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Tuesday, January 18, 2005


My hed hurts
ugh , my head hurts.... maybe its from the crying ive been dooing. This morning when my mom woke me up she told me that she was goting to take my kitten, Hallow, to the vet... we think she might be sick, but what my mom told me made me cry.. She was like *i dont know if shes sick or if she mght be suffering*. Cause the kitten is so little and since she'd been stepped on a few times lately, (damn cat walking under our feet) shes been like slow lately and not playing and running around like usual.. and mom told me *If they say that she's suffering should i let them put her to sleep* ... and omg that just made me sick to my stomach.... i couldnt imagine her having such a short life and being gone just like that (she's almost 3 months old).... i just told mom i want to go with her, i didnt want to say yes or no, i mean its my baby! ..

... i have such bad luck with animals. espescially with baby animals..... i had baby chicks ... alot of them, and when we went out camping one weekend and my dads friend watched over the chicks ... (i think we had like 12 of them) after one night of being gone only 3 were left, and after another night they were gone completely... only feathers left of them....

Then there was when i had baby bunnies.. Crystal and i had been feeding them by bottle (tiny animal bottles) and there were 4 of them, then on a wednesday the frst one... Ed, died.. on thursday another one died, and then on friday one died and the last one died while i was holding it in my hands....

so when my cat had her kitten for the first 2 weeks i was so paranoid ... and since she semed fine i didnt worry..... and i finally got comfortably with the idea of small animals.... and now, she might die too..... its just sad...

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