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Tuesday, January 23, 2007



Dilemma created by my mind




Hmmm... Actually, I want to make this post last Monday but unfortunately the computer wasn’t working that well.

By the way, I just like to tell a story about a part of my life as what I always did when I was active here. (I notice that the popularity rate o my site suddenly fell)

Oh well well!!! I don’t care!!! What I what to do is to make a post.

Last Sunday afternoon, I went on the church to attend a service with my co-choir members. I was surprised when I saw a woman sitting beside Mara. I guessed that’s old member and I proven my thoughts right when Mara introduce her to me.

The 4 o’clock mass was finally over and we need to go downstairs to have our service. I observe something. Fritz was waiting for someone to go downstairs with him. Who could that be? I wished it was me. Hehehe…

Then we have our service and as usual katabi ko na naman siya… hahaha… I thought he will talked to Malou that time but I’m wrong.

“Cea, musta n???” he asked me.

“Okay lang naman.” I replied.

His shoulder touched mine. I my heart beat faster. But not so fast like what I feel when I’m beside my crushes. I dunno but I feel comfortable to him. I felt that he gently comforts my heart.

Moments of confusion go on and on as I remember all his moves all over again. I kept on saying to my self that he only treats me like his younger sis or maybe his close friend but whenever I see him, I those thoughts disappear and became love that I guess wasn’t right.

Maybe I’m not used to how he treats me but I guess as time pass by, my heart will become tired and the feelings will disappear. Baka pag dumating yung time na yun, I will get used to it and hanggang friends na lang turing niya sa akin.

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