (shh she wont notice) haha...
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I know i posted this a long while back but here we go
for those of you who dont know how to post pictures this is how i do it!

#1 right click picture of choice (this picture needs to be online)

#2 go down the list to properties

#3 copy the URL

#4 go to the posting place of your choice and paste the URL there.

#5 before the url type in
(< img src=") before the url... and then (" >) after it.... it if doesnt work out the first time make sure, you got the full url, and that you put in the beginning and ending part correctly.... (when you actually do the the space between the <,> part the the img and the " parts need to not have the space there)

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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Yay!
I got my physical and I'm healthy (besides weight wise) blah i need a diet!!! I decided that i need to drink more water and less pop! (which is going to be hard cause im a pop-a-holic)

But i made it through yesturday only having a little bit of pop! yay go me.. Hmm what else?

Oh yah i added some new fanarts yesturday and i think i might add another today!

My birthday is tomarrow, yay, I will be officially 18 and i will get my present my mom got me. YAY she didnt want to give it to me on my birthday cause i think she thinks i wont like it.... but i mean i wouldnt make fun of her if i didnt like it i'd just be less excited (but act excited). I mean i dont know what to expect cause i dont know what i want thats why i ask for money!

anywho i'm bored.... i think i'll add the other picture i have.
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Monday, December 20, 2004

I farted.. lol
ooh yay its today! hehe..hmm.. my grandma came over... i hate her with a passion i feel bad that my cousin has to live with her.

Today i have to go get a physical or some type of note from the doctor to say im healthy enough to work with children. (for RCTC)


brr im cold... and bored....

Later on I'm going to crystals house! Yaay!!

I'm kind of sad i might not be able to get my tattoo cause my stupid dad got angry at a guy at work and now he's being disciplined from work or something.
I swear he's an idoit.... Most of the time i hate him.... and sadly most of the time i think the only good thing that comes from him is the money he makes..... i cant wait till i get my own job and my mom can get her own, then maybe they'll get a divorce....
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Sunday, December 19, 2004

YAAY!! PARTY!!
OH i had my birthday party yesturday!!! we had so much fun hanging out!

Firstly heather and crystal came the night before and spent the night! They let me open their presents early.

Then yesturday at about 4 o'clock everyone came over! Everyone being Kyle, Katy, Missy, and Tiffany (with heather and crystal allready here) we had so much fun! We ate pizza candy and ice cream (over a perios of like 6 hours) .. We watched Elf and then once that was over we watched the tape of crystal me and matt playing ouija... (which everyone laughed when crystal broked her two way mirror.... so funny) .. we taped us having some fun too .... hahaha kyle was doing dirty things and saying hi mom ... haha so funny! uuh what else..

oh we played spoons, twas fun! Katy lost and so afterward we played Bull shit.. uum then everyone left at around 10-20pm.... and now 12-15am .... hmmm yah well hope everyone had fun ! im going for now!
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Friday, December 17, 2004

sugar high!
Hahaha, its like 9 or so (am) and i allready haver a sugar high from the candy ive eaten..... ahhh sweetness! its like awesome.... im so awake!

Tomarrow is my party I'm so excited! I hope everyone comes who said they would... and if not i'll make the best of who comes.

oh if you havent read that thing about the church rebelling against the gothic teenagers please scroll down to my post from yesturday....



YAY christmas is so soon! woo hoo! I'm sad i didnt have any money to get my friends presenst, but i plan on buying them something afterwards.


can anyone give my johnny depp For my birthday!! hahaha..... *sigh* (spaces out looking dreamily into the uuh space..... lol)yah well i i think either i will go through peoples sites or i will take some quizzes.... bye bye for now!

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Thursday, December 16, 2004

OMJ! hahaha people can be so dumb...*sigh* i laugh at their stupidity....
lol just read this, my friends (who al all like "goth") and I could'nt believe it at first! and then it became hilarious... i mean c'mon some of these things are so absurd.... it makes you laugh.... well here goes... sorry its so long but its good to read it... just think how people are so easy to judge you.....

