Monday, October 11, 2004

What have I done
apparently my bastard days are not over yet. What I did today was disgraceful.

I work as a paper boy for a shop. The shop is situated near a bus-stop, for some reason, hhhhmmhhh. every day when I return to the shop with my empty bag having finished my round there are kids waiting for a bus there.

Seeing as I'm sixteen years old, and those are kids, and seeing that they smoke and I don't, well there is a suply and demand thing starting here. They demand cigs and I'm old enough to suply it. However, if I was old enough to suply it I should also be old enough to say "NO", but I wasn't. I just went in the shop, bought a large pack of some blue cigarets which name of, I can't remember. I walked out and then tried to get money of the boy that asked me for the cigarets after I bought them only to find out that he only had two pounds *shudder*. Well I gues if I don't poison this youth there are plenty of other places where this pack can end up. I started walking away wery slowly, and the kid says "wait". Packet costs £3.85 how about he will pay me 2 pounds and rest later, "nah" I think "how about 2 pound now and two pound later". He tells me to forget it. I do the slow walk thing again, he calls me back. He ok'ays the deal. I walk of £1.85 poorer. and I'm gonna stay that way. I did a stupid thing and I deserve to get punished for it, even if my only judge and executioner are myself and myself. When I see that guy next I'm gonna tell him to forget it, because that was a stupid thing I did, the pack is my gift. Das Gift means poisson according to Cera.
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