Birthday 1988-07-13 Gender
Female Location philippines Member Since 2005-01-14 Occupation student
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Achievements I'm a certified music addict Anime Fan Since since birth Favorite Anime fushigi fan Goals to be able to write stories you surely want to read Hobbies singing all day Talents singing & writing
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"I dedicate it to my special someone. Whoever he is. I don't know."
I find many times to update this blogs but I don't know why my I didn't do. I been online for how many times but still I can't.
Yesterday, I planned to go in the performance of the one of the popular bands here in our country. But I didn't go because I don't have anyone with me. Instead of going in that event, I decide to go to the house of my friend/my twin, Jane. All turns out well I guess.
Because i didn't watch the performance of the band, what I did is to perform in thier house. I sang the songs of Christian Bautista, South Border, MYMP nad alot more. But the song I sang that I really enjoy is the song by Ithchywords entitled "akin ka na lang". You know why? because I dedicated it to my love whoever he is, I don't know. hehehe...
Yesterday, I went to a computer shop to add some articles on my blog. I'm wearing a green sando and a black old pants. I have a violet cap with medical print on it whatsoever...
I was like lesbian then and I realized that my look that day was so cool.
Then I have that crazy idea, I'll say to Mav that I will be planning to be a lesbian.
Cea: You know what??? I now realized that I'm really cute if I'm a lesbian. What yah think???
Mav: Teka nga! ano bng pgka2iba ng normal mo o pg ngng tibo k???
Cea: wla lng!!! ms qt aq pg ngng tibo...
Then he didn't reply to me.< ngdodota pla ang mokong!!!>
Cea: ihanda mo n ung cp mo at mgflo2d aq mgdamag pra sulit ang unli q d2,!!!
Mav: prang awa mo n,. tumigil k!!!
Mav: Haay... toyo k tlga.. mukang blak m nga itry.. ausin m buhay m.. hehe
Cea: ang qt kc nung cap nung nirampa q s daan... muka tlgang aqng tibo... ang qt!!!
Mav:Cap lng dhlan, naicip m n agd pagktibo m.. aztg k!!hehe
But do you know why I like to do this one??? coz I believe that the guys have the only right to court. and if I'll be a lesbian or a bi. The person I'll plan to court is him- Mav... geeh!!! d nia tlga aq pnigilan!!! kainins nman...
But as we go on to our conversation, I knew that he doesnt want the gurl n xadong astig. What I mean of astig is me pagkarokista kc fanet rw... prang d rw mtno.... wahehehe... I also tell him how concervative my parents are... un lng... nyahaha... awt n gad!!!
I think I really don't have enough time to tell a story to you guys. But I still do it anyways.
December 25, 2005, Christmas day, my mom gave me a money. It was from my aunt in US. I really love them so much! I want to kiss them right now. Gee!!! i'm just joking.
Grrr... I feel I'm blind. I can't see the appearance of my blog right now. This thing ceates a confusion in my mind. Is it look great or not? I wish it is. Comments (0) |
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Saturday, December 24, 2005
A time of confession
As usual!!! I'm on the computer shop doing alots of stuffs. If I said lots of stuff, I really mean lots of stuffs!!! I don't where will I go. Exploring all around!!! Yeah!!! for me, what I'm doing right now is great!!!
By the way, I'm here not to post another music or whatever... blah blah blah... I'm here because posting something about what happen yesterday.
As what I've said, I'm with someone . What I mean is while Im typing the previous writing, he was there beside me. Thank god he didn't see it but Grr... He didn't teach me how to play a guitar!!! damn monster he is!!! Ooops!!! Sorry for the words... hehehe...
Then after computer stuffs, I decided to go to my friend, Eds. Then as usual we were telling stories about our experience. She told me her ROMANTIC STORY about one guy. Waaaaaaaah!!! From what I've heard to her, It's really indeed romantic. But whenever she's
telling me this, I remember someone else. Coz I think this guy whose telling me is like that guy I once loved.
Yeah! Maybe this time I will stop pretending. I really loved him and until now, I'm searching for a guy like him. Whenever I looked at him, I can see through his eyes that he love me too. Whatever hide he did those time, I really can sense that feeling. But like me, he pretended.
This guy is some kind of fluent in English. I think he's weird. He's a writer and an artist. But what I mostly like to him is his fear to Almighty.
I'd said it to my close friend, Lean.
"I really don't know why I have ths strange feeling. I really like him."
"Maybe he's intelligent like Roffell."
Yeah! That time, I agreed to what he said but deep inside the words wants to say to him, " No!!! I think It's not the reason. I really don't know why I liked him." Maybe It's really love coz I loved his whole personale. I loved for what he is.
But I guess it's too late to say this things coz now, he's gone and from what I know, he now with somebody else. I really hope that he's now happy with his life.
Stop!!! I know the right one
will come my way in the right time.
I hope so.
what a great day!!!! As in a great day!!! Im just about to cry this time because beside me is a guy that is terribly ugly... yah!!! I'm currently want to cry right now but I can't. huhuhuhu... another terrible mistake I did. bye for now!!!!!
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Thursday, December 22, 2005
Magmahal muli
This is one of the beautiful song that I've heard. Thinking why??? It is because of its meaning.
" After a great pain, don't give up coz after that, there be a great things that comes your way. The only left thing to do is to wait for that right time and I asure you, you'll be happy."
That's the wonderful message of that song. I hope you like it eventhough it's in my vernacular. Okay, bye for now. =)
it's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes and she plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say
cause i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
cause she’s all that I see and she’s all that I need
and i'm out of my league once again
it's a masterful melody when she calls out my name to me
as the world spins around her she laughs, rolls her eyes
and i feel like i'm falling but it's no surprise
cause i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
but i'd rather be here than on land
yes she's all that i see and she's all that i need
and i'm out of my league once again
it's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes and she plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say
cause i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
but i'd rather be here than on land
yes she's all that i see and she's all that i need
and i'm out of my league once again
In our point in life, we experience some happy memories with somewhat special person in our life. a "fairytale", that's the perfect description of it. Mostly, this fairytale is kind a love story for us. there are sad fairy tales, there are happy fairytales and also fairytales which are nearly be concluded.
December 18, 2005, a friend called me on the phone. she told me her experience in Los Banos. The exciting parts of her story were when the guy said his true feelings to her unknowingly that she has a feelings to him also and
when the guy embrassed my friend when she is in great shiver. What a great event that I thought that could come true only in a fairytale but no, it's a true story.
It's really true that " love moves in mysterious ways". I wish I could experince one.
For my friend, this is a song for you, Again by Janet Jackson.
Hello again!!! It's a bad day for me. these past few days, he didn't texted me. I'm really wondering why? Is he have now his girlfriend? By the way, I don't care! If he is not for then okay. I know there's someone for me. maybe it's not time but I know he will surely come. =)
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