Wednesday, January 31, 2007

I want to die

hehehe... as usual, Im at the school right now. haizt!!! what a jerk! I missed a quiz because of tardiness... grrrrr...

While I'm at the bus, I was thinking how about if I don't pass this year and maiwan aq??? Gosh!!! that comes out of my mind I just wanna give up. I want to die. I want to say that problem to someone but to whom? I want to pray & cry to Aifen but I think I will never work until the problem is in me. I'm too immature, not thinking of the problems to seriously and solve it. I'm so irrespossible. I'm not thinking of my obbligations as a student. Grabeh! Ayoko na! Suko n ako! Pwede bang mamatay na lang ako???


Then the idea of shifting a course and transferring a school came out my mind. If I don't pass, I will shift into BS Info-Tech. At least that's closer to my interest which is surfing the net and making codes. Or maybe I will stop studying & make up my mind. But wil lmy parents let me do that?

If that ws successful, I will miss my company here in MCU(eventhough I don't have friends that close).
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Dilemma created by my mind

Hmmm... Actually, I want to make this post last Monday but unfortunately the computer wasn’t working that well.

By the way, I just like to tell a story about a part of my life as what I always did when I was active here. (I notice that the popularity rate o my site suddenly fell)

Oh well well!!! I don’t care!!! What I what to do is to make a post.

Last Sunday afternoon, I went on the church to attend a service with my co-choir members. I was surprised when I saw a woman sitting beside Mara. I guessed that’s old member and I proven my thoughts right when Mara introduce her to me.

The 4 o’clock mass was finally over and we need to go downstairs to have our service. I observe something. Fritz was waiting for someone to go downstairs with him. Who could that be? I wished it was me. Hehehe…

Then we have our service and as usual katabi ko na naman siya… hahaha… I thought he will talked to Malou that time but I’m wrong.

“Cea, musta n???” he asked me.

“Okay lang naman.” I replied.

His shoulder touched mine. I my heart beat faster. But not so fast like what I feel when I’m beside my crushes. I dunno but I feel comfortable to him. I felt that he gently comforts my heart.

Moments of confusion go on and on as I remember all his moves all over again. I kept on saying to my self that he only treats me like his younger sis or maybe his close friend but whenever I see him, I those thoughts disappear and became love that I guess wasn’t right.

Maybe I’m not used to how he treats me but I guess as time pass by, my heart will become tired and the feelings will disappear. Baka pag dumating yung time na yun, I will get used to it and hanggang friends na lang turing niya sa akin.

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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Dropped by again...

hmmmm... again.. I dropped by here... I made some changes to it for it to look nice... hahaha... Actually, Im hungry right now kaya larga na ko... I will have a senseful post next time... But for now, I have to go... bye bye... =)
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Monday, November 20, 2006

hehehehe... just dropping by...

hmmm... hehehe... after how many months... yes!!! i'm back!!!! hmmm... about my life??? Ammm... not so good... okay lng... hahaha... un lng muna... awtnezzz...
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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

huhuhu....

Too bad.... Sigh.... My cellphone was lose the time when I was on the resort with my mom nd my brothers.... huhuhu.... if they only knew how awful that thing it was =(... I wished I can have another one.... I will do everything only to have a cp again.... huhuhu....

awt n......
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Friday, March 10, 2006

your a vampire!!! go you...you love the
attention,your beautiful and you know it...you could care less about the rest of humanity except for the ones you love..sometimes your a loner,sometimes your not...your like a starving artist waiting to be discovered..because you know, not many believe you exist..you love to seduce and please..but in the end it doesnt always end up all rainbows and butterflys for your hosts.
Are you a vampire,demon,or ghost?
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~What type of affection do your eyes hold?

The affection in your eyes is
Confusion!!!
You don't know where to turn, or where to go! You are a mystifying type of person, who doesn't understand why
your life is this way! You always hope for the best, but rarely you are happy! You almost always have a presence in things, you have a beautiful glow, that always seem to follow you, it is very ravishing, but you barely ever notice! You are liked, and have
friends who understand you! You believe you have to understand yourself, before you understand other people!
~What type of affection do your eyes hold?(Gorgeous ANIME pictures!!!)~
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Thursday, February 23, 2006

Feels like home

I first heard this song in a movie entitled "how to lose a guy in 10 days". For me, It's really great song because it is little bit romantic... The title of this song is Feels like home sing by Chantal Kreviazuk... Check this out:



Feels like home

Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life

If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you've done

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

A window breaks, down a long, dark street
And a siren wails in the night
But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me
And I can almost see, through the dark there is light

Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long I've waited for your touch
And if you knew how happy you are making me
I never thought that I'd love anyone so much

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way the back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong


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My problem unsolve until now

Welcome back to me!!!!!! wahahaha... tsk.. tsk... hmmm... I'm as usual in a computer shop... What I am thinking right now??? Hmmm... I am thinking about my midterm examination about STS... It is a take home exam... It is easy if you try to think about it but for me, it isn't... It is because I like to do my projects in our house wherein I have alot of time to do that... but unluckily, our computer was not working... It is needed to be fix... But no one wants to fix that thing...

Sigh... I wish I am now done with that... But I think I really can't =( ....
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Armo and Salvador's trip

Yesterday, I was with my friend Jane. Together with Seymour(one of the member of the clan), we went to the computer shop where Wakoko had his job(to surprise him). But he wasn't there. So we stay for a while expecting he will arrive.

Yes! He arrived. Jane and I were outside. Wakoko went inside the computer shop. We went away without informing them. We texted Seymour to thank him for the time. Two of us were laughing while we were waiting my cellphone rang... bwahahaha...bwahahaha...bwahahaha... Our stomachs were aching because of laughing...

Then after that, we made an issue. that we were quarreling... Many of members of the clan react... Once again, we laugh out loud... wahahaha... wahahaha... wahahaha... Coz the the one envolved PM us... He really don't want to returned the relationship as it is... nyahaha... all I can say that it were great day for us... That's all...


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