Friday, January 21, 2005

   competition
well today is my competition for FBLA. Oh, i hope i do well. I don't think i'll place since i had such little time to work on it but i hope i don't screw up too much. I sorta got a werid topic so i had to work with it. But i need to speak for about 5 mintues! Which isn't that long actually. I timed myself and i did at about 5. So wish me luck that I don't mess up and to give me some confidence! ^^
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Thursday, January 20, 2005

   Yes, some more of them!
Well here are some lyrics that i like (yes i have used them on my ecards n_n):
Pretty Girl
by Sugarcult

Album : Start Static

Pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything
pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about
And that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head
and that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head

it's the way that he makes you feel
it's the way that he kisses you
it's the way that he makes you fall in love

she's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
her killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men
and that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head
and that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head

it's the way that he makes you feel
it's the way that he kisses you
it's the way that he makes you fall in love

it's the way that he makes you feel
it's the way that he kisses you
it's the way that he makes you fall in love...love....

pretty girl...
pretty girl...

Pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out
you can never get him out of you head

Its the way that he makes you cry,
Its the way that he's in your mind,
Its the way he makes you fall in love,
Its the way that he makes you feel,
Its the way that he kisses you,
Its the way he makes you fall in love.







The Witch.


What was your job in a past life? (LOTS of results & Anime Pics)
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You are a shy maid. You do your job and so you get
good tips or raise. You are kind sweet and
well shy. ^_^


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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

   Two in one day!
Hey everyone! well i decided to write another one for today. Yes i know werid right? Well i finsished most of my stuff for the FBLA compeition though i wish i had more time to get ready for it! >_< But i think i can do fine..just gotta remeber to breath. haha! So here is some more haikus! enjoy!::

Notice me, I smile
Self-conciense of my movements
Blank masks hide my face

Two face, you are here
I'm sorry for lieing
Never let go please

One night stand erupt
Carelessly babies are created
You said, "Forever."
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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

   Tick Tick

Fun loving, childish, innocent and pure
You are a sprite of the Air: Fun loving and
childish your naive nature only enhances how
truly cute you are! You may come off as too
childish but only because your not burdened
with all the rules and regulations of
adulthood. You are carefree most of the time
spending your days playing tag or naming all
the clouds you see in the sky. You are
generally kind to everyone because you have
lots of love and happiness to share! Making
friends comes easy because they strive for the
innocence you possess but be careful, being as
nice and kind hearted as you are people will
try to manipulate your nature if they have not
already. Don't ever let anyone mold you to
their standards although I doubt anyone could.


.::=What type of Mythical Sprite are you?=::. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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I found a book of some of my old poems. Most of them are haikus (i think i spelt that right) Which is a form of jap. poetry. the 1st line is 5 syllabuls, 2nd line is 7, and then the 3rd is back to 5. So here goes some of them.

The Sun kissed my hair
It caressed me in it's arms
Passionate tears fall

Roses unfold sounds
Sounds that sing a bewitching song
"Play with me," it cries

My visions are small
Dreaming is often far away
Tell me it's ok
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Monday, January 17, 2005

   so cold
Just gotta love the quizes!

Your eyes should be purple. Your a dreamer and a
fantasy lover, a true believer in your thoughts
and dreams. Your intuitive and love to write,
read, and have deep thoughts. Just make sure
you don't wind up dreaming your life away..


What Color Eyes Should You Have? ( With Anime Pictures ^-^ )
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oh yes and another one!


kiss on the lips - you're sweet and simple but
quite daring. you move for the kill confidently
knowing the other person wants the same thing.


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Sunday, January 16, 2005

   tea

Lemon Tea...
Strong willed and a bit feisty in temper you stand
out from other people! Creative but dangerous
you have few friends and those that have been
accepted into your small group are special and
unique just like yourself. Once your mind is
made up that's it and no one can change it. You
can think clearly and figure out just what to
do in a tense situation which is a rare gift.
You arent twisted by societies rules and
regulations and are rebel by nature!


What type of Tea are you? {-With Anime Pictures!-}
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Friday, January 14, 2005

   Back with my life
Well i finally got my computer back! woo7! so happy! ^0^


Your H.I.D.D.E.N Emotion. You have the hidden
emotion meaning your hiding your feeling from
the world. You look normal, you act normal.
People see you as a happy person. When inside
your suffering of depression. You hide this
feeling because you don't want your
family,friends to worry about you.Like me ,I
hide my feeling of sad,lonely and
depressed.Tip:-_-


what's your level in emotion? UPDATED agin!!!,GREAT PICS
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Thursday, January 13, 2005

Early bird never got the worm
Take the quiz: "Your Psych-Ward diagnosis"

Bipolar Disorder
Diagnosis: BiPolar Disorder Sometimes severe mental disorder involving manic episodes that are usually accompanied by episodes of depression. The manic phase of the disorder is characterized by an abnormally elevated or irritable mood, grandiosity, sleeplessness, extravagance, and a tendency toward irrational judgment. During the depressed phase, the person tends to appear lethargic and withdrawn, shows a lack of concentration, and expresses feelings of worthlessness, self-blame, and guilt.
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   Only child again
So, lets picture this. I come home, i call to my sister and she isn't home. Mother calls me and asks if she knows where she went. "nope," i reply. Sis hasn't been here all day or so it seems. My sis has runned away. Now she is 20, so it isn't like we call the cops or anything. But we all alot of people. We found a note on the kitchen table stating that she feels like a burden and wants to make mother and father proud. I think this hurts my mother more then my father. And me, well, she is old enough by now, if she wants to run away from problems then she can. I am sad to see her go but if she wants it, she'll do it. She is strong like that. So, yesterday was filled with saddness. I'm so happy i went to improv though. I got to forget about it all. About the running away and the sad ppl i'd see when i get home. She called last night too. Just wanted to tell 'rents that she was with a friend and was gonna do everything herself. she didn't take anything with her. I'm not sure who she is with but i have my guessing. So that is what is happening.
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

   So tired
yesterday was an awful day. I had to take my sister soemwhere and she said it would only take 30 mins but it took like an hour. It was very annoying. I felt so awful yesterday. I wish i could of talked to Jeremy. I always feel so horrible to him. But when i called him he never picked up. I call him later and he said he forgot to take his cell with him.
Later that night i look in the mirror, I felt ugly. My eyes had bags under them from me not getting enough sleep. I hate this. I just wish i could sleep for like a day and then be refreshed for everything. I just feel so exhasted. But today i get to go to improv practice which is nice! woo7! I love improv. It makes me feel so good inside. I have no clue why but it does. We start out competions the 22nd. I hope i can make one even though i work! >_<
jeremy thinks i'm getting sick. I guess i am but i don't know. Just alot of things have been happeneing to me that i guess i dont' want to share. I think i'm lac toast (sp?). which is gonna suck. but it seems that milk always hurts my stomach. UGH. I just wish sometimes i could yell and scream ya know? and then cry and sleep. Just so exhasted..




You are tactful, co-operative, friendly and
good-natured, highly sensitive, you have great
compassion for other's problems, you are a good
lisener and a good friend.


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Cunning. Through use of many of life's faculties,
you've managed to suceed greatly. It may not
seem so to many, but isn't the the point most
times? It's only a matter of knowing more then
the others, right? I'm scared of people like
you, but in the same time, admire the ability
to see more then just the big picture; you see
yourself in it every time. You survived the end
by knowing who to knock down so you got that
last spot in the bunker... nicely done.


How would you survive the end of the world?
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