This was an actual letter sent out by St. Mary’s Church

If your child is a Gothic, Reform through the Lord!

Listed Below are some warning signs to indicate if your child may have gone astray from the Lord.

Gothic (or Goth) is a very obscure and often dangerous culture that young teenagers are prone to participating in. The gothic culture leads young, susceptible minds into an imagined world of evil, darkness, and violence. Please seek immediate, attention through counseling, prayer, and parental guidance to rid your child of Satan’s temptations, if five or more of the following are applicable to your child.

- Frequently wears black clothing
- Wears band and/or rock t-shirts
- Wears excessive black eye makeup, lip stick, or nail polish
- Wears any odd silver jewelry or symbols. Some of these includes: reversed crosses, pentagrams, pentacles or various other Satanic worshipping symbols.
- Shows an interest in piercing’s or tattoo’s
- Listens to gothic or any other anti-social genre’s of music. (Marilyn Manson claim’s to be the anti-Christ, and publicly speaks against the Lord. Please discard any such albums IMMEDIATELY)
- Associates with other people that dress, act or speak eccentrically.
- Insists on spending time with friends while unaccompanied by an adult
- Disregards authority figures; teachers, priests, nuns, and elders are but a few examples of this
- Misbehaves at school
- Misbehaves at home
- Eats excessively or too little
- Eats Goth-related foods. Count Dracula cereal is an example of this.
- Drinks blood or expresses an interest in drinking blood. (Vampires believe this is hot to attain Satan. This act is very dangerous and should be stopped immediately)
- Watches cable television or any other corrupted media sources (Ask your local church for proper programs that your child may watch)
- Plays video games that contains violence or role-playing nature
- Uses internet excessively and frequently makes time for the computer
- Makes Satanic symbols and/or violently shakes head to music
- Dances to music in provocative or sexual manner
- Expresses interest in sex
- Masturbates
- Shows a declining interest in wholesome activities such as: the bible, prayer, church or sports
- Shows an increasing interest in death, vampires, magic, the occult, witch craft, or anything that involves Satan.
- Takes drugs
- Drinks alcohol
- Is suicidal or depressed
- Cuts, burns or partakes in any method of self-mutilation (this is a satanic ritual that uses pain to detract from the light of god and his love. Please seek immediate attention for this at your local mental health center.)
- Complains of boredom.
- Sleeps to excessively or too little
- Is excessively awake during the night. Dislikes sun or any other form of light (this pertains to vampires promoting that idea that His light is of no use)
- Demands an unusual amount of privacy
- Spends large amounts of time alone
- Requests time alone and quietness (This is so your child may speak to evil spirits through meditation.)
- Is homosexual or bisexual
- Pursues dangerous cult religions; such include : Satanism, Scientology, Philosophy, Paganism, Wicca, Hinduism, Buddhism
- Wears pins, stickers, or anything else that contains these various phrases: “I’m so gothic, I’m dead”, “Woe is me”, “I’m a Goth”
- Claims to be Goth

If five or more of these apply to your child, please intervene immediately. The gothic culture is dangerous and Satan thrives within it. If any of these problems persist, enlist your child in your local mental health center.

- St. Mary’s Catholic Church

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more senior pictures....


Eh hehe! im so evil looking...



My cousin was cracking ym up giving subcaptions for all of my pictures.. this one was *hey look how cool i am chillin up in the library... dont mess with me!* hahaha



And this one was like... *oh watch me look of into the distance oooh how pretty*

hahaha.... oh well thats all for today
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Cries
grrr i hate not being able to do any work during tech class, this seriously sux!! lately i decided to start drawing pictures of my friends! i drew this real cute one from for my friend Ashley where she had on a pair of angel wings and a halo attached to her head... it was so cute!!! (eh .. or KAWAII!) hehehe, now im doing one of my friend crystal. its real hard cause i draw skinny people and were uuuh big people.... lol so if i post them and it looks odd thats why, haha.. hey one up for tha big chix!!
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

uuh im evil? lol
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very High
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test
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